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| Oh
my Lord Jesus Christ, prostrate before you, I implore
your infinitely in love with Heart well to want to admit me
to the meditation of the Hours painful of your Passion during
which, by Love for us, you wanted to suffer in your adorable
Body and in your infinitely holy Soul, as far as dying on the
Cross. Condescend to give me your Help, your Grace, your Love,
as well as a deep compassion to your place and a deep understanding
of your Sufferings, while I will meditate on the umpteenth Hour
(to specify). And
for the Hours on which I won't be able to meditate, that means
those during which I will be forced either to apply me to my
daily duties, either to devote to me to the sleep, I want to
offer you the will that I have to meditate also on them. Accept
then, oh merciful Lord, my intention of love, and make so that
these Hours benefit me and benefit to a lot of other as if I
made them effectively and saintly. Enter time, I return you
grace oh Jesus, you that call me to unite me to you in the prayer,
and I immerse myself in your Thoughts, your Words, your Will
and your Love, while imploring the help of your a lot of Saint
Mother and my guardian angel.To recite an I greet you Marie
to the a lot of Virgin Saint, one Glory to the Father to his/her/its
guardian angel, and one Of profundis (Ps 130) for the souls
of the Purgatory, to which it is not necessary to fail to apply
the indulgences that will be won by the meditation of the mystery.
Acknowledgments
and offrande Mon agreeable Jesus, you called me during
this Hour of your Passion to hold you company, and I came.
He/it seemed me to see to ask you, to repair and
to suffer and, with the most tender Words, to plead for the
salute of the souls. I tried to follow you in all. Before
letting you, I want to tell you a & laquomerci» and a
& laquosois béni». Yes, oh Jesus, thank you a thousand
times. I rent to you and bless you for everything that you
have make and endured for us all. I tell to you thank you
and I bless you for every drop of your Blood and each of your
versed Tears, for each of your Breathings, every Beating of
your Heart, each of your Steps, your Words and your Looks,
and for every offense that you supported for us. Of grace,
make in sort, oh my Jesus, that all my to be sent you a continuous
stream of acknowledgments and blessings, so that it attracts
on me and on all creatures the streams of your Graces and
your Blessings.
Oh
Jesus, tighten me on your Heart with your infinitely holy Hands:
mark all parcels of my tone being & laquoje you bénis»,
so that nothing comes out of me except an uninterrupted love
hymn for you! I give way to you and I want to follow you in
all. I let my thoughts in you so that they forbid you your enemies;
my breathings so that they act you as cortege and hold you company;
the beatings of my heart to tell you constantly & laquoje
you aime» and to compensate you of the love that you don't give
the other creatures; the drops of my blood in offering of repair
and to restore you honors and the esteem of which deprive you
your enemies; finally all my to be to keep you. My soft Love,
although I must attend to my business, I remain in your Heart
and I fear to take some. Will you keep me in you, this is not?
Our palpitations will get along one the other and will confound
themselves, so that they will give me life, love, and narrow
and inseparable union with you. My Jesus, if you see that I
am about to escape you, that your Palpitations accelerate in
my heart, that your Hands are urgent me more strongly on your
Heart, that your Eyes look at me and throw me arrows of fire,
so that, feeling you, I let myself win immediately to remain
with you.
Please,
oh my Jesus, give me the Kiss of the divine love and bless me.
And me, I kiss your infinitely soft Heart and I remain in toi.Que
God's blessing, the Almighty, Father and Son and Mind-Saint,
descends on me and there home forever. Amen. |
Jesus
makes his gods to his/her/its Mother
Oh celestial Mom, the hour of the separation approaches
and I join you. Oh Mother, communicate me your Love
and make me share your damages. Communicate me your
pain because, with you, I want to follow step-by-step
my adorable Jésus.Et has that Jesus comes. You run to
his/her/its meeting, the soul all overflowing of love.
While seeing it so pale and so sad, your Heart tightens
itself, strengths miss to you and you feel about to
collapse you. Oh my soft Mom, do you know why the adorable
Jesus came to meet you?
He/it came to make you his/her/its adieus, to tell you
his/her/its last Words and to receive your last embrassements.
Oh Mother, I tighten myself against you with the whole
tenderness of which is capable my heart, so that, hurried
against you, me also I can receive the embrassements
of the adorable Jesus. Will you disdain me?
This is not not rather a comfort for your Heart of a
soul to have united to you to share your Tribulations
and your Damages?
Oh Jesus, in this hour so distressing
for your infinitely tender Heart, what teaching gives
us you of filial and in love obedience to your Mom!
What soft harmony exists between you and it! What sweet
enchantment of love rises until the Throne of the eternal
and disperse himself for the salute of all your créatures!Ô
my celestial Mom, do you know what of you want the adorable
Jesus? Anything else that your last blessing. He/it
is true that your being's parcels only takes blessings
and praises for your Creator
. But while making you his/her/its adieus, Jesus wants
to hear your Mouth these soft Words: & laquoJe blessed
you, oh Fils!» This blessing will remedy the offenses
of the creatures, and, soft and sweet, will descend
until his/her/its Heart. I unite to you, oh soft Mom.
And on the wings of wind, I want to browse the Sky to
ask the Father, to the Holy spirit and to all angels,
for a & laquoje you bénis» for Jesus, so that I
can bring him these blessings. And here, on this the
earth, I want to go to all creatures and to ask that
every mouth, every palpitation, every step, every breathing,
every look, every thought, says a & laquoje you
bénis» to Jesus. And so some people refuse, I want to
say it at their place.
Oh soft Mom, after having run everywhere
to ask the Saint-Trinidad, to the angels, to all creatures,
in light of the sun, to the perfume of the flowers,
to the waves of the sea, to all breath of wind, to all
spark of fire, to all leaf that moves, to all flicker
of star, to all movement of the nature, a & laquoje
you bénis» for Jesus, I come from it to you and to your
blessings, to which I join mine. My soft Mom, I see
that you receive some of the comfort and the relief,
and all these blessings, you offer them to Jesus in
repair of the blasphemies that he/it receives some creatures.
But while you present these blessings to Jesus, I hear
your touched Voice that tells to him: & laquoFils,
bless me aussi!»
Oh Jesus, my soft Love, also bless me with your Mother;
bless my thoughts, my heart, my hands, my steps, my
works, and bless all creatures.
Oh my Mother, while admiring your Jesus' Face if afflicted
and so sad, wake up in you the view agonizing of the
Sufferings that soon he/it should endure. You see beforehand
his/her/its covered Face of spits, his/her/its Head
transfixed by the thorns, his/her/its bandaged Eyes,
his/her/its Body tortured by the fillips, his/her/its
Hands and his/her/its Feet pierced by the nails; and
you bless it. Right side up where he/it is about to
go, you come with it with your blessings. To your sides,
I come with it me also. When Jesus will be hit everywhere
by the whips, transfixed by the nails, slapped, crowned
of thorns, he will find at the same time as yours, my
& laquoje you bénis».
Oh Jesus, oh Marie, as I sympathize with you two! Immense
is your Suffering in these last moments; one has the
impression that the Heart of one tears the Heart of
the other. To stretch Mother, pull my heart in the earth
and attach it very strong to the one of Jesus, so that
very tight against him, he/it takes part in your Sufferings
and to his. And while you will kiss, that you will give
yourselves your last Looks, your last Kissings, then,
as me I will be between your two Hearts, that I receive
these last Kissings, these last Embrassementses. Don't
you see that me then to be without you?
Jesus, Mom, hold me tight against
you, give me your Love, your to Want, shoot my poor
heart, tighten me enters your Arms, and with you, oh
soft Mother, I want to follow step-by-step the adorable
Jesus, with the intention to give him of the comfort,
the relief, the love and the repair in the name of all.
Oh Jesus, with your Mom, I kiss your left Foot, while
asking you to forgive me and to forgive to all creatures
for all times that we refused to walk toward God. Glory
to the Father,... I kiss your right Foot; forgive me
and forgive to all creatures all times that we didn't
pursue the holiness that you wanted for us.
Glory to the Father,... I kiss your left Hand; communicates
us your Purity.
Glory to the Father,... I kiss your right hand so that
you blessed all my emotions, my affections and my thoughts,
so that, valorized by this blessing, they become all
saints. And with me, also bless all creatures and seal
the salute of their soul.
Glory to the Father,... OH Jesus, with your Mom I kiss
you and, kissing your Heart, I ask you to place my heart
between yours, so that he/it nourishes himself/itself
continually of your Extrusions of love, your Pains,
your Affections, your Desires and your Lives even. Amen.
Glory to the Father,...
Reflections
and convenient
Before beginning to undergo his/her/its
Passion, Jesus goes to his Mother to ask him for his/her/its
blessing. By this Act, he/it teaches us the obedience,
not only outside, but interior, that it is necessary
for us to have to answer the inspirations of the Grace.
Sometimes we are not ready to answer a good inspiration,
either because we are braked by our self-esteem joins
to the temptation, either by human respect, either to
avoid to make us violence.
But the refusal to follow up on an inspiration to practice
a virtue, to make a good work, to practice a devotion,
incite the Lord to retire, what brings the reduction
of his/her/its good inspirations.
But the answer expeditious and prudent to the holy inspirations
attracts us more of Light and Grâces.Dans the doubtful
cases, it is necessary to resort expeditiously to the
big means of the prayer and to the illuminated advice.
So God won't stop illuminating our soul by his/her/its
good inspirations. Our actions, our prayers, the practice
of the Hours of the Passion, we must make them in the
same intentions that Jesus, in his/her/its Divine Will,
while sacrificing us as him for the Father's Glory and
for the a lot of souls. We must get in the disposition
to sacrifice us by love for our agreeable Jesus, while
conforming us to his/her/its Mind, while acting with
his/her/its own Feelings and while abandoning us to
him, not only in the sufferings and the outside annoyances,
but more again in all thing that he/it will be able
to inspire us in our heart of hearts. And if the opportunity
presents itself, we must be ready to accept any pain.
While acting thus and while making all in the Divine
Will, which contains all sweetness and all contentment,
we will comfort our Jesus and we will compensate for
the outrages that makes him the créatures.Avant to begin
an action, always invoke God's blessing, so that this
action has the seal of the Divinity and that God's blessing
spreads to all creatures.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.) Jesus
parts with his a lot of Saint Mother and surrenders
to the Coterie
Jesus parts
with his Mother
A lot of Saint Mother and surrenders to the Coterie
Of 18h to 19hMy adorable Jesus, now that I took part
in your Sufferings and to those of your Mom in your
last Embraces, I see that you decide to leave to go
where calls you the Father's WillHe/it is so big the
love between you and your Mother, your soft Queen,
that he/it makes you inseparable: you constantly live
in his/her/its Heart and she/it constantly lives in
your Heart; otherwise, he/it would be impossible to
you to separate. Whereas you bless yourselves one
the other, you give him your last Kiss to fortify
it in the cruel Sufferings that she/it is about to
support, you tell him your last adieu, and you leave.
But the paleness of your Face, your trembling Lips,
your Voice choked by the sobs, all says to me how
much you like your Mom and how much you suffer from
leaving it. But to accomplish the Father's Will, your
melted Hearts one in the other, you submit to all,
wanting to repair for those that, not to have to surmount
the tenderness and the human attachments, even those
that are licit and holy, don't worry to accomplish
God's holy Will and to correspond to the state of
holiness to which God calls them. What Sufferings
don't give you these souls that repulse your Love,
limiting itself/themselves to the love of the creatures!
My Jesus, allow me to remain a little with your Mom
to comfort it and to sustain it after your departure.
Thereafter, I will accelerate the step to join you.
But to my big suffering, I see that your Mom, anguished,
aspen; she/it is so big his/her/its Pain that, while
she/it wants to tell you farewell, his/her/its Voice
chokes itself on his/her/its Lips. She/it nearly vanishes.
And in his/her/its torment of love, she/it says: &
laquoMon Son, my Son, I bless you! What cruel separation,
more laborious than all mort!» But the pain stops
it from speaking more. Queen overwhelmed, let me sustain
you, to wipe your Tears and to sympathize to your
Suffering.
My soft Mom, I don't want to let you only. Take me
with you, and in these moments so painful for you
and for Jesus, teach me what I must make, how I must
defend Jesus, how I can repair and comfort it. No,
I won't leave you. And to the least sign of your part,
I will fly toward Jesus and I will offer him your
Love and your Kissings, to which I will join mine;
and I will deposit them in his/her/its holy Wounds
and in every drop of his/her/its versed Blood, so
that his/her/its Pains are relieved. Then I will come
back to you while bringing you his/her/its Kissings
to relieve your transfixed Heart.
Mom, I want to join Jesus now. While
I kiss your maternal Hands, you bless myself as you
blessed Jesus. And you allow myself to go to him.
Oh Jesus, my love guides me quickly toward you and
I join you while you browse the streets of Jerusalem
with your disciples. I see you again all pale and
I hear your soft Voice. But she/it is so sad that
she/it breaks the heart of your disciples. You tell
to them: & laquoC'est the last time that I browse
these streets freely. Tomorrow, I will browse them
linked, dragged and booed of one thousand ways. &
raquo Showing the finger the places where you will
especially be dishonored and tortured, you pursue:
& laquoMa Life is about to die out here below
as the sun is about to lie down; tomorrow at similar
hour, I won't be there more! But as Sun, I will revive
the third day. & raquo TO these subjects, the
apostles are all sad and know how to answer only.
You add: & laquoCourage, don't let knock you down,
I will always be with you. However, it is necessary
that I die for the good of all. & raquo
Of a touched Voice, you continue to instruct them.
Before going in the Coterie, you look at the sun that
lies down and that, as your Life, is about to die
out. You offer your last Steps for those that are
to the decline of their terrestrial life, and you
give them the grace to die out in you, repairing for
those that, in spite of the disappointments and the
disillusions of life, persist in not turning toward
their Creator.
You look at Jerusalem where you accomplished so many
prodigies and miracles and that is preparing your
Cross, sharpening the nails to accomplish the déicide.
You quiver; your Heart is broken and you cry his/her/its
next destruction. By it you repair for so many souls
dedicated of which, by so many cares, you try to make
carriers of your Love and that, not meeting your expectations,
makes you to suffer more. I want to repair with you
and so to relieve your broken Heart. Diverting your
Look of the city of Jerusalem that makes you horror,
you enter in the Coterie. My Love, tighten me on your
Heart, so that I share your Sufferings to offer them
to the Father with you. Bless my soul.
Reflections
and convenient
Although his/her/its infinitely tender
Heart is torn some, it is expeditiously that Jesus
separates of his a lot of Saint Mother. And us, are
we expeditious to sacrifice our affections, same the
most legitimate and holiest, if the Divine Will asks
us? And is it also that, do we know if the case arises,
how to accept that the sensitive divine Presence or
does the sensitive devotion move away of us?
Whereas he/it made his/its last Steps in Jerusalem,
Jesus glorified the Father and asked him the salute
of the souls. In our steps to us, is what we feed
the same intentions that Jesus while knowing how to
intercede for the Glory of the Father and the a lot
of souls. Let's put our steps in those of Jesus, him
that carried in his/her/its Steps all steps of the
creatures, repairing their bad steps and showing them
to walk on his/her/its paths.
When we walk, are we modest and introverted in order
to an example to be for the other? While Jesus, all
grief-stricken, walked in Jerusalem, he spoke from
time to time to his/her/its apostles, speaking them
of his/her/its imminent Passion. And us, in our conversations,
is it that on occasion we know how to take for theme
of the events of Jesus' Life or some of his/her/its
Teachings?
Seeing the sad and discouraged apostles, Jesus tried
to comfort them. At the time of our conversations,
we know how to show our will to adjust us always to
Jesus, do we try to infuse his/her/its Mind in the
other?
Jesus surrenders to the Coterie. Our thoughts, our
affections, our emotions, our prayers, our actions,
our food, our work, we must associate them to Jesus
in action. That making, our actions will fit to the
manners to see divine.
When the soul makes its actions with Jesus, Jesus
feels attracted so by this soul, that he changes in
Acts of God the actions of this creature. All it is
the effect of his/her/its Goodness, that holds account
of all and reward all, even a small action made in
his/her/its Will, so that so the creature is not dispossessed
of whatever it is made in his/her/its Will.
Oh my Life and my All, that your Steps
direct mine, and while I tread the earth with my feet,
that my thoughts are in your Sky
Jesus,
you returned to the Coterie in company of your beloved
disciples, and you get to table with them. How much
sweetness and of affability you don't show whereas
you get ready to take material food for the last time!
All is Love in you! Here, you repair our sins of greed.
And, by your Prayer, you sanctify food.
Jesus, your soft and discerning Look seems to scrutinize
each of your apostles. And while you take your food,
your Heart is transfixed to see your weak and soft
apostles, especially the treacherous Judas, who already
has a foot in the hell.In the bottom of your Heart,
you tell yourself with bitterness: & laquoQuelle
is the utility of my Blood? Here is that a soul to
which I made so much good, is perdue!» And of your
sparkling Eyes of Light and love, you look at it,
as if you wanted to make take him conscience of the
big pain that he/it is about to commit.
But your supreme Charity made you support this Suffering,
and you abstain from showing it to your apostles.
And while you are distressed because of Judas, your
Heart fills itself of joy to see to your left your
beloved disciple, Jean; so that, not can contain your
overflow of love anymore, the appealing mildly toward
you, you make him put the head on your Heart, making
him feel beforehand the Paradise.
And at this solemn hour, two of your
disciples represent two worlds: the one of the reprobate
and the one of the elected; the world of the reprobate,
represented by Judas, who already has the hell to
the heart, and the world of the elected, represented
by Jean, who takes a rest on your Heart in joy. Oh
my soft Well, me also I get very near of you and,
with your beloved disciple, I want to push my tired
head on your adorable Heart. And I ask you to make
feel me, even on this earth, the delights of the Sky;
that this earth is sky for me, inebriate by the soft
harmonies of your Heart.
But in this instant, I feel in you of painful Palpitations;
it is because of the lost souls! Oh Jesus, of grace,
don't permit that new souls get lost; make that the
throbbings of your Heart, resonant in these souls,
make them hear the throbbings of life in the Sky,
as heard them your beloved disciple Jean. That attracted
by the suavity and the sweetness of your Love, they
give up before you!
Oh Jesus, while my head is put on your Heart, give
me, to me also, food, as you gave it to the apostles:
the food of the love, the one of your Words, the one
of your Divine Will. Oh my Jesus, give me still this
food that you want so to give me, so that your Life
lives me more and more. My soft Well, I see that the
terrestrial food that you take with your disciples
is pulled from a lamb. It is the representational
lamb. And as in this lamb he/it doesn't remain a vital
mood because of the strength of fire, so you, the
mystical lamb, you go, by the strength of the love,
to consume you entire for the creatures; you won't
even keep a drop of Blood for yourself: you will pour
it entire by Love for us.
Oh Jesus, there is not anything of that that you make
that recalls your painful Passion, this one being
always present to your Mind and to your Heart. By
it you teach me that if, me also, I always had present
to the mind and to the heart your holy Passion, you
would never refuse the food of your Love. Oh my Jesus,
to each of your Acts you carry me in your Thought.
That your Passion is always present to my mind and
to my heart; that it lives in my looks, my steps and
my pains, so that, where that I am, I always discern
your holy Presence in me. Amen.
Reflections
and convenient
Before taking our food, let's unite
our intentions to those of our agreeable Jesus while
imagining us that our mouth is his. That making, not
only Jesus' Life will increase us of it, but we will
give to the Father the glory, the praise, the love,
acknowledgments, the repair that is him on behalf
of the creatures, as the good Jesus knew how to make
it when he took his/its food.
Also imagine ourselves to be at table with Jesus and
to look soon at it, soon to ask it to share a gulp
with us, soon to give a kiss to the fringe of his/her/its
coat, soon to contemplate the movement of his/her/its
Lips, of his/her/its celestial Eyes, soon to note
the sudden paleness of his/her/its beautiful Face
when he/it sees so much ingratitude at the humans.
All full of love, Jesus spoke of his Passion during
the meal. In the same way us, when we have our meal,
let's know how to stop our reflection sometimes on
the manner of which we practice the Hours of the Passion.
The angels are suspended to our lips to collect our
prayers, our damages, and to carry them before the
Father to lessen his/her/its just indignation because
of the numerous offenses that he/it receives some
creatures, all as they carried toward the Father Jesus'
Prayers when he/it was on the earth. While he/it ate,
Jesus was upset by Judas's loss, and in him he saw
all souls that were going to get lost. As the loss
of the souls is the biggest of his/her/its Sufferings,
it attracted Jean toward it to get some of the relief.
Like Jean, let's know how to be at Jesus' sides, the
plaintiff in his/her/its Sufferings, compassionate
with him, giving him of rest in our heart, identifying
us to him. So we will hear the Beatings of his/her/its
Heart tormented by the loss of the souls. Let's offer
him our palpitations to dress the Injuries of his/her/its
Heart. And in these Injuries, let's place the souls
that run to their loss, so that they find the conversion
and the salute there.
Jesus' Palpitation is a & laquoje you aime» reverberating
in all palpitations of the creatures, which beatings
it would like all to see shut in in his/her/its Heart
as as much of & laquoje you aime» coming him of
the creatures. But many refuse to give these &
laquoje you aime» to Jesus and, by continuation, his/her/its
own Palpitations are as oppressed. Let's ask Jesus
to punctuate our palpitations of his/her/its &
laquoje you aime», so that our life becomes all flaming
of love for it. Let's immerse ourselves completely
in him so that he/it makes us feel his/her/its &
laquoje you aime». They are so immense that they fill
the Sky and the earth, that they circulate at the
saints and that they descend to the purgatory. All
creatures are touched some; even the elements feel
the effects of it. The first Speech that Jesus said
on the Cross was one of forgiveness, to excuse all
souls before the Father, of it so that his/her/its
Justice changes itself in Mercy. To Jesus' example,
let's excuse the sinners by the Father, so that being
softened by our apologies, he/it doesn't permit that
only one soul gets lost. Let's unite ourselves to
Jesus to make the sentry by the souls, so that no
doesn't sin. And we will make it be moved while accepting
and offering him everything that he/it arranges us
of it gladly: cold, toughness, obscurity, oppressions,
temptations, distractions, calumnies, illnesses and
other, in order to compensate it of the offenses that
makes him the creatures.
It is not only by marks of love that Jesus appears
to the souls, but often, when he feels the cold weather
of the creatures, he makes our soul feel this cold
weather; and if we accept it, Jesus feels compensated
of the coldness of the creatures, and our suffering
becomes a sentry of love by them. Of other times,
Jesus feels in his Heart the toughness of heart of
the creatures, and capable to contain itself/themselves,
he comes to pour out itself at home; his/her/its Heart
touches ours, announcing him his/her/its Pain. And
us, making ours this Pain, we put our suffering around
the sinner's heart to dissolve his/her/its toughness
and to bring back it to God.
Jesus, my Good, you suffer so much because of the
loss of the souls! Then, me, by compassion, I place
at your disposal all my to be; I want to take on me
your Pains and the pains of the sinners, and so I
will relieve you, and I will place the sinner very
near of your Heart.
Oh my Jesus, make so that all my to
be burnt of love for you and for the creatures, so
that I can be a continuous relief for your bitterness!
My
soft Jesus, whereas ends the legal cène, I see
that you rise of table and, that with your apostles,
you make the prayer of acknowledgments to the
Father, repairing our lacks of acknowledgments
thus relatively to the numerous means that God
places at our disposal for the maintenance of
our bodily life. Oh Jesus, in everything that
you make or what you see, you always have to the
Lips of the Prayers of action of grace for the
Father. And me, to your example, I want in all
things to tell you: & laquomerci, for me and
for tous». By it, I want to repair our lacks of
recognition.
Oh my Good, your Love doesn't have a respite:
I see that you have your apostles sat again, that
you take a bowl of water, that you gird on yourself
of a white napkin and that you prostrate to their
feet in an Act so humble that he/it attracts on
you the looks of the whole Sky that become ecstatic;
the apostles themselves are stunned some. But
say me, my Love, that you want, that you hear
to show by this Act so humble?
In fact, prostrate before your apostles like a
poor beggar, you tell them in your Heart: &
laquoJe asks you your soul and I set for you traps
of love to attract you to me; I want, by means
of this water mingled to my Tears, to purify you
of all imperfection and to prepare you to receive
me in the Large Sacrament. This Act of purification
results me so from heart that I don't want to
confide it nor to the angels, nor to my dear Mom;
I want myself to purify your soul to prepare it
to receive the Saint Communion.
& laquoEt I want to repair the holy works
and in particular the administration of the sacraments
made in a mind of vanity rather than in the humility
and the disinterestedness. Ah! how many good works
reach me more to sadden me that to please me,
more to give me the death that to increase life!
There are the offenses that sadden me the more!
Oh souls, see all these offenses that one makes
to me and repair by means of my own Damages to
comfort my Heart if watered of amertume!»
Oh Jesus grief-stricken, flood me of your Life
so that I can repair so many offenses. I want
to enter in the most intimate hiding places of
your Heart, and to repair with the help of your
own Heart the offenses that you receive those
that you are the dearest. I want, oh my Jesus,
to follow you in all things, and with you to go
to all souls that are going to receive you in
the Eucharist, to enter in their heart and, by
means of your mixed Tears to the water with which
you wash the feet of your apostles, to wash these
souls, to purify their heart, so that when they
will receive you, you find in them your rapture.
Oh soft Jesus, while you wash the
feet of your apostles, I see that another Suffering
affects your Heart. These apostles represent all
future sons of the church, and not being even
perfect, they represent the set of all pains that
will exist in the church. In one are symbolized
the weaknesses; in the other the swindles; in
this one the hypocrisies; in another the excessive
love for the terrestrial interests; in Pierre
saint the default to the resolutions and all offenses
of the ecclesiastical chiefs; in Jean saint (that
he also fell asleep in the Garden, after having
slept on your Heart, and that ran away then) the
fragilities of those that you are the most faithful;
in Judas the apostates and the whole set of the
bass tones offenses committed by them.
You stop to every apostle's feet and you cry,
you pray, you repair each of these offenses, you
get by your Prayers strength and help for all.
My Jesus, I unite to you, I make mine your Prayers,
your Damages. I want to be always at your sides
to share your Pains and to mingle my tears to
yours. And I see you, oh my Love, to Judas's feet.
I hear your Breathing out of breath and I see
that not only you cry, but that you sob. While
washing his/her/its feet, you kiss them, you tighten
them on your Heart and, choked by your Tears,
you look at it and tell him in your Heart: &
laquoMon son, of grace, I pray you by the voice
of my Tears, don't go to hell, give me your soul;
I ask you prostrated to your feet! Say me what
you want! What do you require? I will give you
all, so long as you don't get lost! Of grace,
save me this pain, to me, your Dieu!» And you
restart to press his/her/its feet on your Heart.
Seeing his/her/its toughness, your Heart chokes
and you are close to vanish you.
Oh my Heart and my Life, allow me to sustain you
of my arms; I see that you use stratagems in love
with the obstinate sinners. I ask you to allow
me to browse with you the whole earth, to give
to these sinners your Tears to soften them, your
Kissings and your Embraces of love to link them
to you so that they are not able to more escape
you. So it will compensate you of the Pain that
you endure because of Judas's loss.
My Jesus, my Joy and my Delight, I see that your
short and short Love quickly: you rise and, in
the desolation that lives you, anxious, you approach
of the table where is already prepared bread and
wine for the consecration. I see that your divine
Person dons a seen before ever tender and loving
aspect, your Eyes are lightning of Light more
that if they were suns, your Face is pink and
resplendent, your Lips smile and shine love, your
Hands are creative, all your Members have Creator's
attitude.
My Love, I see you transformed quite. Your Divinity
seems to overflow your Humanity. Jesus, my Heart
and my Life, your aspect, seen before ever, attracts
the attention of all. The apostles are taken by
a soft enchantment and dare to breathe hardly.
Your soft Mom runs in mind to the Saint's foot
Counts, to admire this miracle of your Love, the
angels come down from the Sky and seem to wonder
between them: & laquoque is it? What is it?
These are true madness of love, of true excesses
of love,: a God who creates, not the Sky or the
earth, but himself, from the corruptible matter
of a little bread, of a little vin!»,
Oh insatiable Love, while your apostles are all
around you, I see that you take bread between
your Hands, that you offer it to the Father, and
I hear your Voice full of sweetness that says:
& laquoPère Saint, that one returns you thanks
to you that always grant your Son. Father Saint,
cooperate with me. You, one day, you sent me of
the Sky on the earth so that I am embodied in
the heart of a virgin to save our children; permit
me now to embody me in every host to finish the
salute of these creatures and to be the Life of
each.
& laquoVois, oh Father, that
few hours remain me on this earth. Who will the
heart have to let my orphan and only children?
They are numerous their enemies, they are thick
the darkness that covers them, she/it is big their
weakness. Who will help them? Than me I remain
in every host to be the Life of each, to be their
Light, Force them, Help them! Otherwise, where
they will go? Who will guide them? Our Works are
eternal and my Love is immeasurable. I am not
able to, nor don't want, to let my only children.
& raquo The Father is moved to these tender
and loving subjects, he comes down from the Sky,
he is there on the Sacred Table, with the Holy
spirit; the two are with you, oh Jesus. And you,
of a majestic and moving Voice, you pronounce
words of the consecration. And without letting
you yourself, you create yourself yourself under
sacramental shape in this bread and this wine.
And then, after being received communion you,
you receive communion your apostles and your celestial
Mom, who could not remain without receiving you.
Oh Jesus, the Heaven tilts, all makes you an act
of worship in your new state of annihilation.
Soft Jesus, your Love is happy and satisfied,
and I see on this altar, in your Hands, all dedicated
hosts that will perpetuate themselves until the
end of the centuries. But in so much and so many
hosts, your painful Passion is expanded, because
a lot of creatures will answer the excesses of
your Love by excesses of ingratitude and enormous
offenses! And I want to be to be always with you,
in every tabernacle, in every ciborium and in
every dedicated host that will exist until the
end of the world, to offer you my acts of love
and my acts of repair for the offenses that you
will receive.
Oh Jesus, I contemplate you in the holy host,
and as if I saw your adorable there No one, I
kiss your majestic Forehead; but while giving
you this kiss, I feel the twinges of the thorns.
Oh my Jesus, in this holy host, how many creatures
don't save you the thorns: they surrender before
you, and instead of giving you the homage of their
good thoughts, they give you their bad thoughts.
And you, again, you lower the head as during your
Passion and you receive and tolerate the thorns
of these bad thoughts. Oh my Love, I approach
of you, to share your Pains; I put all my thoughts
in your Intelligence to repulse these thorns that
sadden you so much. That each of my thoughts parades
in each of yours to make you repair for every
bad thought, and so to comfort your Intelligence
grief-stricken.
Jesus, my Good, I kiss your beautiful Eyes. I
see your Look in love turned toward those that
go to your holy Presence, and your Look is anxious
to receive their look of love. But how much come
before you, and instead of looking at you and
to look for you, they look at the things that
distract them and so they deprive you of the pleasure
that you feel in the exchange of love looks! You,
you suffer, and me, while giving you some kissings,
I feel my lips bathed of your Tears. My Jesus,
don't cry, I want to put my eyes in yours to share
your Pains and to cry with you. And, wanting to
repair the looks distracted of the creatures,
I always keep my look fixed on you.
Jesus, my Love, I kiss your infinitely holy Ears.
I see you attentive to listening to what of you
want the creatures, in order to comfort them.
But these make to arrive to your Ears of the prayers
badly recited, full of distrust, of the prayers
made by habit; and your Hearing, in this holy
host, is bothered more that during your very Passion.
Oh my Jesus, I want to take all harmonies of the
Sky and to direct them toward your Ears to repair.
And I want to put my ears in yours, not only to
share your Pains, but to offer you my continuous
act of repair and to comfort you. Jesus, my Life,
I kiss your infinitely holy Face; I see it gory,
livid and swollen. Of the creatures, oh Jesus,
come before this holy host, and by their indecent
positions and their bad conversations, he/it seems
that they slap you and spit you over instead of
making you honor. And you, it is in all peace
and with patience that you receive them and that
you support all, as during your Passion!
Oh Jesus, I want to put my face close to yours,
not only to give you of the kissings and to receive
with you the abuses that come you of the creatures,
but to share all your Pains. And, of my hands,
I want to caress you, to remove you the spits
and to press you on my heart. I want to make all
my to be many, extremely small pieces, and to
put them before you as as many souls that adores
you. And I want that all my movements are changed
in prostrations to repair the dishonors that come
you of the creatures.
My Jesus, I kiss your infinitely
holy Mouth. I see that when you descend in the
heart of the creatures under the sacramental shape,
you are obliged to put you on a lot of mordant,
impure, bad languages. Oh! as you are saddened
some! You feel as addicted by these languages,
and it is worse when you descend in their hearts!
Oh Jesus, if it was possible, I would like to
meet in the mouth of every creature, to change
in praises all offenses that you receive them
in this manner!
My Good, I kiss your infinitely holy Head. I see
it tired, exhausted and all occupied to your Activities
of love. Do say me, that you make? And you answer
me: & laquoMon child, in this host, I work
in the evening of the morning, manufacturing chains
of love; and when the souls come at home, I link
them to my Heart. But you know what several make
to me? A lot, with efforts, clear themselves and
put my chains of love in pieces; and like these
chains are bound at my Heart, I am tortured some
and I fall in the delirium. Besides, when they
break my chains, these souls reduce to nothing
my intense Activity, because they search for the
chains of the creatures. And it, they even make
it in my Presence, using me to arrive to their
ends. It saddens me so much as that gives me a
violent fever that makes me to vanish me and to
be delirious. & raquo
As I pity you, oh Jesus! Your Love is put to the
pillory! And me, to compensate you, I ask you
to link my heart with these chains broken by the
creatures, to be able to give you at their place
a return of love. My Jesus, my divine Archer,
I kiss your Chest. Fire that she/it contains is
so big that to give a little extrusions to your
flames and to give you a little respite in your
work, you start playing with the souls that come
to you, shooting them arrows of love that come
out of your Chest. Your game consists in manufacturing
the arrows, the stings, the features; and when
they hit the souls, you exult. But many, oh Jesus,
repulse them and send you in return for the arrows
of coldness, of the stings of tepidness and the
features of ingratitude. And you are afflicted
some so that you cry bitterly! Oh Jesus, here
is my chest ready to receive the arrows that I
am destined not only, but again those that repulse
the other souls; so you won't be defeated anymore
in your game of love. And so, I will repair coldness,
tepidness and the ingratitudes that you receive
these souls.
Oh Jesus, I kiss your left Hand and I want to
repair thus for all illicit or blameful strokes
given to your holy Presence; and I ask you to
hold me tight always on your Heart! Glory to the
Father,...
Oh Jesus, I kiss your right hand, and I want by
there to repair all sacrileges, especially the
badly celebrated Mass! How many times, my Love,
you are constrained to come down from the Sky
between hands and in unworthy chests, and although
you have the nausea, the love forced you to remain
there, of it. There are even some of your ministers
that, by their enormous offenses and sacrileges,
renew your Passion, renew the déicide! Jesus,
it frightens me anything that to think of it!
All as during your Passion you were between the
hands of the Jews déicides, you are between these
unworthy hands, you, the restful lambkin, waiting
again for the death. But you also wait for their
conversion.
Oh Jesus, how much you suffer!
You would like a hand full of love well to free
you of these bloodthirsty hands. Oh Jesus, when
you will be in such hands, I ask you to call me
close to you and, to repair, I will cover you
with the purity of the angels, I will perfume
you of your Virtues to calm the nausea that you
feel in these hands, and I will offer you my heart
like shelter and shelter. While you will be in
me, I will pray you for the priests, so that all
are your worthy ministers. Amen. Glory to the
Father,...
Oh Jesus, I kiss your left Foot, and I want to
repair thus for those that receive you by habit
and without the requisite arrangements. Glory
to the Father,...
Oh Jesus, I kiss your right Foot and, that making,
I want to repair for those that receive you while
offending you. Of grace, please, when they will
dare to make it, renew the miracle that you made
for Longin; as you healed it and the ace converted
to the touch of Blood that springs of your Heart
transfixed by his/her/its spear, so, to your sacramental
touch, convert the offenses in acts of love and
the offenders in contrite people! Glory to the
Father,...
Oh Jesus, I kiss your infinitely soft Heart, in
which flows so many offenses; by my gesture, I
want all to repair, to give you of the love for
all and to share all your Pains. Glory to the
Father,...
Oh celestial, so some Archer offense escapes my
repair, I ask you to jail me in your Heart and
in your Will, so that I repair all. I will ask
your soft Mom to keep me always with her, so that
I repair all for all; we will kiss you together.
And while kissing you, we will move away of you
the waves of bitterness that you receive some
creatures. Oh Jesus, remind you than me also I
am a poor soul sinner. Of grace contain me in
your Heart. By your chains of love jail me and
attach my thoughts, my affections and my desires
one by one; links my hands and my feet to your
Heart, so that I have other hands and other feet
that yours!
My Love, my prison will be your
Heart, my chains will be formed of your Love,
your Flames will be my food, your Breath will
be mine, the grids that stop me from leaving will
be your infinitely holy Will; and so I will only
see some flames, I will only touch fire, that,
while it will give me life, will also give me
the death as the one that you undergo in the holy
host. I will give you my life, and so, while I
will be prisoner in you, you, you will be prisoner
in me. It is not your intention in your incarceration
in the host, where you want to be put back in
liberty by the souls who receive you, recovering
life in them? And now, bless me and give the mystical
Kiss of love to my soul, while me I remain tight
against you while kissing you. Glory to the Father,...
My soft Heart, while instituting the infinitely
Saint Sacrament, you glimpsed the enormous ingratitudes
and offenses of the creatures. But you didn't
yet move back. Wounded and saddened, you want
all walnut-tree in the immensity of your Love.
You instruct your apostles and precise that what
you have just made, they must make it them also,
giving them the power thus to dedicate. Thus,
you confer them the ministration. Oh Jesus, it
is to all that you think, and it is for all and
all that you repair.
The Last Supper finished, you take with you the
apostles and you move toward the Garden of Gethsémani,
where is going to begin your painful Passion.
I will follow you in all things, oh my Jesus,
to hold you faithful company. And while, sad,
you advance toward the Garden, me, I want to repair
for these souls that are dissipated and absent-minded
when they leave the church, and I ask you to give
Light and Graces to these souls that, while they
practice the holy things, don't receive any profit
of it.
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus, hidden in
the host, kisses every century and give Life and
Light to all. Thus, while hiding us in Jesus,
we will give by our prayers and our damages life
and light to all, and even to the heretics and
to the infidels, because Jesus doesn't exclude
anybody. To make we similar to Jesus, we owe all
to hide some him, that means our thoughts, our
looks, our words, our emotions, our affections,
our desires, our steps and our works. Our prayers
also; it is necessary to hide them in Jesus' Prayers.
And as, in his/her/its Eucharist, Jesus kisses
every century, in the same way we will kiss every
century with him. Tight against him, we will be
whole-heartedly the thought of all intelligence,
the speech of all language, the desire, the steps
of all foot, the work of all arm. That making,
we will divert from Jesus' Heart the pain that
the creatures want to make to him, and we will
be urgent it to give to all souls hello, holiness
and love.
To correspond to the one of Jesus, our life must
be in perfect conformity with his. Our soul must
be held by the intention in all tabernacles of
the world to hold company to Jesus and to give
him relief and repair continual. She/it must make
all his/her/its actions for that purpose. The
first tabernacle is us, in our heart, of it. It
is necessary to pay big attention therefore to
everything that the good Jesus wants to make in
us.
A lot of times, when Jesus is in our heart, he
makes us feel the need to pray. Ah! it is he that
wants to pray and that wants us all near of him,
nearly identifying with our voice, our affections
and our heart, so that our prayer becomes unified
to his! To make honor to the please Jesus, let's
be attentive to lend him all our to be. It is
necessary for us to be attentive to all our interior
movements, because the good Jesus makes us soon
suffer, wants us soon in prayer, puts us soon
in such mood, soon in such other, so that all
his/her/its Life is repeated in us.
Let's suppose that Jesus puts us
in the opportunity to show evidence of patience:
he/it receives on behalf of the creatures of the
such and so numerous offenses that he/it feels
advanced to put the hand to the curses to hit
the creatures. And has that he/it gives us the
opportunity to show evidence of patience; we must
honor it while supporting all with peace, and
our patience will pull of its Hands the curses
that the other creatures provoke, because by us
will be activated his/her/its own Patience. As
he/it goes from it of the patience, he/it also
goes from it of all other virtues. Jesus, in the
sacrament of love, convenient all virtues. And
it is of him that we will draw the moral strength,
the indulgence, the patience, tolerance, the humility,
the obedience, etc.
The good Jesus gives us his/her/its Flesh in food,
and us, in manner of food for him, let's give
him our love, our will, our desires, our thoughts,
our affections,. So we will vie of love with him.
Let's not let enter in us anything that is of
him. Thus, in everything that we will make, all
will serve food to our beloved Jesus. Our faculty
to think must nourish the divine Thought. Thus,
if we think saintly, we nourish the divine Thought.
In the same way, our look must nourish the divine
Look. Our words, our emotions, our affections,
our desires, our steps, our works, all must serve
to nourish Jesus. If we nourish Jesus in this
manner, we must form the intention to nourish
the creatures also in Jesus.
My soft Life, when you come in me, make so that
my emotions, my desires, my affections, my thoughts,
my words, undergo the power of the sacramental
consecration, so that they become as many hosts
to give you to the souls.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.
The hour Saint is an exercise of devotion asked
by Our Lord Christ for himself saint Marguerite-Marie
Alacoque. He/it consists in uniting spiritually
to agonizing Jesus in the Garden of the Olivier
during at least one hour. She/it
corresponds to this complaint in love that, as the
gospel mentions it, Notre-Seigneur made to the three
apostles, and more especially to Pierre saint, when
it found them sleepy during his/her/its terrifying
Agony of three hours. He/it told to them: &
laquoAinsi, you didn't have strength to watch one
hour with moi?» The devout souls and the contemplative
that like Jesus' Sufferings, consider this complaint
as if she/it was addressed to them and endeavors
every Thursday evenings, in particular Thursday
before the first Friday of the month, to pass at
least one hour in company of suffering Jesus in
the garden.
Those that would like to practice this very devout
exercise recommended by Our Lord Christ to Marguerite
saint will find here, in the three Hours of Gethsémani,
a matter more that sufficient to stimulate their
compassion for suffering Jesus and to hold him company
with love during one hour, during which the Graces
that the soul attracts on herself are incalculable!
And considering the multiple damages of which are
rich this text, the religious soul will not only
be herself full of Graces, but it will get big kindness
for all the church.
To practice this devout exercise according to the
suggestion of the auteure, it will be useful to
agree one hour to browse the three Hours in the
agony, that means the Hours spreading from 21h to
22h, of 22h to 23h, and of 23h at midnight. If one
only browsed one of it, it would take too little
time. One could only read two of them, and to meditate
until one hour went by. The one that makes the devout
exercise of the hour Saint will be able to start
with the preparatory prayer that here it is:
Preparatory prayer on time Saint
Oh Jesus, my divine Redeeming, condescend to admit
me at the sides of your three dear apostles, to
attend your Agony in the Garden of the Olivier!
Warned well by the soft reproach that you made to
Pierre and the two others that slept, I want to
watch one hour with you. Make me feel at least an
Injury of your agonizing Heart, a Breath of your
unsettled Breathing. I want to fix my look on your
divine Face and to contemplate it when he/it becomes
pale, when he/it is moved, when he/it feels a big
anguish, when he/it tilts until earth!
I see, oh my Jesus, your divine No one to vacillate
and to fall, soon on one hand, soon of the other,
and I see you joining the Hands. I hear the whining
of love and Suffering that you raise skywards! Oh
my Jesus, agonizing in this dark Garden, during
this hour where I will value you company, make sink
on me some drops of the infinitely adorable Blood
that flow out of all your Members!
Of grace, oh my beloved Redeeming, that I drink
at least a mouthful of your bitter chalice, that
I feel some of the Pains of your divine Heart, and
that I feel my heart to break by the repentance
to have offended my Lord that, for me, is reduced
some to this terrifying Agony!
Oh my Jesus, give me the Grace to suffer and to
cry with you during at least one hour in this Garden!
Oh Marie, Mother grief-stricken, make me feel the
compassion of your Heart transfixed towards agonizing
Jesus. Amen.
y
Jesus, it is attracted by your Love that I come
to hold company in the Garden. You call my heart
injured, and me I run while telling to me: &
does laquoD'où come this attraction of love that
I feel? Ah! maybe that my Jesus is in such a state
of bitterness that he feels the need of my compagnie!»
And I fly toward you. But I tremble of horror while
entering in this garden because of the cold weather
and the obscurity of the night. The slow movement
of the leaves, like a plaintive voice, announces
me the pain, the sadness and my Jesus' death! The
stars, by their soft flicker, as eyes that cry,
are all attentive to watch. Making echo to Jesus'
Tears, they blame me for my ingratitudes.
While trembling and uncertainly, I look for Jesus.
I call it: & laquoJésus, where you are? Do you
attract me to you and don't you let yourself see?
Do you call me and do you hide? All is terror here,
all is terror and silence profond!» I stretch the
ear and I hear a laborious Breath. It is Jesus.
I have just found it. But what terrifying change!
It is not anymore the soft Jesus of the Last Supper
Eucharistique whose Face was resplendent of a charming
beauty, but a sad Jesus, of a sadness so deadly
that it disfigures it! He/it agonizes. And me, I
feel uneasy while thinking that, maybe, I won't
hear his/her/its Voice more! I kiss his/her/its
Feet. Then I make myself more audacious, I approach
of his/her/its Arms, I put my hand on his/her/its
Forehead to sustain
it and, in a low voice, I tell to him: & laquoJésus,
Jésus!» And him, challenged by my voice, look at
me and says to me:
& laquoÂme, are you here? Ah! I waited for you.
Because the sadness that oppresses me the more,
it is the total abandonment by all! I waited for
you to return you spectator of my Pains and to make
you share the chalice of bitterness that shortly
my celestial Father will send me by the intervention
of an angel. We will drink it together. It won't
be a chalice of comfort, but of intense bitterness!
I feel the need that some soul magnetizes drinks
at least some drops of it. Therefore, I called you
so that you share my Pains, and to assure me not
to stay alone, in a total abandon!»,
--& laquoAh! yes, oh my Jesus anguished, we
will drink the chalice of your Pains together, and
I won't leave you pas!» Reassured by me, Jesus enters
in a deadly Agony and endure the intense Pains,
seen before ever.
& laquoÔ my Jesus, my Love, say me why you are
so sad, if afflicted, and only in this garden and
in this night? It is the last night of your deadly
Life! And few hours remain you before beginning
your Passion! Here, I would have believed to find
the celestial Mom, Marie Madeleine full of love
and the faithful apostles; but I find you only and
in prey to a sadness that is for you pleased that
a cruel death, but that doesn't make you die!
& laquoÔ my Good and my All,
don't you answer me? Speak me. One would say that
the sadness that oppresses you is so big that it
made you lose the speech. Your Look so investigator
and full of Light is sad. One would say that you
look for help and the comfort. Your pale Face and
your dry Lips, your divine Person who trembles of
the head to the feet, your Heart that beats very
strong in search of souls, shows an anguish as one
would say that any moment you are going to expire.
All says to me that you feel very alone and that
you search for my company.
& laquoMe has you very near, oh Jesus. And my
heart doesn't support to see you prostrate on soil.
I take you between my arms and tighten you strong
on my heart. One by one, I want to count your anguishes
and, one by one, the offenses that one makes to
you, in order to give you for all the relief, the
damages and compassion. Oh my Jesus, while I have
you here and that I tighten you in my arms, I see
that your Sufferings increase. I feel, oh my Life,
that circulates in your Veins a fire; your Blood
boils in your Veins, and one would say that it is
going to tear them and to take some!
& laquoDis me, oh my Love, that you have? I
don't see whips, thorns, nails, nor crosses, and
yet, whereas I push the head on your Heart, I feel
that some cruel thorns transfix it, that of the
whips pitiless n' save no parcel of your divine
No one, nor inside nor outside. I see your stiffened
Hands and contorted more that by nails. Say me,
oh my soft Well, that is therefore this that has
so much to can, even in your heart of hearts, that
makes you undergo as many torments and morts?»
Ah! he/it seems me that the soft Jesus half-opens
his Lips and says me an extinct Voice: & laquoFille,
do you want to know what torments me more that the
very executioners, and why the torments of these
won't anything be compared to this that I suffer
currently? It is the love, the eternal love that,
wanting the supremacy in all, makes me endure all
whole and in my deepest Fibers, what the executioners
will make me endure little by little in my Person.
Soul, it is the love that predominates in me; the
love is a nail for me, the love is a whip for me,
the love is a crown of thorns for me, the love is
all for me, the love is my eternal Passion, whereas
what I endure in my Humanity is temporary. Ah! my
child, enter in my Heart, come to get lost in my
Love! In my Love you will understand only how much
I suffer for you and how much I like you, and so
you will learn to like me and to suffer by amour!»
--& Jesus laquoMon, since you
call me in your Heart to make me see that that the
love made you suffer, then me there between. But
that I see? I see the prodigies of the love: it
is not with natural thorns that the love crowns
you the Head, but with thorns of fire; it is not
with whips of ropes that it torments your adorable
Body, but with whips of fire; it is not with nails
of iron that it pierces you the Hands and the Feet,
but with nails of fire. Everything that penetrates
you until in the marrow of your Bones is late. Transforming
all your infinitely holy Humanity in fire, the love
gives you some unspeakable and deadly Pains, certainly
more that your Passion herself, and it makes of
your Blood a bath of love for all souls that want
to clear some stain that it is and to acquire the
right of the sons of the love.
& laquoÔ infinite Love, I feel confused before
your Immensity and I see that, to be able to enter
in the love and to understand it, I must be all
love! My Jesus, as you want my company and that
you want that I enter in you, I ask you to fill
me completely of love. I implore you, therefore,
to crown my head and each of my thoughts of the
crown of the love. I implore you, oh Jesus, to flog
me with the whips of the love. My soul, my body,
my feelings, my desires, my affections, that all
is flogged and under seal by the love. Make in sort,
oh infinite Love, that all in me only lives by the
love. Oh Jesus, center of all love, I implore you
to nail me the hands and the feet with the nails
of the love, so that I become Love, that I understand
the love. That I am clothed by the love, fed by
the love! That the love holds me all nailed to you,
and that nothing, so much inside that outside of
me, don't detach myself of the Amour!»
Reflections
and convenient
Abandoned by his/her/its Father, Jesus endured during
this hour a fire of love as he had the power to
destroy all conceivable and possible sins, to inflame
his/her/its Love all creatures, even of millions
and millions of worlds, all reprobate of the hell,
they were not so only eternally obstinate in their
iniquity. Let's enter in Jesus, let's penetrate
in his/her/its deepest Fibers, in his/her/its flaming
Throbbings, in his/her/its blazing Intelligence,
and let's seize of all this Love that fires it.
Then us plunging in his/her/its Will, we will find
all creatures there. Touching the heart and the
intelligence of each with Jesus' love, with his/her/its
Desires, his/her/its Palpitations and his/her/its
Thoughts, let's form Jesus in each. Then, let's
present him all creatures who carry it in their
heart and let's put them around him while telling
to him: & laquoJésus, I present you all creatures
who possess you in their heart, to give you of the
relief and the comfort. I don't know another means
to relieve your Coeur!» That making, we will give
a true relief to Jesus, because there is so many
flames that burns it, that he/it tells us and retells
us: & laquoJe is charred by the love and there
is not no one that wants my Love. Of grace, relieve
me, accept my Love and give me of the amour!»
To conform us in all thing to Jesus, we must go
back in ourselves and put us this question: &
laquoEn everything that I make, then me to say that
there is a continuous flux of love that circulates
between God and moi?» Our life is lived by an unceasing
flux of love coming us of God. When we think, there
is this flux of love; when we act, there is this
flux of love; the speech is Love, the beatings of
our heart are Love. Do we receive all of God, but
our actions run them toward God with love? Does
Jesus find in us the soft enchantment of his/her/its
Love who, through us, return toward him, so that,
done delight by this enchantment, does he abound
with an even bigger Love for us? So in everything
that we make, our love for God is not our first
mobile of action, let's enter in ourselves and let's
ask him forgiveness of it to have made lose the
soft enchantment of our love return.
Do we let worry us by the divine Hands as that was
the case for Jesus' humanity? Everything that happens
to us, except the sin, us must consider it like
an intense divine Activity in us. So such is not
our attitude, we refuse to the Father the glory
that is him, we take in flight the divine Life in
us, and we lose the holiness. Everything that we
feel ourselves of it: inspirations, tribulations,
graces, are not anything else that the activity
intense of the love in us. Do we see the things
in this manner? Do we give to Jesus the liberty
to work in us? Or while taking everything that happens
to us in a human, stingy sense all as indifferent,
do we repulse the activity intense of God in us,
the coercive to cross itself/themselves the arms?
Do we quit enters us his/her/its Arms as deaths
to receive all brushstrokes that the Lord will give
us for our sanctification?
& laquoMon Love and my All, that your Love floods
me of all part and burn in me everything that is
not of you. Make so that what is mine runs toward
you, so that you can burn everything that could
sadden your Heart. & raquo
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of
22h to 23h:
Oh
my Jesus, it already makes one hour that you are
in the Garden; the love took at home the supremacy,
making you endure in only one stroke what the
executioners will make you endure all along your
bitter Passion. The Love even succeeds in making
you endure what the executioners won't be able
to have you stood, until in the deepest parts
of your divine Person! My Jesus, I see that, even
though your steps are vacillating, you want to
walk. Do say me, oh my Good, where you want to
go? Ah! you are going to recover your beloved
disciples. I want to accompany to sustain you
of my arms if you vacillate!
And has another bitterness for your Heart! Your
apostles sleep. And you, always compassionate,
you call them, you wake them up and, with a paternal
Love, you reprimand them, you recommend them to
stay up and to pray. Then you return to the Garden.
But your Heart carries another Injury. In this
Injury, I see, oh my Love, all injuries of the
souls that you are dedicated and that, either
because of the temptation, either by carelessness,
instead of tightening itself/themselves against
you while staying up and while praying, let themselves
go. Instead of making some progress in the love
and in the union with you, somnolent, they cool
themselves and move back! How much I sympathize
with you oh passionate Lover, and I want to repair
all their ingratitudes! There is the kind of offenses
that saddens the more your adorable Heart. She/it
is so big, this bitterness that oppresses you,
that she/it leads you to the delirium. Oh infinite
Love, your Blood, that boils in your Veins, defeats
all and forget all! I see you prostrate on the
floor and in deep prayer. You offer yourself,
you repair and, in the name of all, you try to
glorify the Father.
I prostrate with you oh Jesus, and I want to make
what you make. But that I see? I see you loaded
of all sins of the world: our miseries, our weaknesses,
our most enormous offenses, our blackest ingratitudes,
our most terrible iniquities, our most atrocious
cruelties, our hates, our massacres, our blasphemies,
our heresies, our schisms, and all the damages
human baseness present themselves before you,
oppress you, crush you, wound you. And you, that
you make? Your Blood that boils in your Veins
fact facing these offenses, your Veins open up
and Blood leaves outside, it bathes your clothes,
cowl on the floor: you give your Blood for these
offenses, your Life to counter the death.
Oh Love, to what state I see you reduced! You
expire! Oh my Good, my soft Life, of grace, don't
die! Clear your Face of this earth bathed of your
Blood. Come in my arms, make so that me, while
kissing you, I die to your place. But I hear your
moribund Voice to say: & laquoPère, if it
is possible, that departs of me this chalice;
however, not my Will, but her yours. & raquo
It is the second time that I hear these words
of your Mouth. Oh! as the Accents of your Voice
tear my heart!
All revolts of the creatures present themselves
before you and this & laquofiat Voluntas tua»
that should be the principle of life of all creature,
you see it rejected by nearly all. Consequently,
instead of finding life, they find the death.
And you, wanting to give life to all and to make
a solemn Repair to the Father for their revolts,
you repeat a third time: & laquoPère, if it
is possible, that departs of me this chalice.
This chalice, for me, is very bitter; however,
not my Will, but it yours. & raquo OH my Good,
the bitterness that oppresses you is so big that
you are reduced some to the last extremity: you
agonize, you are about to return the last sigh!
Oh Jesus, my Love, while you are between my arms,
I want to unite to you, to repair and to sympathize
with you for all defaults that make himself against
your infinitely holy Will and, at the same time,
to ask you so that in all things I make your Will
always personally! That your Will is my breathing,
my heart, my sensitivity, my thought, my life,
and my triumph at the hour of my death. Of grace,
oh Jesus, don't die; where I without you will
go? To whom am I going to address me? Who will
help me? All will be finished for me! Of grace,
don't let to me, always keep me with you. That
he/it never arrives, was not that that one instant,
that I separated of you! Let me relieve you, to
repair for you, to sympathize with you instead
all, because I see that all sins, whatever they
are, crush you!
My Love, I kiss your infinitely holy Head. But
that I see? I see all bad thoughts of which you
feel the horrible ugliness; each of them is a
thorn that pricks your Head cruelly. Oh Jesus,
the Jews will only put you only one crown of thorns;
but how many terrifying crowns the thoughts bad
of all creatures put on your adorable Head! Jesus,
I sympathize with you! I would like to get as
many Glory Crowns. And to relieve you and to give
you of compassion for all, I offer you the angelic
intelligences and your own Intelligence.
Oh Jesus, I kiss your compassionate Eyes, and
I see in them all looks mean of the creatures
that make to flow on your Face of the Blood Tears.
I sympathize with you! I would like to relieve
your View while arranging before you all visual
delights of the Sky and the earth. Jesus, my Good,
I kiss your infinitely holy Ears; but that I hear?
I hear in them the echo of horrible blasphemies,
of screams of vengeance and maledictions. Oh insatiable
Love, I sympathize with you and I want to comfort
you as making your Ears resound all harmonies
of the Sky, the charming Voice of your dear Mom,
the accents scorched of Marie Madeleine and all
souls magnetizes.
Jesus, my Life, it is a fervid kiss that I deposit
on your Face, whose beauty is unequalled! Yet,
this Face that the angels contemplate with rapture,
the creatures slap it and soil it by spits. My
Love, what effrontery! I would like to shout strong
enough to put these creatures in flight! I sympathize
with you and to repair these abuses I turn toward
the a lot of Saint Trinidad to ask for the Kissings
of the Father and the Holy spirit, the divine
Caresses of their creative Hands. I also address
your celestial Mom, so that she/it gives me his/her/its
Kissings, the Caresses of his/her/its maternal
Hands, his/her/its deep Worships, and I offer
you all it in repair of the offenses that are
made to your infinitely beautiful and holy Face!
My soft Well, I kiss your infinitely soft Mouth,
full of bitterness by the horrible blasphemies,
by the nausea that you give throughout the drunkenness
and the greed, by the obscene conversations, by
the badly made prayers, by the pernicious teachings,
the pain that the man makes by means of his language.
Jesus, I sympathize with you and I want to remove
the bitterness of your Mouth while offering you
all angelic praises and the good use that of their
language makes so many Christian saints.
My oppressed Love, I kiss your Neck. I see it
loaded of ropes and chains because of the attachments
guilty of the creatures. I sympathize with you
and to relieve you, I offer you the undissolvable
union of the three divine People. And me, me melting
in the middle of this union, I stretch you the
arms. And forming soft chains of love around your
Neck, I move away of you the ropes of the guilty
attachments that make you to choke, while I tighten
you strong against my heart. Divine strength,
I kiss your infinitely holy Shoulders. I see them
torn, their Flesh nearly pulled by pieces because
of the scandals and the bad examples of the creatures.
I sympathize with you and to relieve you I offer
you your infinitely holy examples, those of the
Queen Maman, and those of all saints. And me,
oh my Jesus, making run my kissings on each of
your Wounds, I lock the souls there in that, following
scandals, have been pulled to your Heart, for
so to set in condition the Fleshes of your holy
Humanity.
My Jesus anguished, I kiss your Chest that I see
wounded by coldness and the tepidness of the creatures,
their lack of reciprocity and their ingratitudes.
I sympathize with you and to relieve you I offer
you the perfect correspondence of love of the
three divine People. And me, oh my Jesus, while
diving me in your Love, I want to make you a shelter
to protect you from the new strokes that the creatures
will carry you by their sins. And I want to wound
these creatures by your Love, so that they don't
dare pleased to take offense. I want to pour your
own Love on your divine Chest to relieve it and
to heal it.
My Jesus, I kiss your creative Hands. I see all
actions bad of the creatures that, as as many
nails, transfix your infinitely holy Hands, so
that it is not by three nails, as on the Cross,
that you are transfixed, but by as many nails
as there are bad works made by the creatures.
I sympathize with you and to relieve you I offer
you all holy works of the martyrs, their courage
to give their blood and their life by love for
you. In short, I want, oh my Jesus, to offer you
all good works of the creatures to remove you
the numerous nails that their bad works constitute.
Oh Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy Feet, untiring
in the research of the souls. In them, you contain
all steps of the creatures. But you feel that
many flee you and you would like to keep them.
To each of their bad situation, you feel to put
a nail. And you want to use their own nails to
nail them to your Love. The Suffering that you
feel and the effort that you make to nail them
to your Love is so big that you tremble my God
and my Good of it, I sympathize with you and to
comfort you I offer you the steps of the good
religious and of the faithful souls that risk
their life to save the souls.
O h Jesus, I kiss your Heart! You continue to
agonize, not so much because of what you will
have the Jews stood, but because of the pain that
you give the offenses of all creatures. During
these Hours, you want that I give the supremacy
to the love; the second place to all sins for
which you expiate, repair, glorify the Father
and pacify the divine Justice; the third place
to the Jews who will make you endure your Passion.
So you show us that the Passion that you will
have the Jews stood not will be anything else
that the reflection of the double extremely bitter
Passion that you make to endure the love and the
sins. And it is why I see in your Heart, all three
concentrated, the spear of the love, the spear
of the sin, and the spear of the Jews. And your
Heart in love suffers from the violent convulsions,
of the impatiences of love, of the Desires that
consume you, of the blazing Throbbings that would
like to inflame all hearts. And you feel in your
Heart the Suffering that you procure the creatures
that, other loves look for by their bad desires,
their affections and their disorganized emotions,
that yours.
Jesus, how much you suffer! I see
you vanishing, flooded by the waves of our iniquities!
I sympathize with you and I want to ease the bitterness
of your Heart on three counts transfixed, while
offering you the eternal sweets, the charming
love of your dear Mom and the one of all those
that like you indeed.
And now, oh my Jesus, make so that it is of your
Heart that my own heart pulls its life, so that
it only lives your only Love. And in all offense
that you will receive, make that I am always ready
to offer you relief, comfort, repair, acts of
love, without interruption,.
Reflections
and convenient
During his/her/its second Hour of agony in the
Garden, all sins of all times presented themselves
before Jesus. He/it took on himself all these
sins to give to the Father Glory and Repair complete.
He/it felt in his/its Heart all our moods without
stopping praying ever. And us, in our various
moods--coldness, toughness, temptations--, do
we know how to pray constantly? Are we constant
in the prayer? Do we know how to remain with courage
to Jesus' feet, to give him all that we suffer
so that he/it recovers us of it his/her/its own
Humanity? Jesus' Humanity, that she made? She/it
glorified her/its Father, she/it expiated, she/it
prayed for the salute of the souls. And us, in
all that we make, we carry these three intentions?
My Jesus, to sympathize with you and to relieve
you of the total dejection in which you are, I
rise until the Sky and I make mine your own Divinity
and, in presenting it to you, I want to repair
all offenses of the creatures. I offer you your
Beauty to comfort you of the ugliness of the sin,
your Holiness to comfort you of the horror of
all these souls that make you to feel the disgust
because they died to the Grace, your Peace to
comfort you of the factions and the revolts of
all creatures, your Harmonies to compensate your
Hearing of the subjects bad of the creatures.
My Jesus, I want to offer you as many repairing
acts of God as has offenses that attack you as
if they wanted to give you the death. I want to
project your Divinity on all creatures, so that,
to your divine Contact, they don't dare pleased
to take offense. It is only so, oh Jesus, that
I will be able to sympathize with you for all
offenses that you receive some creatures.
Oh my soft Life, that my prayers and my pains
always rise skywards to make to rain on all creatures
your Light and to absorb in me your own Life.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of 23h to 24....My soft Well,
I
look at you and I see that you continue to agonize.
Your Blood flows out of all your Body and, being able
to didn't please to stand up, you fall enough in the
of your widespread Blood. Oh my Love, my heart breaks
to see you weak so and exhausted! Your adorable Face
and your creative Hands rest on soil and soak in your
own Blood. To the streams of iniquities coming from
the creatures, you oppose the streams of your precious
Blood to make so that all our mistakes are drowned
in this Blood and that each takes advantage of your
Forgiveness. But, of grace, oh my Jesus, raise you,
it is too much!
And while my agreeable Jesus seems to die in his/her/its
Blood, the love gives him a new Life. I see it moving
with pain. He/it rises, and soaked quite of Blood
and mud, he/it seems that he/it wants to walk. But,
while not having strength, it is hardly if he/it manages
to crawl. My soft Life, let me tighten you in my arms.
And are you going to see your dear disciples? But
what is not your Suffering to find them again sleepy!
Of a Voice nearly extinct, you challenge them: &
laquoMes son, don't sleep,
is the hour near, to what state don't you see I am
reduced? Of grace, help me, don't abandon me in these
hours so terribles!»
You vacillate and you are on the point to fall, oh
Jesus. Then Jean spreads the arms to sustain you.
You are so hardly recognizable that if it was not
of your sweet Voice, your disciples would not recognize
you. Then, recommending them to stay up and to pray,
you return to the Garden. But I discover in your Heart
a new Injury. I see the mistakes of these souls that
you filled your Favors, Grants and Caresses, there
and that, during the nights of the test, remain like
asleep and sleepy, losing the mind of prayer and eve
thus continual.
My Jesus, he/it is yet true that for the soul that
tasted your Caresses and that, thereafter in is deprived,
it needs a big strength, nearly a miracle, to resist
the test. Therefore, while I sympathize with you for
these souls of which the carelessness, the lightness
and the offenses are especially bitter to your Heart,
I pray you, in the event they would succeed in making
only one step that can displease you, to surround
them with so many Graces as they stop them so that
they don't lose the mind of continual prayer!
My soft Jesus, while you return to the Garden, one
has the impression that you are not able to some anymore.
You raise to the Sky your Face soaked of Blood and
earth, and you repeat for the third time: & laquoPère,
if it is possible, that departs of me this chalice.
Father Saint, help me, I need comfort. He/it is true
that because of the mistakes charged on my back, I
am repugnant, repulsive, the last among the men owing
your infinite Majesty, that your Justice is indignant
against me. But watch me, oh Father, I am always your
Son only making one with you. Of grace, have mercy
of me, oh Father, don't let me without réconfort!»
Then he/it seems me to hear that you call to help
your dear Mom: & laquoDouce Mom, tighten me in
your Arms as you made it when I was child, give me
this milk that you gave to me then, to restore me
and to ease the bitterness of my Agony. Give me your
Heart, that was all my contentment. Mom, Marie Madeleine,
dear apostles, you all that like me, help me, comfort
me, don't let me only in these last moments, make
circle around me, comfort me by your company and your
amour!»
Jesus, my Love, who could resist while seeing you
to this extremity? Would he/it be able there to have
a heart so hard that he/it would not break to see
to choke thus you in your Blood? Who would not burst
into tears while hearing your painful Accents in quest
of help and comfort? My Jesus, I see the Father who
sends you an angel to comfort you and to help you,
so that you leave this state of agony and that you
can get back yourself between the hands of the Jews.
While you will be with the angel, me I will browse
the Sky and the earth. You will allow me to take this
Blood that you poured, so that I can give it to all
men as pledge of salute and to bring you in exchange
and in manner of comfort, their affections, their
emotions, their thoughts, their steps, their works,.
Celestial mom, I come to you so that we went together
to all souls, to give them Jesus' Blood. Soft Mom,
Jesus wants the comfort, and biggest comfort that
we can give is him to bring him some souls. Marie
Madeleine, come with us. All angels, come to see to
what point Jesus is overwhelmed. He/it wants all of
the comfort. His/her/its dejection is so big that
it doesn't refuse anybody.
My Jesus, while you drink the chalice of bitterness
that the celestial Father sends to you, I hear you
to say: & laquoÂmes, souls, come, relieve me,
take place in my Humanity. I want you, I want you!
Of grace, don't make the deaf ear to my Calls! Don't
make vain my ardent Desires, my Blood, my Love, my
Pains! Come, souls, Jesus venez!», each of your whining
is an injury to my heart. I make mine your Blood,
your to Want, your ardent Goodwill, your Love. And,
browsing the Sky and the earth, I want to go to all
souls to give them your Blood like pledge of salute,
then to bring them to you to calm your vehement Desires
and to ease the Bitterness of your Agony. And while
I will make it, condescend to come with your Look.
Mom, I come at home, because Jesus wants the comfort,
he wants some souls. Give me your maternal Hand and
let's browse the whole world together in search of
souls. Let's contain in his/her/its Blood the affections,
the desires, the thoughts, the actions and the steps
of all creatures, and let's fill their souls of the
Flames of his/her/its Heart, so that they give up
and, that once they will be locked thus in his/her/its
Blood in and will be transformed by his/her/its Flames,
we drove them to him to alleviate the Pains of his/her/its
Agony. My guardian angel, precede me and go prepare
the souls that must receive this Blood so that no
drop remained without his/her/its powerful effect.
Mom, quickly, let's go there, I see Jesus' Look that
follows us and push us to activate our task. And has,
oh Mom, that to the first steps we are at the doors
of the houses where lie the invalids. How many members
tortured! How much, because of the atrocity of their
sufferings, explode in blasphemies and try to remove
itself/themselves life! Others are abandoned of all
and don't have no one that gives them a speech of
comfort, the most necessary help and, therefore, they
swear and despair more again.
Ah! Mom, I hear Jesus' Sobs that sees to change itself
in offenses his/her/its dearest marks of love, that
make to endure the souls to make they similar to him.
Of grace, let's give them his/her/its Blood, so that
he/it provided them the necessary help and that, by
his/her/its Light, he/it makes them understand the
good that is in the suffering. And you, Mom, put yourself
very near of them and, as loving Mother, key of your
maternal Hands their members aching, quiet their sufferings,
take enters them your Arms and, of your Heart, pour
torrents of Graces on all their pains. Hold company
to the abandoned, comfort the grief-strickens. For
that misses necessary means, have generous souls to
rescue them; for that is submitted to the atrocity
of the torments, get by your Prayers a respite and
rest, so that, walled, they can with more of patience
supporter that that Jesus arranges for them. Let's
walk again and let's enter in the rooms of the dying
persons. Mom, what terror! How many souls are about
to fall in hell! How many people, after one life of
sins, give the ultimate Pain to Jesus' Heart while
coming with their last breath of a despair act. There
are a lot of demons around them, throwing in their
heart terror and the terror of the divine judgments,
leading their last attacks in order to bring them
in hell.
Of others, linked by the ties of the earth don't arrive
to resign itself/themselves to make the last step.
Of grace, oh Mom, these are their last moments, they
have big need of help. Don't you see as they tremble,
how they struggle in the torments of the agony, how
do they look for help and the mercy? Already the earth
is extinct for them! Saint Mom, put your maternal
Hand on their frozen forehead, welcome their last
breath, give to each the Blood of Jesus and dish thus
in flight the demons. Prepare them to receive the
last sacraments and to have a good and holy death.
In manner of comfort, let's give them
Jesus' Agonies, his/her/its Kissings, his/her/its
Tears, his/her/its Wounds. Let's break the ties that
result them linked from darkness, let's make all lyric
of the forgiveness hear and let's put them so much
trustworthy in the heart that they will spring in
Jesus' Arms. And, when he/it will judge them, Jesus
will find them covered of his/her/its Blood, abandoned
between his/her/its Hands, and he will grant them
his/her/its Forgiveness. Let's walk again, oh Mom.
See as the earth is full of souls that are about to
fall in the sin. A miracle would be necessary to prevent
their fall. Therefore, let's give them Jesus' Blood
so that they find in him strength and the grace not
to fall in the sin.
Let's go there for another step, oh Mom. Here are
already some souls fallen in the mistake and that
would like a help to stand up. Jesus likes them, but
he looks at them horrified because they are soiled.
Let's give them Jesus' Blood, so that they find the
hand that will raise them. See, oh Mom, these are
the souls that have big need of this Blood, of the
souls died to the Grace. Oh! as their state is deplorable!
The Sky looks at them and cry of pain; the earth looks
at them with disgust; all elements are against them
and would like to destroy them, because they are the
Creator's enemies. Of grace, oh Mom, since Jesus'
Blood gives life, let's give it to these souls, so
that to his/her/its contact, they revive and that
they revive more beautiful again, and that so they
make smile the whole Sky and the whole earth.
Let's walk again, oh Mom. See, there are the souls
that carry the mark of the perdition, that sins and
run away of Jesus, who offends it and despair his/her/its
Forgiveness. These are them the new Judas spilled
on the earth and that pierce Jesus' Heart. Let's give
them Jesus' Blood, so that he/it annuls the mark of
the perdition that they carry and replace it by the
one of the salute; that he/it puts in their heart
such a confidence and such a love after the mistake,
that they run to Jesus' feet and tie to his/her/its
divine Feet for more ever to detach itself/themselves
of it. See, oh Mom, there are the souls that run madly
toward the perdition and there is not anybody to stop
their race. Let's put this Blood under their feet,
so that to his/her/its contact they move back and
get back on the path of the salute! Let's pursue our
race, oh Mom. See, there are the souls that are good,
of the innocent souls in which Jesus finds his/her/its
complaisances and his/her/its rest, but the creatures
are around them with a lot of traps and scandals to
pull them this innocence and to change complaisances
and Jesus' rest in bitterness. Let's seal the innocence
of these souls of Jesus' Blood like a protective wall,
so that the mistake doesn't enter in them. That this
Blood puts in flight whoever would like to contaminate
them, and that it keeps them without stain and pure
for Jesus' biggest Joy.
But, oh Mom, Jesus' Blood shouts and wants other souls
again. Let's run together, and let's return ourselves
in the regions of the heretics and infidels. How many
Jesus pains he/it doesn't feel in these regions. Him
that is the Life of all, doesn't have not even in
return a small act of love of these souls. He/it is
not known of his/its own creatures. Of grace, oh Mom,
let's give them this Blood, so that he/it puts in
flight darkness of the ignorance and the heresy. Oh
Marie, make understand them that they have a soul
and open them the Sky. Let's put them all in Jesus'
Blood, let's drive them close to him as as many orphan
children and exiles who recover their father. So Jesus
will feel comforted in his/her/its Agony.
But Jesus doesn't seem completely happy, he wants
other souls again: the moribund souls of these same
regions. He/it feels that they pull themselves of
his/her/its Arms to head toward the hell. These souls
are about to expire and to fall in the abyss, and
no one is close to them to help them. And there is
not anymore of time, these are the last moments for
them. So that Jesus' Blood is not spilled in vain
for them, let's fly toward them, let's pour Jesus'
Blood on their head so that it serves them of baptism
and innate in them the faith, the hope and the love.
Put you, oh Mom, very near of these people, replace
everything that misses to them. Even show you to them:
on your Face Jesus' Beauty is resplendent; your manners
to act are his and therefore, while seeing you, they
will be able to know Jesus. Then, press them on your
maternal Heart, infuse in them Jesus' Life that lives
you, tell to them that as their Mother you want them
forever happy with you in the Sky and, while they
expire, take them in your Arms, deposit them then
in Jesus' Arms. And if, according to the rights of
the Justice, Jesus makes watch not to want to receive
them, remind him the love with which he confided them
to you under the Cross; asks your Mother's rights,
so that to your Love and to your Prayers, Jesus won't
know how to resist. And while he/it will satisfy your
Heart, he/it will also satisfy his.
Oh Mom, let's take this Blood and let's give it to
all: to the grief-strickens, so that they get some
of the comfort; to the poor people, so that, resigned,
they live their poverty; to those that undergo the
temptation, so that they get the victory; to the infidels,
so that triumph in them the virtue of faith; to the
blasphemers, so that they change their blasphemies
in blessings; to the priests, so that they understand
their mission and are of worthy ministers of Jesus.
Touch their lips with this Blood, so that they don't
say any speech that returns glory to God; touches
their feet, so that they hasten to go in search of
souls to drive to Jesus. Let's give this Blood to
the governing of the peoples, so that they are united
between them and feel the sweetness and the love towards
their topics. Now return ourselves to the Purgatory.
Don't you hear, oh Mom, whining of the souls who find
themselves of it? Don't you see their vehement desires
of love, their tortures, their unceasing impetuses
toward the Very supreme? See how Jesus himself wants
to purify them more quickly to have them with him.
He/it attracts them by his/her/its Love, but when
they arrive in his/her/its divine Presence, not can
sustain the purity of the divine Look again, they
are obliged to fall again in the flames!
Mom, let's descend in this deep jail and, pouring
on these souls Jesus' Blood, let's carry them Light,
let's pacify their ardent desires of love, let's extinguish
the fire that burns them, let's purify their stains.
And so, once free of all mistake, they will fly in
the Arms of the Very supreme. Let's give Jesus' Blood
to the most abandoned souls, so that they find in
him all suffrages that the creatures refuse to them.
To all, oh Mom, let's give this Blood, don't deprive
some no, so that they receive relief and liberation
of it. Act in Queen in these regions of tears and
laments, spread your maternal Hands and, one by one,
come them out of these ardent flames, so that they
take their takeoff skywards. And now, let's return
ourselves to the Sky. Let's place ourselves at the
eternal doors, and permit, oh Mom, that I also give
you to you this precious Blood for your biggest Glory.
That this Blood floods you of a new Light and new
Contentments.
Mom, to me gives this Blood also. You know how much
I have need of it. Of your maternal Hands, cover me
entire with this Blood and purify my stains thus,
heal my wounds, enrich my poverty. Make so that this
Blood circulates in my veins and impregnate myself
of Jesus' Life. That he/it descends in my heart and
transform it in his/her/its own Heart. That he/it
embellished me so that Jesus finds in me all his/her/its
Contentments. Finally, oh Mom, let's enter in the
celestial regions and let's give this Blood to all
saints and to all angels, so that they can receive
a bigger glory, to explode in acknowledgments towards
Jesus and to pray for us, so that we are able all
to join.
And after having given to all this Blood, let's return
to Jesus. Angels, holy, come with us. Ah! him that
wants the souls so much, he/it wants all to make enter
in his/her/its Humanity to give to all fruits of his/her/its
Blood. Let's place them all around him and he/it will
feel Life to come back in him and he/it will feel
rewarded of the extreme agony that he/it suffered.
And now, holy Mom, let's call all elements to hold
him company, so that they also honor Jesus. Oh light
of the sun, come to dissipate darkness of this night
to comfort Jesus. Oh stars, with your sparkling rays,
come down from the sky and come to comfort Jesus.
Flowers of the earth, come with your perfumes. Birds,
come with your chirpings. All elements of the earth,
come to comfort Jesus. Come, oh sea, to cool and to
wash Jesus. He/it is our Creator, our Life, our All.
Come all to comfort, to return him homage as our sovereign
Lord. But, I see that Jesus doesn't look so for light,
the stars, the flowers, the birds; he wants the souls,
of the souls!
Here it is, oh my soft Well, she/it is very near of
you, your dear Mom, rest you between his/her/its Arms;
she/it will be comforted her also while being urgent
you on his/her/its Breast, parce what took big part
to your painful Agony. There is also here Marie Madeleine,
Marthe, as well as all souls magnetizes of every century.
Of grace, oh Jesus, accept them, and say to all one
Speech of Forgiveness and love. But he/it seems that
you tell to me: & laquoÔ my child, how many souls
flee me and end up falling in the eternal ruin! How
will be able to calm itself my Suffering if only one
soul gets lost. I like every soul, for the same reason
as me likes all souls ensemble!»
Oh agonizing Jesus, he/it seems that your Life is
about to die out. I hear your whining. Your beautiful
Eyes are veiled by the death all near. All your Members
give up and you don't seem more to breathe. My heart
is broken of pain. I kiss you and I feel you frozen.
I shake you and you don't give sign of life: &
laquoJésus, you are mort?» Mom grief-stricken, angels
of the Sky, come to mourn Jesus, and don't permit
that I continue to live without him. I am not able
to it! I tighten it stronger against me and I feel
that he/it makes another Breathing. And then again
he/it doesn't give more signs of life. I call it:
& laquoJésus, Jesus, my Life, don't die! Here
is that I hear the uproar of your enemies that comes
to capture you. Who will forbid you in the state where
you you trouves?» But has that, shaking you as if
you revived, you look at me and say to me: & laquoÔ
soul, are you here? Were you therefore spectator of
the Pains and the numerous Deaths that I underwent?
Now know that in these three hours of agony so terrifying
in the Garden, I contained in me the life of all creatures
and I endured all their pains and their own deaths,
giving to each my Life. My Agonies will sustain theirs,
my bitterness and my death will change themselves
smoothly for them and in life. How much cost me the
souls! So only they returned me something in return!
You have well since whereas I died, I restarted to
breathe. These were the deaths of the creatures that
I felt in me. & raquo
My Jesus anguished, since you wanted to carry in you
my death, I ask you to come to help me at the time
of my death. I gave you my heart like shelter and
rest, my arms to sustain you, I put all my to be at
your service. And how much I would get gladly between
the hands of your enemies to be able to die to your
place! Come, oh my Life, at the moment, to give me
what I gave to you: your Company, your Heart in manner
of bed and rest, your Arms in manner of support, your
Breathing to relieve my anguishes. So your Breath
will purify me of all stain and will prepare me to
enter in the eternal beatitude.
Give to my soul your infinitely holy Humanity, so
that while looking at me, you look yourself at yourself,
and that so you don't find in me anything that you
can reprove. Bathe me in your Blood, don me of the
white garment of your Divine Will, so that I can take
my takeoff thus skywards. And that for that I ask
you for me, make it to all agonizing; scorches them
all of the fire of your Love, save them all and don't
permit that one only gets lost! My Good, that this
Hour Saint, made in memory of your Passion and your
Death, disarms the anger of God deserved by our sins,
makes come down from abundant Graces on the holy Church,
drag the conversion of the sinners, bring the peace
of the peoples, reverberate on our sanctification,
and give a big relief to the souls of the purgatory.
Amen.
Reflections and convenient
Lasting his/her/its
third Hour in the Garden, Jesus asked for the help
of the Sky. And his/her/its Pains were so big that
he/it also asked for the comfort his/her/its disciples.
And us, in all circumstance--reverse, sufferings,
misadventures--know to ask us for help in the Sky?
And if we call on the creatures, do we make it with
order, by those that we can comfort saintly? And is
we resigned if we don't have the comforts for that
we hope. Do we know how to serve us hiatuses of the
creatures to abandon us more between Jesus' Hands?
Jesus was comforted by an angel. And us, can we say
that we add some angels for Jesus, while knowing how
to remain close to him to comfort it and to share
his/her/its bitterness? But to be able to act indeed
as angel for Jesus, it is necessary to accept our
pains as being sent us by him, therefore as divine
pains. It is only whereas we will be able to comfort
our God saddened. Otherwise, if our pains, we take
them in a human sense, we won't be able to serve of
it to us to comfort the man-God and, therefore, we
won't be able to serve him of consolatory angel.
When we endure with love and resignation the sufferings
that Jesus sends us, they change themselves in a charming
nectar for him. In all suffering, let's tell ourselves:
& laquoJésus calls me to make the angel by it,
it wants my comfort and, therefore, it makes me take
part in his/her/its Sufferings. & raquo
Jesus, my Love, in my sufferings I look for your Heart
in manner of rest; and for your Sufferings I want
to make you a shelter with my heart, so that we shared
our sufferings. That I am your consolatory angel!
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.) To
finish the exercise of the hour Saint by the following
prayer: Please acknowledgments, I return
you grace, oh my infinitely soft Lord, to have condescended
to admit me in your holy Company during at least one
hour of your terrifying Agony in the Garden. It was
probably foryou a mediocre comfort, but the infinite
love of your compassionate Heart made you find the
very relief in the smallest act of compassion towards
you! Ah! the view of your adorable trembling, dejected
Person, humiliated, collapsed in the dust, all covered
of Blood sweat in the dark horror of the Garden won't
come me anymore out of the mind! And I felt, oh Jesus,
that to be with you suffering, not to taste would
be that that a drop of the agonizing bitterness of
your divine Heart, is the biggest destiny that one
can have on this earth!
Oh Jesus, it is with generosity that I give up the
terrestrial and misleading things. I only want you,
my oppressed, suffering Lord, grief-stricken! Of the
Garden until the Calvary I want to hold company with
fidelity and sweetness.
Oh Jesus, make so that I am captured with you, dragged
with you to the courts; make that I share the outrages,
the abuses, the spits and the slaps of which your
enemies will cover you; drive me with you of Pilate
in Hérode and Hérode to Pilate; bind me with you to
thcolumn and make me feel a part of your fillips;
give me some of your thorns, Jesus, for what transfix
me; make so that with you I am condemned to die crucified,
you as victim of love for me, and me as victim expiatrice
for my sins!
Give me the destiny of the Cyrénéen to come with you
until the Calvary, and there, make so that with you
I am nailed on the Cross, that I agonizethere and
dies there with you.
Oh Mother grief-stricken, that helped me to sympathize
with agonizing Jesus in the Garden, help me to be
crucified with you on Jesus' Cross, and to know how
to offer him the damages with the very merits of his/her/its
Passion and his/her/its Death on the Cross. Amen.
Of 24h to 1h
My
Jesus, returned us at midnight. I feel that your enemies
approach. And you, you manage and wipe the Blood that
covers your Face and, walled by the comforts received,
you are going to see your disciples again. You call
them, the aware, and gather them by you. And you go
to the meeting of your enemies. By your promptness,
you repair my slowness and my nonchalance to act and
to suffer for you.
But, oh my soft Well, what moving stage I see: the
first that presents itself is the treacherous Judas;
he/it approaches of you and, putting his/her/its arms
around your Neck, he/it greets you and gives you the
kiss. And you, infinite Love, you don't disdain to
give a kiss to his/her/its infernal lips: you kiss
it and even you tighten it on your Heart, wanting
to pull it to the hell while giving him a new sign
of love.
My Jesus, how is this possible that he/it doesn't
like you? The tenderness of your Love is such that
it should bring all heart to like you. And yet you
are not liked! By Judas's kiss, you repair the treasons
and the deceptions having the appearance of the friendship
and the holiness, especially those coming from the
dedicated souls. But, by your Prayers, you get the
Forgiveness for any sinner that, really contrite,
has resort at your infinitely holy Heart.
My soft Well, I will be at your sides to defend you,
to learn your Teachings and to count your Words one
by one. Ah! as she/it is soft to me to the heart,
the Speech that you spoke to Judas,: & laquoMon
friend, why are you come ici?» One would say that
it is also mine that you address this Speech, no while
calling me & laquoami», but while calling me of
the soft name of «enfant»: & laquoMon child, why
are you arrival ici?» And I want to answer you: &
laquoJésus, I come for you aimer.» You tell to me
& laquoPourquoi is you arrival ici?» when I wake
up the morning or when I pray you. You repeat to me
& laquoPourquoi is you arrival ici?» through the
holy host, when I come to receive you in my heart.
What beautiful recall for me! But how much, to tone
& laquoPourquoi is you come ici?» answer: &
laquoJe comes for you offenser!» Of others, pretending
not to hear you, take to all sorts of sins and answer
by their coming down in hell! How much I sympathize
with you, oh my Jesus! I would like to take the same
ropes with which your enemies are about to bind you
to bind these souls and to save you this Suffering.
But I hear your infinitely tender Voice that, while
you go to the meeting of your enemies, tells to them:
& look for-vous?» laquoQui And they answer to
you: & laquoJésus of Nazareth. & raquo Then
you tell to them: & laquoMe voici!» By these simple
words, you say all: you make yourself know for what
you are. So much so that your enemies tremble and
fall backwards, as deaths. And you, oh Love, it is
by another & laquoMe voici!» that you remind them
to life and that, of your own initiative, you stand
between their hands. And them, treacherous and ungrateful,
instead of humiliating itself/themselves and to tremble
to your feet to ask you for forgiveness, they abuse
your Goodness and, scornful your Graces and your prodigies,
they put you the Hands in the back and, with ropes
and chains, bind you, tighten you, throw to you on
the floor, trample you, pull you by Hair. And you,
with an extraordinary patience, you are quiet, you
suffer and repair the offenses that, in spite of your
miracles, are stubbornly made.
By the ropes and the chains that you support, you
break the chains of our mistakes and you attach us
by the soft chain of the love. And it is with Love
that you correct Pierre who wants to defend you while
cutting the ear of Malchus. That making, you repair
the good works that are not made according to the
holy prudence; you also repair for those that, by
excess of goodwill, fall in the mistake. My infinitely
patient Jesus, these ropes and these chains, one would
say that they add something more beautiful to your
divine Person: your Forehead becomes more serene,
so that it attracts the attention of your enemies;
your Eyes shine a bigger light; your Face clears a
peace and a sweetness supreme, capable to seduce your
executioners.
Oh chained Love, is he/it possible that you are bound
for me and that me, your creature, I remain without
chains? No, please, bind me with your own chains.
Therefore, please, while I kiss your adorable Hands,
bind my thoughts, my eyes, my ears, my language, my
heart, my affections and all myself; and at the same
time, bind all creatures, so that they feel the sweets
of your chains in love and that they don't offend
you anymore. My infinitely tender Jesus, you got back
between the hands of your enemies, granting them the
power to make of you what they want. And me, my Jesus,
I get back between your Hands, so that you can make
freely of me what he/it will please you. I want to
follow your Will, to come with you in your Damages,
to endure your Pains. I want to be always close to
you so that there is not an offense that I don't repair,
of bitterness that I didn't ease, of spits and slaps
that you receive and that are not followed of my kissings
and my caresses. And at the time of your falls, my
hands will always be ready to raise you.
To be always with you, it is what I want. Not even
for one instant I don't want to let you only. And
so that it is surer, put me inside you; so I will
be in your Intelligence, in your Looks, in your Heart,
in all yourself. And what you will make, I will also
make it. My soft Well, he/it is already one hour in
the morning! My intelligence begins to doze. I will
make what I will be able to remain awake, but if the
sleep surprises me, I will deposit myself in you to
follow you in everything that you will make, and even,
you will act yourself for me. Oh my Jesus, from now,
I let you my thoughts to defend you of your enemies;
my breathings in manner of cortege and company; my
palpitations to tell you constantly & laquoJe
you aime!» and to compensate you of the love that
the other don't give to you; the drops of my blood
to repair and to restore you honors and the esteem
that will remove you your enemies by their abuses,
their spits and their slaps; and all my to be on duty
in manner. My Jesus, of grace, kiss me and bless me.
And if you want that I sleep lightly, make me sleep
in your adorable Heart, so that by your Beatings accelerated
by the love and the Suffering, I can be quickly awake
to pursue my accompaniment!
Reflections and convenient
It is expeditiously that Jesus got back between the
hands of his/her/its enemies, in conformity with the
Father's Will. At the time of the deceptions of the
creatures, of their treasons, are we ready to forgive
like Jesus forgave? The whole pain that we receive
some creatures, we accept it as coming from God's
Hands? Are we ready to make everything that Jesus
waits for us? When do we undergo the crosses, of the
fatigue excesses, our patience does imitate the one
of Jesus?
My chained Jesus, that your chains bind my heart and
make it firm and expeditious to endure everything
that you want!
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
dear
Good, whereas my body oscillates between the waking
state and the one of sleep, my poor intelligence tried
to follow you. How can I abandon myself to the sleep
whereas, as I see it, all let to you? The apostles
abandoned you to the hands of cruel enemies, including
the fervid Pierre that, there is not a long time,
told to you that he/it wanted to give his/her/its
life for you, and your beloved disciple that with
so much love you made rest on your Heart!
My Jesus, you are alone! Your infinitely pure Eyes
watch around to see if there would not be at least
one of your obligated that follow you to testify you
of the love and to defend you. And as no one you remained
faithful, your Heart tightens itself and cry. You
feel more Suffering because of the abandonment of
your nearest friends than because of what your enemies
are making undergo you. My Jesus, don't cry, or make
so that I cry with you.
One would say that the agreeable Jesus tells to me:
& laquoAh! my child, let's cry the destiny of
so many souls dedicated together that, because of
small tests or incidents of life, don't take care
anymore of me and let me only; cry for so many other
souls, shy and vile that, for lack of courage and
trustworthy, abandon me; cry also for so many others
that, not finding their account in the holy things,
don't take care of me; cry for so many priests that
preaches, celebrate, confess for their personal glory:
they make watch to be around me, but let me only!
Ah! my child, as he/it is hard for me this abandonment!
Please, repair my cruel Suffering by the promise of
ever to let me only. & raquo
Yes, my Jesus, I promise you of ever to let you only,
with the help of your Grace and while identifying
me to your Divine Will. But, oh Jesus, while you cry
the abandonment of those that you are expensive, your
enemies don't save you any outrage. Whereas you are
bound and tight to the point not to be able to make
a step by yourself, they trample you and drag you
by ways full of stones and thorns, so that each of
your Movements brings you to knock you to stones or
to be pricked by thorns.
Oh my Jesus, I see that while they drag you, you let
behind you of the traces of your precious Blood or
some of your blond Hair that they pull you the Head!
My Life and my All, allow me to collect this Hair,
so that I can bind the steps of the creatures of it
that, even the night, don't save to you, that I, that
use the night to offend you more say, either for appointments,
either for pleasures, either to accomplish of the
sacrilegious flights! My Jesus, I unite to you to
repair these offenses. And returned us to the torrent
of the Cedron where the treacherous Jews get ready
to hurl down you. They make you knock you with so
much violence against a stone that he/it comes out
of your Mouth of the precious Blood of which remains
marked this stone! Then, pushing you, they dive you
to the bottom of these putrid waters, so that they
enter in your Ears, your Mouth and your Nostrils.
Oh my Love, you are flooded of these putrid, sickening
and cold waters. Such is the state miserable of the
creatures when they commit the sin: they cover themselves
thus with a coat of repugnant dirts, to disgust the
Sky and the earth of it, appealing the thunderbolts
of the divine Justice!
Oh! Life of my life, would you be able to show us
a bigger Love? For us départir of this coat of repugnant
dirts, you permit that your enemies throw you in this
torrent. And all it you stand it to repair the sacrileges
and the coldness of the souls that receive you in
a sacrilegious manner and that oblige you to enter
in their heart where you feel the nausea more that
in this torrent! You permit more that these waters
penetrate until your viscera; to such point that your
enemies, fearing that you drown, come out again of
it, in order to reserve you for bigger torments, to
you. Your state is so repugnant, that themselves have
the nausea anything that to touch you.
My to stretch Jesus, there you are out of the torrent.
My heart doesn't support to see covered you thus of
these sickening waters. I see that you tremble of
the head to the feet because of the cold weather.
You watch around you, looking for at least a person
who would like to dry you, to wash you and to warm
you. But in vain. No one softens on your situation.
Your enemies ridicule you and you. Yours abandoned
you; your soft Mom is far, because this is how the
Father wants it! Here I am, oh Jesus, come in my arms,
I want to cry so much that I will make you a bath
to clean you. And I want my hands to replace your
Hair in brushwood. My Love, I want to lock you in
my heart to warm you of the heat of my affections,
to perfume you of my holy desires, to repair all these
offenses in that you receive, and to join my life
to her yours to save all souls. I want to offer you
my heart like a place of rest to compensate you of
the suffered up to here Pains. Then we will take the
path of your Passion together.
Reflections
and convenient
During this Hour, Jesus delivered himself/itself to
his/her/its enemies, who even came to throw it in
the torrent of the Cedron. But Jesus looked at them
with Love, supporting all by Love for them. And us,
do we know how to deliver us to God's Will? In our
weaknesses and our falls, we are ready to raise us
to throw us in Jesus' Arms? Jesus was thrown in the
torrent of the Cedron, feeling the suffocation, the
nausea and the disgust. And us, do we abhor all shade
of sin? Are we ready to give to Jesus an asylum in
our heart, to make forget him the nausea that the
souls give him by the sin and to compensate it of
the one that we gave him ourselves?
My Jesus tortured, don't save me in anything, and
make so that I can be the object of your divine and
in love Aims!
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of
2h to 3h
Jesus,
divine Sentry, whereas I sleep and that, you, you
don't want to remain alone, you wake me up and make
me be with you at Anne. He/it interrogates you on
your Doctrine and your disciples. And you, oh Jesus,
to defend the Father's Glory, you answer for a resonant
and worthy Voice: & spoken laquoJ'ai in public,
and all those that are here have me entendu!»
To these Words, all tremble but, perfidiously, a
servant approaches of you and one-handed iron-shod
gives you a slap so strong that she makes you vacillate
and makes livid your soft Face! Now, oh my soft
Life, I understand why you woke me up. You were
right! In fact, who would have sustained you when
you were about to fall?
And while your enemies explode a satanic laughter,
hiss and beat the hands, applauding to this act
so unjust, you, shaky, you don't have anybody on
that to push you. My Jesus, I kiss you and I make
of my being a protective wall for you; I offer myself
to you to support all pain by love for you! I sympathize
with you for this outrage and with you I repair
the shyness of so many souls that discourage themselves
easily, of those that, being afraid, don't say the
truth, of those that lack respect for the priests,
of those that express themselves by whispers.
Oh my Jesus grief-stricken, Anne sends you in Caïphe.
But I see that, during the displacement, your enemies
make you fall in a staircase. And you, my Love,
by this fall, you repair for those that, taking
advantage of darkness of the night, fall in the
mistake. Jesus, I want to unite my damages to yours,
and while you will go to Caïphe, I will send you
my affection to defend you of your enemies. Enter
time I will sleep. And you, continue to be my sentry
of love; wake up me when your Love will push you
to call me to hold you company. Give me your soft
to Kiss while me, giving a kiss to your beloved
Heart, I close the eyes, taking the sleep that my
nature requires.
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus is interrogated by Anne on his/her/its
Doctrine and his/her/its disciples. To glorify the
Father, he/it answers as for his/its Doctrine, but
he/it doesn't speak of his/its disciples not to
miss to the charity. And us, when it is about glorifying
the Lord, are we audacious and courageous, or do
we let defeat us by the human respect? We must always
say the truth, even before important people! When
do we speak, do we look for still God's Glory? And
to exalt God's Glory, we support all with patience
as Jesus? Do we always know how to avoid to speak
in pain of the neighbor, and know to excuse it to
us if we hear other people who say some of the pain?
Does Jesus watch over our heart, and us, do we know
how to supervise us in all things, so that our looks,
our words, our affections, our emotions, our thoughts
and our desires, are as many sentries around Jesus
to watch over his/her/its Heart and all to repair?
And when Jesus calls us, are we ready to answer?
God's Calls can make himself/itself hear numerous
manners: by the inspirations, by the reading of
good books, by the examples received, by the appeals
of the Grace, and even by the inclemencies. My Jesus,
that your soft Voice always resounds in my heart
and that everything that surrounds me either a continual
voice me appelant to like you! That the harmony
of your divine Voice stops from paying attention
to all other voice that could distract me of you!
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Oh
my afflicted Good and abandoned, my weak nature
sleeps, however my sleep is very often interrupted
by the squeezings of love and the Suffering of your
divine Heart. And while I am between the waking
state and the one of sleep, I hear the strokes that
carry you your enemies. My poor Jesus, abandoned
of all, doesn't have no one that takes your defense?
I offer you my life to serve you of support when
they will make you knock something. Enter time,
I doze again. But another squeezing of love of your
divine Heart wakes up, and I feel my ears to become
deaf because of the people who arrive, the whispers,
the screams and the abuses.
My Love, why are they all against you? What did
you make so that, as as many starved wolves, do
they want to put you in pieces? I feel my blood
to freeze itself/themselves in my veins to see the
preparations of your enemies. I tremble and feel
sad while I think about the manner that I will use
to defend you.
And Jesus seems to tell me: & laquoMon child,
I didn't make again quite! The love includes all
sacrifices; the love is of an immeasurable cost;
we are again in the beginning. You, remain in my
Heart: observe all, like me, say nothing about you
and learn. And that your blood, frozen of compassion,
circulates in my Veins to restore my Blood that
is in fire. Your tremor, make so that he/it browses
my Members, so that identified to me you can fortify
yourself and can warm you, to feel a part of my
Pains. You will acquire strength while seeing me
suffering to this point. It will be the most beautiful
defense that you can grant me. Be faithful and attentive!»
My soft Love, the uproar of your enemies is so considerable
that it prevents me to take a little sleep. The
strokes become more violent. I hear the noise of
the chains with which they attached you tight so
that springs of Blood of your Wrists, which mark
these streets. Remind you that my blood is in yours
and, while you pour yours, mine you give a kiss
there, adores you and repair, so that your Blood
is Light for all those that offend you in the night.
That he/it is a magnet to attract all hearts to
you.
My Love and my All, while they drag you, air is
burdened of screams and hisses. And you arrive at
Caïphe. You are restful, modest and humble; your
Sweetness and your Patience are such that they terrorize
your very enemies. And Caïphe becomes furious; he
seems to want to devour you. Ah! as the innocence
and the sin overrule themselves easily!
My Love, you are in front of Caïphe like a guilty
party in the process of to be condemned. Caïphe
asks the witnesses what are your offenses. Ah! he/it
would have made to implore your forgiveness better!
One shows of a thing, another of another; one says
some silliness and one contradicts itself. And while
one accuses you, some soldiers pull you Hair, slap
you of manner so horrible that they make resound
the whole room. They mistreat you, beat you, prick
you. But when you look at them, the Light of your
Eyes descends them in the heart, and as they are
not able to the supporter, they move away of you.
Other soldiers take the relief. And you, in the
middle of so many accusations and outrages, you
keep the silence; your Heart beats strong so that
it seems about to explode. You receive with a lot
of love the brutalities of your enemies; you offer
them for our salute. Thus, in the biggest calmness,
your Heart repairs the calumnies, the hates, the
false evidence, the hurts the innocents deliberately;
it repairs the offenses made to the instigation
of the chiefs, and the mistakes committed by the
dedicated souls. I feel that a new Suffering afflicts
your Heart. Say me what it is, oh Jesus; make me
participate in all! And Jesus seems to tell me:
& laquoMon child, do you want to know it? I
hear Pierre's voice that doesn't pretend to know
me, that swear it, and swears it again. Ah! Pierre,
don't you know myself? Don't you remember all Kindness
of which I filled you? If the other make me die
of pains, you, you make me die of pain! As you made
to expose you on the occasions badly while following
me of loin!»
My Good disowned, as they recognize themselves quickly
the offenses of those that you are the dearest!
Oh Jesus, I want to make pass the beatings of my
heart in yours to ease your tortures. And my palpitations
swear you fidelity, love, and swear a thousand times
that I know you. But your Heart doesn't calm itself:
you try to see Pierre. To your Looks of love, to
the Tears that you pour because of his/her/its repudiation,
Pierre is moved, cry and move away. And you, having
placed it at the shelter, you calm yourself and
you repair the offenses of the soulsdedicated; you
repair for the souls that get voluntarily in the
opportunities of sin.
But your enemies continue to accuse you. Seeing
that you don't answer anything their accusations,
Caïphe tells to you: & laquoJe implores you
by the living God, say me: you are indeed Then the
Son of Dieu?» you, my Love, always having at heart
the Truth and your Father's Glory, you answer with
a resonant and majestic Voice as all remain struck
to some and that the very demons penetrate in the
abyss: & laquoC'est you that say it; I am God's
Son, and one day I will descend on the clouds of
the Sky to judge all nations. & raquo
To these solemn Words, all makes silence and shiver
of terror. After some instants of his/her/its own
terror, Caïphe, furious like a ferocious beast,
told all,: & laquoÀ what good the witnesses
now? He/it has just uttered a big blasphemy. For
what do we wait besides to condemn it? He/it is
guilty of mort!» And to give more pomposity to his/her/its
sacrilegious words, he/it tears his/its clothes
with so much wrath as all, as if they only trained
one person, scream: & laquoIl is guilty of death!
He/it is guilty of mort!» And they speed along on
you and, as much as possible,distribute you punches,
kicks, slaps and spits to the Face. The Torments
that they give to you, oh my Good, are as the earth
and the Sky are upset some!
My Love and my Life, during these terrifying moments,
my heart is torn by the pain! Of grace, allow me
to go in your Heart grief-stricken and to face these
outrages in your place! Ah! if it was possible to
me, I would like to make to you escape you of the
hands of your enemies. But you, you don't want,
because it is required for the salute of all. And
I am obliged to resign me! But, my soft Love, let
me set you in condition, to arrange your Hair, to
remove the spits and the Blood that cover your Face,
and to lock me in your Heart in, because I see that
Caïphe wants to leave the piece and to put back
you between the hands of the soldiers.
I adore you oh my Jesus. Bless me, give me the mystical
Kiss of the love. I lock myself in the furnace of
your divine Heart to take a little sleep in.I push
my head on your Heart, so that, by my breathings,
I give you some kissings and that, according to
the diversity of the Beatings of your Heart, I can
realize if you suffer or if you take a rest.
Oh Jesus, I kiss you, I tighten myself strong against
your Heart, and I fall asleep.
Reflections and convenient
Owing Caïphe, Jesus is accused unjustly and is submitted
to extraordinary tortures. Interrogated, he/it always
says the truth. And us, when the Lord permits that
one calumniates us or that one accuses us unjustly,
do we shelter ourselves solely in God, him that
knows our innocence? Or let's beg ourselves the
esteem and the honors of the creatures? Do our lips
say still the truth? Are we enemies of all ruse
or all lie? Do we support with patience the derisions
and confusions coming from the creatures? Are we
ready to give our life for the salute of these creatures?
Ohmy soft Jesus, as I am different from you! Of
grace, make so that my lips always say the truth
in order to reach the heart of those that listens
me to drive them to you!
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of
4h to 5h
My
soft Life, while I sleep tight against you, often
I feel pricked by the thorns that transfix your
Heart. And as you want a soul magnetize close
to you so that she/it notes all your Pains and
sympathized with you, I tighten myself more strongly
against you and, sentient thus more the stings,
I wake up. But, that I see and that I hear? I
would like to hide in my heart to expose me at
your place and to receive your abuses and your
humiliations! Only a Love as yours can support
so many outrages!
Oh my infinitely patient Jesus, that one can hope
for people as barbaric? I see that your enemies
are played of you. While you pour of the streams
of Tears for our salute, these people cover you
the Face of spits, so that the Light of your beautiful
Eyes is veiled some. And not supporting the burst
of your divine Looks, they cover you of again
more of spits. But they cannot conceal your divine
Majesty; your infinite Sweetness comes out again
more and more! They are ashamed of themselves
and to feel more free, they bandage you the Eyes
with a vile rag, in order to be able to unleash
himself more to their joy on your adorable Person.
They beat you without mercy, drag you, trample
you, and repeat you their punches and their slaps
to the Face; they scratch you, pull you Hair and
the Beard and project you of a place to the other.
Jesus, my Love, my heart doesn't support to see
mistreated you thus! You want that I note all,
but I have some thrills and I would like to cover
me the eyes not to see these horrors. But the
love obliges me to continue to look at you! And
I observe that you don't say only one word to
defend you; you are between the hands of these
soldiers like a vulgar rag of which one can make
what one wants. One projects you on the floor
and one crushes you under the feet with an infernal
fury. To such point that I am afraid that you
die under these pitiless feet.
My Good and my All, my suffering is extreme to
see that that one makes to you. And I would like
to utter screams so strong that they arrive up
there, to the Sky, and call the Father, the Holy
spirit and all angels to come to comfort you and
to help you. And here, on the earth, I want to
call your soft Mom and all souls magnetizes to
make circle around you, in order to stop these
insolent soldiers from insulting you and to torment
you more. With you, oh Jesus, I want to repair
the nocturnal sins, especially those that are
committed by the sectarian on your sacramental
Presence. And also all offenses of the souls that
don't remain faithful to you when they are in
the night of the test.
I see, oh my tyrannized Good, that the tired and
intoxicated soldiers want to take a rest. But
my broken heart at the sight of so many Sufferings,
doesn't want to remain alone with you; he/it feels
the need of another company. Oh soft Mom, be constantly
with us. I tighten strong your maternal Hand and
I kiss it. Condescend to fortify me of your blessing.
Let's kiss Jesus together and let's put our heads
on his/her/its adorable Heart to comfort it. Oh
Jesus, it is with your Mom that I kiss you. Bless
us and, with her, we will take the sleep of the
love in your adorable Heart.
Reflections
and convenient
During this Hour, Jesus is among the soldiers
with an imperturbable courage, a constancy of
iron. As God, he/it endures all outrages that
makes him the soldiers, and he/it looks at them
with so much love as he/it seems to invite them
to give him more of Sufferings again. And us,
in our sufferings, we are constant, or do we moan,
do we bore ourselves, do we lose the peace, this
peace of the necessary heart so that Jesus can
find in us a happy home? The constancy is a virtue
showing that God reigns indeed in us. She/it returns
us farms in the test, not with high and the low.
And she/it brings us the peace. If we are fickle,
our field of action is small and Jesus' action
of it can only be limited us. Jesus looked with
Love at those that mistreated it. And us, do we
look with love at those that offend us? And is
this love big enough so that these people are
attracted to convert to Jesus? My Jesus, Love
without limit, give me your Love so that each
of my pains brings closer souls of you.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
u. I have the heart that beats strong. I burn
the desire to like. Say me where you are. My angel,
bring me at Caïphe... But I go for a walk everywhere,
I search everywhere, and I don't find Jesus! My
Love, quickly, bring me to you, so that I can
throw myself in your Arms.
And I discover that they put you in jail. While
my heart exults of joy to recover you, it is also
wounded of pain while seeing the state in which
they reduced you: I see you the Hands bound to
a column, the tight and linked Feet, your holy
swollen and gory Face because of the slaps and
strokes received. Your Eyes are livid, your Pupils
are tired and melancholic because of everything
that one made you undergo and of the sleep lack.
Your Hair is in mess, your divine Person has badly
everywhere. And you cannot help yourself and can
clean you because you are attached. And me, in
sobs, I kiss you the Feet and I tell to you: &
laquoComme you are in bad shape, my Amour!» And
you answer me: & laquoViens, oh soul, be attentive
to everything that you see myself making to make
it with me, so that I can continue my Life in
you. & raquo
To my stupor, oh my Jesus, I see that to the place
to preoccupy you of your Pains, you think with
an unspeakable Love about to glorify the Father
to compensate it of our carelessness towards him,
and you call all souls around you to take all
their pains on you and to give them all your Goods.
As we are already to the daybreak, he/it seems
me to hear your infinitely soft Voice to say:
& holy laquoPère, I return you grace for everything
that I endured and for what I have again to suffer.
As this dawn calls the day, that the dawn of your
Grace appears in all hearts. That me, the divine
Sun, I emerged in all hearts and reign in all.
You see, oh Father, all these souls; I answer
for all: of their thoughts, their words, their
works and their omissions, to the cost of my Blood
and my Mort!»,
My Jesus, infinite Love, I unite to your Prayer
while thanking you for what you made me suffer
and for what I have to suffer to your sides, and
I ask you to make dawn in all hearts the dawn
of your Grace. But I see, my soft Jesus, that
you repair for the first thoughts, affections
and words that, at dawn, you are not offered;
you call them, since them you are owed, and you
repair to give to the Father the Glory that is
him. My Jesus, Mr. divine, since in this jail
we have one hour of free and that we are alone,
I want to make what you make not only, but I want
to clean you, to arrange you Hair and to melt
me in you. Therefore, I approach of your infinitely
holy Head and, arranging you Hair, I want to repair
for the denatured intelligences, that don't have
only one thought for you. And, me melting in your
Intelligence, I want to adore all your Thoughts,
to pull enough damages of it for all thoughts
bad of the creatures, for all lights and the inspirations
that they repulse. I would like that all thoughts
of the creatures only make one with yours, to
give you a true repair and a perfect glory.
My Jesus grief-stricken, I kiss your melancholic
and full Eyes of Tears. As your Hands are bound
to the column, you cannot dry yourself, nor to
remove you the spits with which soiled you your
enemies. And as the position in which they bound
you is torturing, you cannot close your tired
Eyes to take a little rests. My Love, how much
I would like gladly to use bed with my arms to
give you of rest! I want to wipe your Eyes, to
ask you for forgiveness, and to repair for the
numerous times that we didn't have the intention
to please you and to look at you to see what you
wanted us, what we had to make, and where you
wanted that we went. And I want to melt my eyes
and those of all creatures of it holds them, to
be able to repair by your own Eyes the whole pain
that we made by means of our view.
My compassionate Jesus, I kiss
your infinitely holy Ears, tired by the abuses
of all night long, and more again by the echo
of the offenses of all creatures. I ask you forgiveness
and I want to repair for all times that you called
us and that we were deaf to your Voice, or that
we pretended not to hear you. And you, my Good
so patient, you repeated your Calls, but in vain.
I want to melt my ears and those of all creatures
of it holds them, to make a continual and complete
repair, and so that the creatures listen to your
divine Words and put them in practice.
My Jesus full of love, I kiss your infinitely
holy Face, become livid because of the slaps.
I ask you for forgiveness and I repair for all
times that you called us to be your victims of
repair, whereas us, uniting us to your enemies,
we slapped you and spit over! My Jesus, I want
to melt my face in yours, to restore you your
original Beauty and to give you whole repair for
all contempts that your enemies directed against
your divine Majesty. My saddened Very so, I kiss
your infinitely soft Mouth, aching because of
the punches, and burnt by the love. I want, by
means of my language and the one of all creatures
united to your own Language, to repair all conversations
bad of the creatures. I want, my thirsty Jesus,
to unite all voices of the creatures to her yours,
to choke the voices of the sin and to change them
in voice of praise and love.
My chained Jesus, I kiss your Neck loaded of heavy
chains and ropes, which, surrounding your Chest,
your Shoulders and your Arms, results from you
tight against the column. Your Hands are inflated
and blackened because of these tight ties and
they let sink Blood. Of grace, permit me, oh linked
Jesus, to untie you, and if you like to be bound,
allow me to bind you with the chains of the love
that, being soft, will alleviate your Pains. And
while I untie you, I want to unite to you to repair
with you the attachments bad of all and to give
to all chain the love. Thus, we will fill the
chests of the creatures of your Fire, of which
I see that he/it has so much by force that you
cannot contain it. We will repair all coldness,
all illicit pleasures and the love of the comfort,
to give to all spirit of sacrifice and the love
of the suffering.
I want to melt in your Hands to repair the bad
works, mine and those of all, and the makes very
badly or makes with presumption, to give to all
flavoring of your Works. I want to melt in your
Feet and, to repair, there to lock all steps of
the creatures in so that they walk to your continuation.
My soft Life, permit that, me melting in your
Heart, I contain all affections, the feelings
and the desires of the creatures, there, to repair
them with you. And that to all I give your Affections,
your Feelings and your Desires, so that more no
one offends you. And now I hear a noise of keys.
These are your enemies who come to take you. Jesus,
I tremble, I feel my blood to freeze itself/themselves.
Shortly you will be again between their hands.
What will it occur of you? Ah! he/it seems me
to hear the noise of the keys of the holy tabernacles!
Sometimes these are the unworthy hands that come
to open them, and even to make take down you in
sacrilegious hearts! How many times behaves one
outside in the streets, in procession or to give
the holy money, where you meet the people who
despise you and offend you!
My Jesus prisoner, I want to be in all your jails
of love to be a spectator when your ministers
free you, to hold you company and to repair the
offenses that you can receive there!
My Jesus, whereas your enemies are very near,
you are greeting the sun raising, the last that
you will see in your deadly days. And them, you
seer all majestic and the Look filled of love
while they detach you, shoot you to the Face of
the slaps so strong that they make blush your
divine Cheeks.
My Love, before you leave the jail, I ask you
to bless me, so that I receive enough strength
to follow you during the rest of your Passion.
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus prisoner, linked to a column and tied-up,
is soiled of spits and mud. He/it looks for our
soul so that she/it values him company. And us,
are we happy to be alone with Jesus, or let's
prefer ourselves the company of the creatures?
Are our breathing and our palpitations them always
for Jesus?
So that we are similar to him, Jesus binds our
soul by means of the aridities, the oppressions,
the sufferings and other mortifications. And us,
are we happy to make bind us by Jesus in the jail
where his/her/its Love places us, does that mean
the obscurity, the oppressions, etc.?
Jesus is in jail. Do we have strength and the
promptness to jail us with him by love for him?
Jesus wants our soul ardently to feel slender
and sustained in the painful position in which
he is. And us, let's want ourselves ardently that
only Jesus comes to hold us company, that he unties
us of the chains of the passions and bind us to
his/her/its Heart by means of stronger chains.
Do we put our pains around suffering Jesus to
move away of him the spits and the mud that the
sinners send to him? In his/her/its jail, Jesus
prays. Is our prayer constant with it and as it?
My chained Jesus, you you are let jail by Love
for me, I ask you to jail in you my intelligence,
my language, my heart, all myself, so that I have
no liberty and that you have the absolute control
on me.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of 6h to 7h
Mon
Jesus grief-stricken, one now came you out of jail.
You are if exhausted that you vacillate to each
of your Steps. Permit that I stand near you to sustain
you when you will be about to fall. I see that the
soldiers present you again before Caïphe. And you,
oh my Jesus, you appear among them like a sun. And
although you are disfigured, you radiate of Light.
I perceive that Caïphe exults to see you in bad
shape so. And before your Light, he/it becomes even
blinder.
In his/her/its fury he/it restarts to interrogate
you: & laquoDonc, you are the Son of Dieu?»
And you, my Love, with majesty, but of your usual,
soft and moving Accent, you answer: & laquoOui,
I am the Son of Dieu!» although they feel in them
the whole strength of these Words, these iniquitous
men choke in them all good feeling and shout an
unanimous voice: & laquoIl is guilty of death!
He/it is guilty of death. & raquo
Caïphe confirms the sentence of death and sends
you to Pilate. And you, my Jesus convicted, you
accept this sentence of the iniquitous Pontiff with
Love and resignation. You repair the sins thus committed
deliberately and with mischief, the sins of those
that, instead of being distressed of the pain, exult
and exult of him sinned even, what drives them to
the blindness and to the dismissal of all Light
and all Grace. My Life, your Damages and your Prayers
make echo in my heart: I want to repair and to pray
with you.
My soft Love, I see that while seeing you convicted
to death by Caïphe, the soldiers lost all mercy:
they add you of the ropes and chains and tighten
you strong so that they nearly remove you all possibility
of movement. And they push you and drag you to make
come you out of the palace. Some crowds wait for
you, but there is not anybody to defend you. And
you, my divine Sun, you leave among them to illuminate
them of your Light. While not making these, you
want to contain in yours all steps of the creatures.
You pray and you repair for those that make their
steps to act in the pain, to take vengeance, to
kill, to betray, to fly, etc. And to prevent so
much pain, you pray, you repair and you offer yourself
to the Father.
Oh Jesus, I see that while coming down from the
palace of Caïphe you meet the one that is your sun,
Marie, your soft Mom. Your Looks meet and, although
you are happy to see you, some particular Pains
transfix your Hearts: it is for you the Pain to
see your Mom grief-stricken, pale and overwhelmed
by the mourning; and it is his/her/its Pain to see
you, you, divine Sun, eclipsed by so many opprobriums
and all covered of Blood. You also live the pain
not to be able to exchange would be that that a
speech. Your Hearts, however, communicate themselves
all, founding one in the other. But you stop looking
at you quickly, because the soldiers push you, oh
my Jesus. And jostled thus and dragged, you arrive
at the Roman governor Pilate. My Jesus, I unite
to your Mom afflicted to follow you, me melting
in you with her. And you, throwing me a Look of
love, you bless myself!
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus leaves in light of the day and one brings
it before Caïphe. There, with firmness, he/it confirms
that he/it is God's Son. And us, when we leave,
do we let drive us by Jesus? Do we add witnesses
of the Truth? Is our behavior an example for the
other? Do our steps drive the souls to Jesus?
My Jesus, absolute Holiness, guide me, and make
so that all my to be, including my outside behavior,
manifest in me your divine Life.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.My
Very chained, your united enemies to the priests
present you to Pilate and, affecting the holiness
and the rectitude, remain outside, in the atrium,
not to be soiled, since they must celebrate tomorrow
the Passover.And you, my Love, through their mischief,
you repair all hypocrisies of church people. And
I want to repair with you.
But while you worry on the contrary of their good,
them, begin to accuse you by the tribune, vomiting
against you the whole venom that they carry in their
heart. But, not being satisfied with the accusations
that they carry against you and to be able to support
his/her/its judgment better, Pilate calls you aside,
and examine your situation deprived some. He/it
asks you: & laquoEs you the king of the Juifs?»s
And you, my true King Jésus, you answer: & laquoMon
Reigns is not of this world; if my Reign was of
this world, my ministers would make all their efforts
so that I am not handed to the power of the Jews.
& raquo
Pilate, surprised and touched by the suavity and
the dignity of your Words, told to you,: & laquoComment,
you are roi?» And you take: & laquoJe is it,
and I came in the world to teach the Truth. &
Pilate raquo asks you for what it is, the Truth,
but he doesn't wait for the answer. Convinced of
your innocence, he/it leaves on the terrace and
says: & laquoMoi, I don't find any mistake in
this man. & raquo The Jews, mad, accuse you
of a lot of other things, and you, you are quiet
and don't forbid you. Thus, you repair the weaknesses
of the judges when they face the violent people,
and you pray for the oppressed and abandoned innocents.
Seeing the fury of your enemies and to pull itself/themselves
a thorn of the foot, Pilate sends you at Hérode.
My divine King, I want to participate in your Prayers
and your Damages, and to come with you until at
Hérode. I see that, furious, your enemies would
like to devour you. They drive you at Hérode among
the abuses and the mockeries. Hérode, happy to see
you, asks you a lot of questions. You, you don't
answer anything; you don't even look at it. Angry
because his/her/its curiosities are not satisfied,
and as feeling humiliated by your silence, he/it
proclaims before all that you are a mad, and he/it
orders that you are treated like a mad. So he/it
makes you don a white garment and puts you between
the hands of the soldiers, so that they ridicule
you most possible. My innocent Jesus, no one finds
mistake in you; only the Jews find some, because
their affected religiosity stops the Light of the
Truth from being resplendent in their intelligence.
My Jesus, infinite Wisdom, what Sufferings bring
you the fact of have been declared mad by Hérode!
The soldiers abuse you: they throw to you on the
floor, trample you, soil you of spits, ridicule
you, beat you with stick. The pains, the humiliations
and the opprobriums that you receive are such and
so numerous that the angels cry and cover themselves
the face of their wings not to see you if brutalized.
Me also, oh my soft Jesus, I want to be called mad,
but mad of love. She/it is so big your madness of
love, that to the place to crumple you of everything
that one makes to you, you pray and repair for the
kings who establish their reign while ruining some
peoples, for the numerous massacres that they make,
for the blood that they make flow by caprice, for
their sins of curiosity, for the mistakes committed
in the courses and in the armies.
My Jesus, what moving spectacle that to see to ask
you and to repair with leniency and fidelity in
the middle of so many outrages! Your Prayers reverberate
in my heart. And now, let me, oh Jesus, to hold
me close to you, to take part in your Pains and
to comfort you by my love. And to move away of you
your enemies and to comfort you, let me take you
between my arms.
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy Forehead;
by all Pains that you undergo, purify my thoughts.
I kiss your Eyes sparkling of Light; that this Light
surrounds me and penetrate my thoughts, my looks,
my words and my heart. I kiss your infinitely holy
Ears; sanctifies my ears.
I kiss your soft and holy Face; make me me éprendre
of your Beauty, me and all creatures, to compensate
you of all abuses and the mockeries that you receive
to the palace of Hérode. I kiss your saint Mouth;
give me the Grace of ever to say the words that
could offend your divine No one; and I want to repair
all offenses that makes you the other. I spread
your divine Arms and I tighten you strong on my
heart, asking you to really want to print your picture
in my intelligence, my heart, my works, in all,.
I kiss your right hand; distributes your efficient
Graces for the conversion of the sinners, and give
to all beneficial fruits of your infinitely holy
Acts. I kiss your left Hand; prints in me your Virtues
and especially your Charity.
I kiss your left Foot; give me the knowledge of
myself. I kiss your right Foot; give me the Grace
to obey with promptness. Finally, I kiss your infinitely
pure Heart; consume me in the ardent Flames of your
Love!
My soft Love, I see that these sinister individuals
don't give you any respite and that Hérode sends
back you to Pilate. If your first arrival at Pilate
was painful, your second the is more again, because
I see that the Jews are infuriated more than before,
and that it is to all price that they solved to
make die you. Therefore, before you leave the palace
of Hérode, I want to tighten you on my heart to
testify you my love. And you, fortify me by your
mystical Kiss and by your Blessing; and I will follow
you until before Pilate.
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus, presented to Pilate in the middle of so much
abuse and contempt, remains always soft. He/it doesn't
disdain anybody and at all he/it tries to make be
resplendent the Light of the Truth. And us, do we
try to defeat our bad mood if someone doesn't reveal
us a friendship? When do we have business to the
creatures, do we always try to make know Jesus and
to make be resplendent for them the Light of his/her/its
Truth? Oh Jesus, my soft Life, dish on my lips your
Words and make that I always speak with your Language.
Owing Hérode, Jesus is quiet when one dresses it
like a mad; and he endures extraordinary Pains.
And us, when we are calumniated, done ridicule,
done insult, done joking, do we think that the Lord
wants us to make him look? In our pains, or when
the other despise us, or in everything that our
poor heart can feel, we think that that who, by
his/her/its divine Key, is Jesus give us these sufferings
and transform us in himself? And when the suffering
restarts for us, do we think that Jesus, visiting
us again, gives us another embrace for us to be
able to make him look quite?
To Jesus' example, we have the mastery of ourselves?
Instead of retorting at the time of the annoyances,
we know how to say nothing about us? Do we let defeat
us by the curiosity? My Love and my All, be the
only one to take the mastery of my heart, and hold
enters him your Hands, so that in my meetings, I
can reproduce in me your big Patience.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
The
flogging
Of
8h to 9
My
God Jesus tormented, my poor heart follows you
in the middle of your anxieties and your pains.You
seer clothed like a mad and knowing that you
are the infinite Wisdom that gives the discernment
to all, my heart falls in delirium and says:
& laquoComment! Mad Jesus? Jesus malfaiteur?»
My Jesus, unequalled Holiness, has you again
before Pilate. And him, you seer so in bad shape,
clothed like a mad, and noting that you have
not been condemned by Hérode, he/it is even
more indignant against the Jews; he/it convinces
himself/itself more of your innocence and doesn't
want to condemn you. But wanting to give some
satisfaction however to the Jews to pacify their
hate and the ardent thirst that they have your
Blood, he/it presents you to Barabbas' sides.
But the Jews shout: & laquoNous doesn't
want that Jesus is freed, but Barabbas. That
Jesus of Nazareth is crucifié!»
Oh height of the human ingratitude! A people
to which you made so much good made you pass
now after a big malefactor and condemned you
to the torment of the cross! Knowing how to
make only to calm them, Pilate condemns you
to the flogging! My Jesus, my heart breaks while
seeing that one preferred a creature to your
divine No one. While the Jews try to make die
you in ignominy, you, you think about to give
life to all and he/it seems that you say: &
laquoPère Saint, look at your Son clothed like
a mad, that repairs the madness of so many creatures
when they fall in the sin! That this white garment
is in front of you for the exculpation of a
lot of souls that dons the pathetic garment
of the mistake. See, oh Father, the hate and
rage that they have against me make them lose
the reason and make them thirsty of my Blood.
I want to repair all hates, vengeances, the
angers, the homicides, and, by my Prayers, to
get for all light of the reason and the faith.
& laquoRegarde me again, oh my Father: would
one have been able to make me a bigger insult?
They made me pass after a big malefactor. I
want to repair thus for all times that one makes
us to pass in second, after vile interests,
the vanity, the pleasures, the attachments,
the worldly honors, the feasts,. The creatures
make us pass after all sorts of silliness. And
me, I am ready to accept that one makes me pass
after Barabbas to repair all these fautes!»
As they are real and unceasing our decisions
to make pass God in second, even at those that
like Jesus! Ah! let's look for this pure and
strong love that makes pass all and all after
Jesus, even our life.
Oh Jesus, I feel full of admiration at the sight
of your Love so sublime in the middle of so
many pains, of your Heroism in the middle of
so much abuse. Your Words and your Damages,
as as many arrows, wound my heart and, in my
suffering, I want to associate to your Prayers
and your Damages. Not even only one instant
I don't want to detach me of you; otherwise
a lot of things would escape me of what you
make. And that I see? The soldiers drive you
very near of a column to flog you. My Love,
I follow you. And you, of your love Look, look
at me and give me strength to attend this atrocious
torment!
My infinitely pure Jesus, you are already very
near the column and the loose soldiers come
untied to attach you to this column. But it
is not sufficient, they strip you of your clothes
so that the torment of your infinitely holy
Body is crueller. My Love and my Life, I feel
to vanish by the suffering to see you naked
nearly. You tremble of the head to the feet
and your infinitely holy Face blushes by modesty.
Your confusion and your weariness are as, not
holding you more standing, you are about to
collapse you on the floor. But, in the goal
to bind you better, and not to help you, the
soldiers don't let you collapse you. They take
the ropes and bind you the Arms so tight that
they immediately inflate themselves and that,
of the tip of your Fingers, Blood flows! Then
they attach you to the column while making run
the ropes until your Feet. They bind you tight
so that you cannot make any movement. And they
make thus to be more free to unleash itself/themselves
on you!
My Jesus, you that dress all created things,
the sun of light, the sky of stars, the plants
of leaves, the birds of feathers, you undressed!
What effrontery! And, full of love, you tell
me by the Light that your Eyes transmit: &
laquoTais you, oh my child. It was necessary
that I am stripped in order to repair for many
that strip themselves of all modesty, ingenuousness
and innocence, that strip themselves of the
good and my Grace, and don themselves of ugliness,
living to the manner of the ruffians. By the
redness of my Face, I repair the dishonesties,
the softness and the brutal pleasures. Therefore,
be attentive to what I make; prays and repair
with moi!»
Jesus tortured, your Love passes an excess to
the other. I see that your executioners take
whips of rope and beat you without mercy, to
such point that your infinitely holy Body becomes
all livid. As they pursue in their fury, your
precious Blood flows on soil. But it is not
sufficient to them, two other executioners take
the relief with this time of the hooked iron
chains. To the first strokes, your Fleshes,
ground and wounded, tear themselves more and
fall in shreds on soil, and your Bones discover
themselves. Your Blood flows to streams, so
that it forms a pool to the foot of the column.
My Jesus, my stripped Love, while you undergo
this indescribable storm of strokes, I kiss
your divine Feet in order to be able to take
part in your Sufferings and to be covered with
your precious Blood!
Oh Jesus, flog my intelligence and dish in flight
all thoughts that could move away me of you.
Flog my eyes and, if they turn to look at the
things of the earth, make so that a stroke of
your whips attracts them to admire you only.
The noise of your whips arrives to my ears,
oh Jesus! Oh my ridiculed King, when you will
see me listening to the things that distract
me of you, make so that a stroke of your whips
makes me listen to your divine Voice only. Oh
Jesus, flog my face and if an act of accommodation
was born in me, that the strokes of your whips
detach me of the earth and push me to look only
at the Sky. Oh Jesus, flog my language and my
lips, and if they dared to pronounce the words
that are not of love, that doesn't say your
Glory, make so that your whips throw me fire
and flames to make burn me of love.
Oh Jesus, flog my hands so that I make no movement
and didn't accomplish any work that is marked
of the seal of your Love. Oh Jesus, that your
whips hit my feet, that I ask you to bind to
yours, so that I am stopped from making the
steps that are not for you and that don't attract
the other to like you. Oh Jesus, flog my heart
with his/her/its tendencies, his/her/its affections
and his/her/its desires, so that every stroke
that I will receive wounds it, and that these
strokes make be born again in me the life of
the love.
My Jesus, I hear your whining that your enemies
don't hear, because the storm of their strokes
deadens the surrounding air. By this whining,
you say: & laquoVous all that like me, come
to learn the heroism of the love; come to drown
in my Blood the thirst of your passions, the
thirst of so many ambitions, smokes, pleasures
and sensualities. In my Blood, you will find
the remedy to all your pains.
& laquoRegarde me, Father, in this squall
of strokes. I am wounded on all my Body, but
it is not sufficient. I want a lot of Wounds
on my Body to prepare some rooms in the Sky
of my Humanity for all souls, so that they find
in me their salute and that they can go thus
by the Sky of my Divinity. My Father, that every
stroke of these whips repairs before you, alternatively,
the various sorts of sins. And that these fillips
excuse those that commit the sin, that they
flog their passions, that they speak them of
my Love, so much so that they are forced to
give up before me. & Jesus raquo, he/it
is so big the love with which you suffer, that
you nearly excite your executioners to beat
you more! My Jesus emaciated, your Love crushes
me, returns me madwoman. Whereas your Love is
not tired, your executioners, them, are exhausted
and quit their terrifying massacre. They cut
your ropes and, nearly died, you fall enough
in the of your own Blood.
While seeing on soil the shreds of your Flesh,
you feel to die of pain as there seeing the
reprobate souls. You you die in your Blood,
oh Jesus! Let me take you in my arms to restore
you at least by my love. I kiss all your Wounds,
and by these kissings I lock all souls in you
in. Thus, no won't get lost anymore. And you,
you bless myself!
Reflections
and convenient
During this hour, Jesus is stripped of his clothes
and is submitted to all sorts of strokes. And
us, is stripped us of all? Is Jesus bound to
the column; and us, do we let bind us to his/her/its
Love? By his/her/its tender Look, Jesus calls
us to untie it. Let's not see ourselves in this
Look that he/it also has a reproach to make
us: the one to have contributed to bind it?
To relieve it, we first owe ourselves départir
of our own chains to be able to remove those
of the other then.
Our chains, well often, are not anything else
that of small attachments to our will, to our
vexed self-esteem, to our small vanities that,
interlacing, bind our agreeable Jesus painfully.
Sometimes, taken of love for our poor soul,
Jesus wants himself to remove us our chains.
When we moan because we don't want to be bound
to Jesus, we force it, sorry, to retire.
Through his/her/its Sufferings, our Jesus tortured
repairs our sins against the modesty. And us,
are we pure in our looks, our words and our
affections, so that we didn't add any other
strokes on his/her/its innocent Body? Are we
always attached to Jesus so that we were ready
to defend it when the creatures hit it by their
offenses? My chained Jesus, that your chains
are mine, so that I always feel you in me, and
that you always feel me in you. (To finish with
the prayer of acknowledgment
Of
9 hs at 10 o'clock
My Jesus, infinite Love, more I look at you and
more I see how much you suffer. You are quite torn;
doesn't have any healthy part in your Body. The
executioners are furious to see that in spite of
so many Sufferings, you always look at them with
Love. And your Look in love, forming a soft enchantment,
research of new Sufferings. Your executioners, not
only because they are cruel, but as forced to their
unawareness by your Love, establish you to inflict
you of new torments. But you, at the end of strengths,
you fall again in your Blood. And it is with foot
and while pushing you that the executioners, angry,
made you to arrive instead where they will crown
you of thorns. My Love, if you don't sustain myself
of your Look, I won't be able to continue to see
tortured you thus.
I feel some thrills in my bones, I have
the heart that beats, I feel to die: & laquoJésus,
Jesus, help-moi!» And you, you seem to tell me:
& laquoMon child, courage, don't lose anything
of that that I endure, be attentive to my Teachings.
I must redo the man in all things. His/her/its mistakes
crowned it of opprobriums and confusion, so that
he/it cannot appear before my Majesty; his/her/its
mistakes dishonored it while making him lose straight
ahead to honors and to the glory. Therefore, I want
to be crowned of thorns to put back his/her/its
crown on his/her/its forehead and to restore him
all his/her/its rights, his/her/its honor and his/her/its
glory. My thorns will be in front of my Father damages
and exculpation for his/her/its numerous sins in
his/her/its thoughts, especially for his/her/its
pride. My thorns will be light sources for every
created intelligence, of the supplication voices
so that they don't offend me anymore. You, unite
you to me, pray and repair with me. & raquo
Pursuing in their cruelties, your enemies make you
sit, deposit on you a rag of purple, take a crown
of thorns that they have just manufactured and,
with an infernal fury, place it on your adorable
Head. Then, with stick, they make you penetrate
the thorns in the Head. The thorns arrive to your
Eyes and your Ears, penetrate your Skull until behind
your Nape. My Love, what torment, what immeasurable
sufferings! How many cruel deaths you don't undergo!
Blood flows on your Face: one only sees Blood. But
under these thorns and this Blood, one sees your
beaming infinitely holy Face the Sweetness, the
Peace and the love.
Pursuing with their mockeries, your executioners
put you a reed to the Hand in manner of scepter
and begin their sarcasms. They greet you like King
of the Jews, beating your crown and slapping you.
And you, you are quiet and repair the ambitions
of those that long for to reign, that searches for
the dignities, that, being in authority and not
behaving well, cause the ruin of the peoples and
souls on which they have authority! By means of
this reed that you hold in your Hand, soft Jesus,
you repair a lot of works, maybe good in itself,
but emptiness of interior mind and make even in
bad intentions. By the abuses and the mockeries
that you undergo, you repair for those that desecrate
and ridicule the holy things. My King Jésus, your
enemies continue their abuses. There is Blood that
sinks your Head that he/it reaches some so until
in your Mouth, stopping you from making me hear
your Voice clearly. Jesus, I want to put my head
under these thorns, in order to feel their stings.
Oh Jesus, as it is good to be with you, even in
the middle of one thousand torments!
And you seem to tell me: & laquoMon child, these
thorns say that I want to be King of every heart,
that it is mine that come back all domination. You,
take these thorns and prick you the heart, make
leave everything that I don't belong of it, and
let a thorn in your heart as recall that it is I
your King, to prevent that something else there
between. Go to all hearts and, while pricking them,
make leave all smoke of pride, all rot, of it and
constitute me King of all. & raquo Oh my Love,
I ask you to prick me the ears of your thorns, so
that they can only hear your Voice; my eyes so that
they only look at you; my mouth so that my language
remains mute in relation to everything that could
offend you and free to rent you and to bless you
in all things. Oh my King, surround me with thorns,
and that these thorns keep me all attentive to you.
Jesus, I want to wipe your Blood and the kiss, because
I see that your enemies drive you to Pilate, who
is going to condemn you to death! My Love, help
me to continue to come with you on your painful
path. My heart, that has been wounded by your Love
and transfixed by your thorns, cannot live without
you.
And there are you now before Pilate. What moving
spectacle! The Heaven is seized of horror and the
hell trembles of fear and rage! Oh my Life, I cannot
support to see you in such a state, but the attraction
of your Love brings me to look at you nevertheless,
so that I understand your Sufferings well. Through
my tears and my sighs of love, I contemplate you.
My Jesus, you are nearly naked. Instead of your
clothes, you are donned of Blood. Your Fleshes are
torn, your Bones are denuded, and your infinitely
holy Face is hardly recognizable. The thorns driven
in your Head you arrive until the Eyes and to the
Face. Your precious Blood flows out until earth.
My Jesus, I don't recognize you anymore. As you
are in bad shape! You arrived to the deepest excesses
of the humiliations and torments! Ah! I cannot support
this view so laborious anymore. I feel to die! I
would like to avoid of Pilate's presence to lock
you in my heart in and to give you of rest. I would
like to heal your Wounds by my love. I would like
to flood of your Blood the whole world to reach
all souls and to bring them to you as your conquests!
Oh patient Jesus, it is with difficulty that through
the thorns you watch me. And you tell to me: &
laquoMon child, come between my Arms, push your
head on my Chest, and you will discern some Sufferings
more intense and crueller, because what you see
my Humanity outside is only the echo of my interior
Pains. Pay attention to the Beatings of my Heart
and you will understand that I repair the injustices
of those that order, the oppressions that they exercise
on the poor people and the innocents, their pride
that, to get the dignities, of the functions or
wealth, don't be inconvenienced to disobey the elementary
laws of their conscience and to scrape their neighbor,
closing their eyes in light of the Truth.
& laquoPar these thorns, I want to break their
pride, and by the holes that they make in my Head,
I want to pave me a path in their intelligence,
for all there to reorganize according to the Light
of the Truth. As being humiliated thus before this
unjust judge, I want to make all understand that
the only virtue is the one that returns the main
man of himself. And I teach to those that order
that the virtue united to the honest knowledge is
the only one that makes capable to govern and to
direct the other, while the dignities without the
virtue are dangerous things and to deplore. My child,
make echo to my Damages and continuous to contemplate
my Pains. & raquo My Love, I see that, you seer
so in bad shape, Pilate shivers and, impressed,
exclaim: & laquoEst him possible that has so
much cruelty in human chests? Ah! it was not what
I wanted when I condemned it to be battu!» And,
wanting to free you among the hands of your enemies,
all humble and while diverting from you his/her/its
look--because he/it cannot support the view of your
horrible state--, he/it restarts to interrogate
you: & does laquoMais say me, that you did make?
Your people handed you between my hands: do say
me, are you a king? What is your royaume?»
As you don't answer his/her/its questions, Pilate
adds: & laquoNe knows you not that it is in
my power to free you or of you condamner?» Then,
oh my Love, wanting to make be resplendent in Pilate's
intelligence the Light of your Truth, you answer:
& laquoTu would not have on me any power if
it didn't come to you of in top; however, those
that handed me between your hands committed a more
serious sin than yours. & raquo Then, touched
by the sweetness of your Voice, Pilate decides,
the tormented heart, to show you to the people from
his/her/its stall, hoping that the Jews would be
taken of compassion while seeing you if disfigured,
and that he be able to thus free you. My Jesus saddened,
it is with difficulty that you walk, bent under
this horrible crown of thorns. Your Blood marks
your Steps. And while arriving outside, you see
the crowd in tumult that, anxious, waits for your
condemnation. Pilate imposes the silence to bring
back everybody to the attention and to make itself/themselves
hear all. He/it takes with disgust the two shreds
of the crimson that cover you the Chest and the
Shoulders, raise it, so that all see the pitiable
state in which you are. In a high voice he/it tells:
& laquo Ecce Homo! Look at it, he/it doesn't
have a man's appearance anymore. Observe his/her/its
Wounds, one doesn't recognize it anymore. If he/it
made the pain, he/it already endured enough, even
too much. Me, I regret it to have made suffer so
much, let's let it therefore libre!» TO these words,
he/it makes himself/itself a deep silence in the
Sky, on earth and in hell! Then, as only one voice,
I hear the scream of all: & laquoCrucifie him,
crucify it! We want it Jesus mort!», my Love, let
me sustain you, because I see that you vacillate
under so much dejection. Jesus, my Life, I see that
you tremble. This scream of condemnation to death
penetrates your Heart. And in these voices you discern
the Voice of your dear Father that says: & laquoMon
Son, I want you death, and death crucifié!» You
also hear your Mom that, although she/it is grieved
some, makes echo to your dear Father while saying:
& laquoFils, I want you mort!» The angels, the
saints, the hell, all, of an unanimous voice, shout:
& laquoCrucifie him, crucify-le.» so that there
is not no soul that lives that wants you death.
And, to my biggest horror, me also I feel constraint
by a supreme strength to shout: & laquoCrucifie-le!»
My Jesus, forgive to the miserable sinner that I
am to want you death! I ask you to make die me with
you.
And you, oh my Jesus tortured, he seems that, touched
by my suffering, you tell to me: & laquoMon
child, tighten you on my Heart and take part to
my Pains and to my Damages. The moment is solemn:
or it is my death, or it is the death of all creatures.
At the moment, two currents flow in my Heart; has
the souls in one that, if they want me death, it
is because they want to find in me Life; and so,
as I accept the death in their place, they are freed
of the eternal condemnation and the doors of the
Sky open up to them. In the other current, there
are the souls that want me death by hate and for
the confirmation of their condemnation; my Heart
is torn some and feels the death of each and the
very pains of the hell where they head! Ah! my Heart
doesn't support these cruel Sufferings and makes
me repeat: why so much versed Blood in vain? why
will my Pains be useless for so many souls? My child,
sustain me, I am not able to some anymore, take
part in my Pains. That your life is a continual
offering to save the souls, to ease my tortures!»,And
I want to participate in your Damages. I see that
to the screams of the crowd, Pilate is stunned.
He/it hurries to say: & laquoComment, must I
crucify your King? Me, I don't find a mistake of
it him to condemn it. & raquo And the Jews shout
while deadening air: & laquoNous doesn't have
another king that Caesar. If you don't condemn it,
you are not Caesar's friend. Crucify it! Crucify-le!»
Pilate, knowing how to make only and fearing to
be deposited, makes itself bring a bowl of water
and, washing the hands, said,: & laquoMoi, I
am innocent of the Blood of this just. & raquo
And he/it delivers you to the crucifixion.
But the Jews add: & laquoQue his/her/its Blood
falls again on us and on our enfants!» And, you
seer convicted, they make the feast, beat some hands,
hiss, scream. And you, oh Jesus, you repair for
those that are in the high ranks of the society
and that, propelled ba vain fear and not to lose
their station, disobey the most sacred laws, not
worrying of the ruin of whole peoples, encouraging
the impious and condemning the innocents. You also
repair for those that, after their mistake, incite
the divine Anger fiendishly to punish them. And
while you repair all it, your Heart bleeds because
of the Suffering to see your chosen people marked
of the malediction of the Sky that it comes himself
to call, sealing it of your Blood that they called
on their own head! Ah! your Heart vanishes. Let
me sustain you, sharing your Damages and your Pains.
But your Love pushes you further, and, impatient,
you look for the cross! My Life, I will follow you,
but, for the meantime, rest you in my arms. After,
we will go together to Mount Calvary. Remain in
me and bless me.
Reflections
and convenient
Crowned Jesus of thorns is treated like a king of
joke and is submitted to abuses and the extraordinary
Pains. He/it repairs our sins of pride thus. And
us, do we avoid the thoughts of pride? Do we know
how to assign to God the although we make? Do we
know how to estimate us lower to the other? Do we
know how to keep our intelligence exempt of frivolous
thoughts? Often we are not receptive to the Grace,
because we keep our intelligence occupied by frivolous
thoughts. And then, as our intelligence is not all
full of God, the demon finds the free way to bother
us; it is a little as if it was ourselves that fomented
our temptations. When our intelligence is filled
of God, then, not finding in us of place where to
direct his/her/its temptations, the demon moves
away confused. The holy thoughts have so much by
force against the demon that, when he/it wants to
approach of us, these thoughts, as as many swords,
wound it and makes it to move away. It is therefore
to wrong that we moan when our intelligence is bothered
by the enemy; it is our lack of vigilance that incites
it to attack us. It is as if he/it spied on our
intelligence to discover some shortcomingses there
and to go up to the assault. Then, instead of relieving
Jesus by our saints thoughts and to remove him his/her/its
thorns, we are urgent them to him on the Head, and
the Grace cannot present to our intelligence of
saints inspirations.
Often we make worse. When we feel the weight of
the temptations, instead of presenting them to Jesus
to make the fire of his/her/its Love burn them,
us worry, we sadden ourselves, we make some calculations,
so that not only our intelligence is occupied by
the bad thoughts, but again our to be entire in
is impregnated; and Jesus' miracle is nearly necessary
to free of it to us. It is as if, through his/her/its
thorns, Jesus looked at us and said us: & laquoAh!
my child, it is yourself that doesn't want to be
close to me. So only you had immediately come to
me, I would have helped you to free you of the enemy's
vexations and you would not have made me sigh after
you. I looked for your cooperation to free me of
thorns, but it is in vain that I waited for you,
because you were occupied by the intense work that
your enemy had given to you. Oh! as you would be
less so immediately tempted you came in my Arms.
Then the enemy would fear me myself, rather than
you, and it is immediately that he would let to
you. & raquo My Jesus, that your thorns lock
my thoughts in your Intelligence in and stop the
enemy from overwhelming me of temptations. When
does Jesus make himself/itself hear in our intelligence
and our heart, do we answer his/her/its Inspirations
or let's forget them quickly us? Jesus is treated
like a king of joke. And us, do we know how to respect
the holy things? Before them, do we know how to
use the reverence that invites, as if we touched
to Christ himself? My crowned Jesus of thorns, make
that I feel your thorns, so that by their stings
I understand how much you suffer and that I know
how to consider you as my King.
Standing in Pilate's stall, Jesus is condemned to
death by this people that he liked so much and to
which he made so much good. To give us life, Jesus
accepts to die to our place. And us, are we ready
to accept some pains so that Jesus is not offended
and endure less? As Jesus suffered extremely in
his/her/its Humanity, us, that must continue his/her/its
Life on earth, we must, by means of our pains, to
pay it back. Do we know how to sympathize to the
pains that Jesus endures at the sight of the numerous
souls that are pulled to his/her/its Heart? The
Jews want that Jesus dies crucified like an infamous,
so that his/her/its name is erased of the face of
the earth. And us, do we want indeed that Jesus
lives on the earth? By our actions, our examples
and our steps, we must spill the divine prints in
the world so that Jesus is known of all. By our
acting, we must make so that our life is an echo
of his/her/its Life, and that this echo makes itself
hear the from end to end three times re. s we ready
to give our life so that our beloved Jesus is compensated
of all offenses that are made to him, or let's imitate
ourselves the Jews while shouting with them: &
laquoque him is crucifié!»?
My Jesus convicted, I want, by love for you, to
share your condemnation. And to comfort you, I want
to pour my love continually in you and to pour you
in the heart of all creatures to communicate your
Life to all.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.
Of 10h to 11h
My
Jesus, insatiable Love, I see that you don't give
yourself one instant of respite. I feel your ardent
Desires of love. Your Heart beats strong and, to
every Beating, I feel your burstings and your violences
of love. Capable to contain the fire that consumes
you, you get tired, you moan, you sigh and, to each
of your whining, I hear you to say: & laquoCroix!»
Every drop of your Blood proclaims: & laquoCroix!»
All your Pains, in which you drown as in an immense
sea, repeat: & laquoCroix!» And you exclaim:
& laquoÔ beloved Cross and wanted so ardently,
you only will save my children. In you I concentrate
all my Amour!»
Your enemies make you go in the court and, wanting
to make you take your clothes, remove you the crimson
of which you are covered. But what Suffering! It
would be easier to die that to see to stand you
so much! The garment clings to your crown of thorns
and they cannot remove it. Then, with an inhuman
cruelty, they pull to you suddenly and the garment
and the crown. This cruel stroke breaks several
thorns that stay driven in your Head. And your Blood
flows abundantly. You moan under the pain. But,
not worrying about your tortures, your enemies thread
you your garment, and put back you the crown again.
And as they are urgent it strongly on your Head,
the thorns you arrive until the Eyes and to the
Ears; so that there is not no part of your infinitely
holy Head that feels the pains of it. Your Suffering
is so big that you vacillate, aspens of the head
to the feet and that you are about to die. And of
your languid and full Eyes of Blood, it is with
difficulty that you look at me to ask me of help
in this extreme distress.
My Jesus, King of the Pains, let me to sustain you
and to tighten you on my heart. I would like to
take the fire that devours you to reduce in ashes
your enemies and to put you to the shelter. But
you, you don't want, because your Desires of the
Cross make themselves more ardent, and that you
want to sacrifice immediately on her for all, even
for your enemies! But while I tighten myself on
your Heart and than you you tighten yourself on
mine, you tell to me: & laquoMon child, let
me give free course to my Love and, with me, repair
for those that, while making the good, dishonor
me. These Jews make me take my clothes more for
me déconsidérer before the people, in order to convince
it that I am a malefactor. Apparently, the action
to clothe me is good but, in their heart, it is
bad. How many people make good works, manage the
sacraments or frequent them, but to human ends,
otherwise frankly bad.
& laquoLe well, when he/it is made badly, door
to the toughness. I want to be crowned a second
time, with crueller Sufferings than to the first,
to break this toughness, and for so to attract the
men to me. Ah! my child, this second coronation
I am a lot more painful than the first; I feel my
Head as if she/it swam in the thorns. And to every
movement that I make or to every shock that one
gives to me, these are as many cruel deaths as I
live. I repair thus for those that, instead of thinking
about their own sanctification, vanish and reject
my Grace, while me, I moan and want their salute
ardently. Ah! I make all to like the creatures and
these make all to offend me! You at least, don't
let me only in my Pains and in my Réparations!»s
My tortured Good, with you I repair, with you I
suffer. There I see that your enemies make you fall
in a staircase. And after, feverishly, they make
you arrive to the Cross, all ready, that with so
ardent Desires you look for. It is with Love that
you look at it and that, of an assured Step, you
approach to seize of it to you. But first, you give
him a Kiss. And while your infinitely holy Humanity
shivers of joy, you look at it and in measures the
length and the width. You establish a portion of
it for every creature. You endow some sufficiently
for each, in order to bind it to the Divinity by
the bond of matrimony and to return her heiress
of Kingdom of the Heaven. Then, capable to contain
the love with which you like us, you restart to
give him some Kissings and you tell to him:
& adored laquoCroix, finally I kiss you. You
are the ardent Desire of my Heart, the martyrdom
of my Love. You lingered until now, while it was
always toward you that my Steps headed. Saint Cross,
it is here below you the goal of my existence. In
you I concentrate all my to be, in you I place all
my children. You will be their life, their light,
their defense, their guard and their strength; you
will rescue them in all things and you will bring
them to me glorious to the Sky. & laquoÔ Cross,
chair of Wisdom, you only will teach the true holiness,
you only will form the heroes, the athletes, the
martyrs, the saints. Beautiful Cross, it is you
my Throne. And while I must leave this earth, you,
you will always be mine. I give you in dowry all
souls; keeps them to me, save them to me. Me you
the confie!»
And, anxious, you make it to you to place on your
infinitely holy Shoulders. Ah! my Jesus, your Cross
is too light for your Love. But to his/her/its weight
is added the one of our mistakes, as heavy as the
whole earth. Oh my Good, you feel crushed under
the weight of so many mistakes; your Soul quivers
of horror to their view and it feels the pain of
each. Your Holiness is shaken before so much ugliness
and, therefore, while receiving the Cross on your
Shoulders, you vacillate, the breath misses to you,
and of your infinitely holy Humanity sinks a deadly
sweat.
My Love, my soul doesn't support to let you only.
I want to share with you the weight of your Cross
and, to raise the weight of our mistakes, I tighten
myself against your Feet; I want to give you in
the name of all creatures of the love for whoever
don't like you, of the praises for whoever despise
you, the blessings, acknowledgments, the obedience
for all. My Jesus, for all offenses that you will
receive, I want to offer you my person to repair.
I want to make the acts opposed to the offenses
that the creatures make to you, and to comfort you
by my kissings and my continual acts of love. But
I know strong although I am too miserable and that
I need you to be able to repair indeed. Therefore,
I unite to your infinitely holy Humanity. I unite
my thoughts to yours to repair my bad thoughts and
those of all, I unite my eyes to yours to repair
the bad looks, my mouth to her yours to repair the
blasphemies and the bad conversations, my heart
to yours to repair the tendencies, the affections
and the bad desires. In a word, I want to repair
everything that your infinitely holy Humanity repairs
while uniting me to your infinite Love and to the
very immense that you make to all.
But I am not even happy; I want to unite to your
Divinity. I want to lose my nothing in your Divinity
and, so, I will be able all to give you. I give
you your Love to mop your bitterness, your Heart
in repair of our coldness, of our lacks of reciprocity,
our ingratitudes and our lack of love. I give you
your Harmonies to compensate you of the outrages
that you receive by the blasphemies. I give you
your Beauty to compensate you of the ugliness of
our soul when she/it is soiled by the sin. I give
you your Purity to compensate you of our lacks of
straightforwardness of intention and the mud that
cover so many souls. I give you your Ardor to burn
all sins and to warm all hearts, so that all like
you, and that no one offends you more. In short,
I give you everything that you are to give you a
total satisfaction, an eternal and infinite Love.
My infinitely patient Jesus, you make your first
Steps under the immense weight of the Cross, and
I unite my steps to yours. And when, weak, bled
to white and vacillating, you will be about to fall,
I will be at your side to sustain you; I will lend
you my shoulders to share with you the weight of
the Cross. Don't disdain myself, but accept me as
your faithful companion.
Oh Jesus, I see that you repair for all those that
don't carry with resignation their cross, that swears,
irritate, commit suicide or makes some murders.
You implore for all resignation to their own cross.
But you feel crushed under your Cross. You are some
to your first Steps with her, and already you fall
under his/her/its weight. And, while falling, you
knock some stones, the thorns penetrate more in
your Head, and all your Wounds worsen and let sink
new Blood. And as you don't have strength to raise
you, your enemies, angry, try to put back you on
foot by kicks and hustles. My fallen Love under
the Cross, let me help you to put back you on foot.
I kiss you, I wipe your Blood and I want to repair
for those that sin by ignorance or fragility. I
ask you to help these souls.
Jesus, my Life, through extraordinary Sufferings,
your enemies managed to put back you on foot, and
while you walk while vacillating, I hear your Breath
out of breath; your Heart beats stronger and new
Pains transfix you; you shake the Head to rid you
the Eyes of Blood that fill them, and, anxious,
you watch. Ah! my Jesus, I understood everything:
it is your Mom that, like a plaintive dove, try
to meet you. She/it wants to tell you a last speech
and to receive a last Look of you. You see it that,
discerning in the crowd, wants to all price to see
you, to kiss you and to make you a last adieu. And
you feel his/her/its torn Heart: you are afflicted
to see his/her/its deadly paleness and all your
Pains that, according to his/her/its Love for you,
are reproduced in her. If she/it lives, it is a
pure miracle of your Omnipotence. You make some
steps to meet it, but it is to big pain that you
can exchange a Look! What transpercements in your
two Hearts! The soldiers perceive some and, by hustles,
they prevent that the Mom and the Son communicate
together. They are such your reciprocal Sufferings
that, petrified of Pain, your Mom is about to succumb.
The faithful Jean and the holy women sustain it,
while you, again, you fall under the weight of the
Cross. Then, what your Mom cannot make by means
of her Body because one prevents of it to him, she
makes it by means of his/her/its Soul: she/it enters
in you, makes his Want it of the eternal and, associating
to all your Pains, she/it serves you as Mom, she/it
gives you the Kissings, redone you, relieves you,
and pour in all your Wounds the balm of his/her/its
aching Love!
My Jesus overwhelmed of Pains, I unite to your Mom
grief-stricken. I want to make mine all your Pains
and, in every drop of your Blood and in each of
your Wounds, I want to use mom. With her, and with
yourself, I want to repair for those that make the
dangerous meetings, that expose themselves on the
occasions of sin. My Jesus, having fallen again
under the Cross, you moan. The soldiers fear that
you die before the time under the weight of so many
Sufferings and by the loss of so much Blood. Nevertheless,
it is with whip and with foot that with a lot of
pain they arrive to bring back you on your feet.
And you you repair the falls repeated in the sin,
the serious offenses committed by people various
classes, and you pray for the conversion of the
obstinate sinners.
My Love, while I come with you in your Damages,
I see that you choke under the enormous weight of
the Cross. You tremble of everywhere. The thorns,
because of the unceasing shocks that you receive,
penetrate more and more in your Head. The heavy
Cross penetrates more and more in your Shoulder;
it makes a Wound so deep that it discovers some
the Bones there. To each of your Steps, he/it seems
that you die, what puts you in the quasi-impossibility
to go from the before. But your Love, that can all,
give you strength of it. And whereas the Cross penetrates
in your Shoulder, you repair for the hidden sins.
My Jesus, let me put my shoulder under the Cross
to relieve you, and let me repair with you the secret
sins. For fear that you die under the Cross, your
enemies oblige the Cyrénéen to help you to carry
it. He/it makes it of bad will, while grumbling.
It is not by love that he/it helps you, but because
one obliges it there. In your Heart all laments
of those reverberate that miss resignation in the
suffering, and you repair their revolts, their angers,
and their contempt of the suffering. But you are
afflicted well more when you see that your dedicated
souls flee you, those that you call like companions
and helps in your Suffering. If you tighten them
on you with pain, they clear themselves to go in
search of the pleasures. And so they let you only
to suffer!
My Jesus, while I repair with you, I ask you to
tighten me in your Arms. Make it so greatly that
there is not any Pain that you suffer and to which
I take part, so that I am transformed by these pains
and that I compensate you for the abandonment of
the creatures. My Jesus, it is to big pain that,
quite bent, you advance. But I see that you stop
and look for the Look. My Heart, that this is that
is? What do you want? Ah! it is Véronique that,
not fearing anything, bring himself with courage
and wipe your Face all covered of Blood. And you,
in sign of approval, you let printed on his/her/its
linen your saint Face. My generous Jesus, I also
want to be to wipe your saint Face. Not with a linen,
but I want to offer me all myself to relieve you,
I want to enter in your heart of hearts and to give
you, oh Jesus, palpitation for Palpitation, breath
for Breath, affection for Affection, desire for
Desire. I hear to plunge me in your infinitely holy
Intelligence and, making march in the immensity
of your Will all these Palpitations, Breaths, Affections
and Desires, I want to multiply them endlessly.
I want, oh my Jesus, to form waves of palpitations,
so that no bad beating reverberates in your Heart
and that so are eased your interior bitterness.
I want to form waves of saints affections and saints
desires to move away of you all bad affection and
all bad desire that could sadden your Heart. I want,
oh my Jesus, to form waves of saints thoughts, to
move away of you all thought that could displease
you. I will be very attentive, oh Jesus, so that
nothing afflicts you more and don't add to your
interior Pains. Oh Jesus, that all my heart of hearts
swims in the immensity of yours. So I will be able
to find enough love there and of Will to make so
that doesn't enter in you anything that displeases
to you.
Oh my Jesus, I ask you to seal my thoughts in yours,
my will in her yours, my desires in yours, my affections
in yours, my feelings in yours, so that once under
seal, they don't find life that in you. I pray you
again, oh my Jesus, to accept my poor body that
I want to reduce in pieces by love for you, to reduce
it in extremely small parcels, to deposit them on
each of your Wounds. On this Wound joined to the
numerous blasphemies of the creatures, I put, oh
Jesus, a parcel of my body so that she/it always
tells to you: & laquoJe you bénis!» On this
Wound joined to the human ingratitudes, I put a
parcel of my body to testify you my gratitude. On
this Wound that makes you suffer so much because
of coldness and the lack of love of my brothers
and sisters humans, I put a lot of parcels of my
flesh, so that they always tell to you: & laquoJe
likes you, I like you, me you aime!» On this Wound
joined to the numerous irreverences towards your
infinitely holy Person, I put a parcel of myself,
so that it always tells to you: & laquoJe adores
you, I adore you, me you adore!»
Oh my Jesus, it is in all your Wounds that I want
to distribute me. In your Wounds poisoned by the
numerous incredulities, I want that parcels of my
body always tell to you: & laquoJe believes,
I believe in you, oh my Jesus, oh my God, and in
your holy Church, and I am ready to give my life
to reveal my Foi!» OH my Jesus, I immerse myself
in the immensity of your Will and, while making
it mine, I want to lock the soul of every creature
in the power of your infinitely holy Will in.
Oh Jesus, I have my blood that I want to pour like
a balm healing on your Wounds, to relieve you and
to heal you completely, again. I want again, oh
Jesus, to make march my thoughts in the heart of
the sinners, to scold them continually, so that
they don't dare pleased to take offense. And, by
your own Blood, make so that all give up before
my humble prayers. So I will be able to bring them
all to your Heart! There is another Grace, oh my
Jesus, that I ask you: it is that in everything
that I see, key and sense, it is always you that
I see, key and feels; and that your Picture and
your Name infinitely holy are engraved in my being's
parcel. Seeing a bad eye Véronique's gesture, your
enemies whip you, push you and put back you in walk.
But some Steps farther, you stop again. Even under
the weight of so many Pains, your Love doesn't stop
being active: seeing the holy women who cry because
of your Pains, you forget yourself yourself and
the consoles while telling to them: & laquoFilles,
don't cry on my Pains, but on your sins and on your
children. & raquo What sublime Teaching you
give us, oh Jesus! As she/it is soft, your Speech!
My Jesus, with you I repair the lacks of charity,
and I ask you for the Grace to forget me myself,
so that I only remember of you.
But, hearing you to speak, your enemies enter in
fury, they pull you with the ropes, push you with
so much rage that they make you fall. And, while
falling, you knock some stones. The weight of the
Cross crushes you and you feel to die! Let me to
sustain you and to protect my hands your infinitely
holy Face. I see that you touch soil and choke in
your Blood. Wanting to put back you on foot, your
enemies pull you with the ropes and by Hair and
give you some kicks, but all it in vain. You die,
my Jesus! What pain! My heart breaks of pain! It
is nearly while dragging you that they drive you
to Mount Calvary. While they drag you, I feel that
you repair all offenses of the souls dedicated that
you are of a big weight, so that all your efforts
to raise you are useless! And this is how, dragged
and strained to the feet, you arrive to Mount Calvary,
letting on your passage a red trace of your precious
Blood.
But here, new Sufferings wait for you. Again, the
soldiers pull you your clothes and your crown of
thorns. Ah! you moan while feeling you to pull the
thorns of the Head. And while they pull you your
clothes, they also pull the torn Fleshes that are
glued there. Your Wounds tear themselves, and it
is at streams that your Blood sinks. She/it is so
big your Suffering that, nearly died, you collapse.
But no one has mercy of you, oh my Good! On the
contrary, in a beastly fury, they hand you the crown
of thorns while hitting it strongly. Because of
all your lacerations and the dry stroke that they
give to your Hair accumulated in Blood coagulated,
your torture is extreme. Only the angels could say
what you endure, while, horrified, they divert their
looks and cry.
My Jesus stripped, allow me to tighten you on my
heart to warm you, because I see that you tremble
and that a sweat frozen of death invades your Humanity.
As I would like to give you my life and all my blood
to replace yours, that you spilled to give me life.
As if he/it looked at me of his/her/its moribund
Eyes, Jesus seems to tell me: & laquoMon child,
how much cost me the souls! It is here the place
where I wait for them all to save them, where I
want to repair the sins of those that are going
as far as deteriorating the beasts below and that
persist so to offend me that they come from it to
more power to live without sinning. Their reason
became blind and they sin as madmen. Here is why
a third time, one crowns me of thorns.
& laquoEt by my spoliation, I repair for those
that don the indecent clothes, for the sins against
the modesty, and for those that are bound so to
the riches, to honors and to the pleasures, that
they make themselves of it of the gods. Ah! yes!
each of these offenses is a death that I feel, and
if I don't die, it is because the Will of my Eternal
Father wants it ainsi!» My Very bare, while with
you I repair, I pray you that to the means of your
infinitely holy Hands you strip me of all and that
you allow no affection bad to enter in my heart.
Eve on him, surround it with your Pains, fill it
of your Love. That my life is anything else that
the repetition of it yours. Confirm by your blessing
my spoliation and give me strength to attend your
painful Crucifixion. That I am crucified with you!
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus carries his Cross. His/her/its Love for the
Cross, his/her/its Desire anxious to die on her
to save the souls, are immense! And us, as Jesus,
do we like the suffering? Can we say that our feelings
make echo to his/her/its divine Feelings, and than
us also, we want our cross? When do we suffer, do
we have the intention to make us Jesus' mates to
alleviate his/her/its Cross? How do we come with
it? And in the abuses that he/it receives, we are
always ready to give him our small sufferings in
relief of his?
When do we act, when we pray and when, under the
weight of interior pains, we feel the difficulty
in our sufferings, do we know how to present them
to Jesus, so that, like a veil wiping his/her/its
Sweats and his/her/its Blood, she/it fortifies it?
Oh my Jesus, always call me close to you, and be
always close to me, so that I always comfort you
by means of my sufferings.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.
Jesus, my Love; tired, but non replete to torment
you, your enemies strip you of your clothes to crucify
you.
Your
infinitely holy Body is if torn that you seem of
a lamb scraped. I see that you tremble of all your
Members. My heart tightens itself to see to bleed
you of all parts of your Body!
But, oh unspeakable Suffering, while removing you
your clothes, they pulled you another time your
crown of thorns. Then, for the third time, they
drove it to you on the Head, making you feel the
extraordinary Sufferings, adding to the previous
Injuries of even more painful others. Ah! my Jesus,
at the time of this third coronation of thorns,
you repair the perfidy of the man and his/her/its
persistence in the sin! My Jesus, if the love had
not sustained you, you would certainly have died
because of the bitterness of the Suffering that
you endured at the time of this third coronation
of thorns. But I see that you cannot resist the
Suffering anymore and, the Eyes covered with Blood,
you watch to see if there would not be someone that
wants to sustain you in so many Sufferings and confusion.
My soft Well, my dear Life, here you are not alone
as the last night; has your Mom grief-stricken,
that, the Heart transfixed by an intense Suffering,
sudden as many deaths as you endures Pains! There
is also Marie Madeleine full of love and the faithful
Jean that, at the sight of your Pains, remain mute
of pain. Do say me, my Love, who you to sustain
you in so many Sufferings want? Of grace, permit
that I come, me that, more that all, feel the need
to be close to you in these moments. Your dear Mom
and the other yield me the place. And has, oh Jesus,
that I approach of you. I kiss you and I ask you
to push your Head on my shoulder and to make me
feel the Injuries of your thorns in repair of all
offenses committed in the thoughts of the creatures.
My Love, of grace, tighten me on you; I want to
kiss, one by one, the drops of Blood that flow on
your holy Face. That each of these drops is a light
for every created intelligence, so that no doesn't
offend you by bad thoughts.
Enter time, my Jesus, you look at the Cross that
your enemies are preparing you. You hear the strokes
of hammer by which they make the holes to drive
the nails that will hold you crucified. And your
Heart beats very strong, shuddering of divine drunkenness.
He/it wants ardently that you spread on this bed
of pain, to seal your death the salute of our souls.
And I hear you to say: & laquoDe grace, oh Cross,
receive me quickly in your Arms. I am impatient
to wait! Saint Cross, it is on you that I come all
to accomplish. Quickly, Cross, achieve the ardent
Desire that consumes me to give life to the souls.
Don't linger, it is with anxiety that I wait to
spread me on you to open the Sky to all my children.
Oh Cross, he/it is true that you are my martyrdom
but, shortly, you will also be my victory and my
most complete triumph. And it is by you that I will
give copious inheritances, victories, triumphs and
crowns to my children. & raquo And while Jesus
speaks thus, his/her/its executioners order him
to spread on the Cross. He/it obeys to them expeditiously,
repairing our disobediences thus. My Love, before
you spread on the Cross, allow me to tighten you
stronger on my heart and to kiss your bloody Injuries.
Listen, oh Jesus, I don't want to let you; with
you I want to spread on the Cross and to remain
with you.
The true love doesn't support the separation. Forgive
the boldness of my love and concede me to remain
crucified with you. And you see, my to stretch Love,
that I am not the only one that asks you for it;
has your Mom grief-stricken also, as well as the
inseparable Marie Madeleine and the beloved Jean.
All, we tell to you that it will be more tolerable
to remain nailed with you on your Cross that crucified
you only to see! With you I offer myself therefore,
to the Eternal Father, identified with your Will,
with your Heart, with your Damages and with all
your Sufferings. Ah! He/it seems that my adorable
Jesus tells to me: & laquoMon child, you preceded
my Love. Here is my Will: that all those that like
me are crucified with me. Ah! come to spread therefore
with me on the Cross and I will give you life by
my Life. You will be the beloved of my Coeur!»
And has, my soft Well, that you spread on the Cross.
You look with Love and Sweetness at your executioners
who have to the hand the nails and the hammers to
nail you. And you make them a soft invitation to
ask for your Crucifixion. With an inhuman ferocity,
they take you the right hand, fix the nail on the
palm, and with hammer drive it in your holy Hand,
making take this nail of the side opposed of the
Cross. She/it is so big your Pain that you tremble
some. The Light of your beautiful Eyes slips out
and your infinitely holy Face becomes pale and seems
of the one of a dead. Saint right hand of my Jesus,
I give you a kiss, I sympathize with you, I adore
you, and I thank you for me and for all. I ask you
for as many souls as you receive strokes, so that
you free them of the eternal condemnation. I ask
you to wash in your infinitely precious Blood as
many souls as you pour drops of Blood. Oh my Jesus,
because of the cruel Pain that you endure, I ask
you to open the Sky to all and to bless all creatures.
That your blessing calls to the conversion all sinners
and in light of the faith all heretics and the infidels.
Oh Jesus, my soft Life, your torment does begin
only. Now that your executioners finished to nail
you the right hand, here it is that with an extraordinary
cruelty they take your left Hand and pull it so
violently to send her to the already drilled hole
that the joints of your Arms and your Shoulders
are dislocated some and, because of the strength
of this Pain, even your Legs become stiff and convulsive.
Then, with ferocity, as for your right hand, they
nail it on the Cross.
Oh left Hand of my Jesus, I give you a kiss, I sympathize
with you, I adore you, I thank you and I pray you,
because of the strokes that you receive and of the
cruel Pains that you undergo, to allow the souls
of the purgatory at the moment to be freed. Yes,
oh Jesus, because of the Blood that you pour this
Hand, I ask you to extinguish the flames that burn
these souls. That this Blood cooled them and relieve
them, and is them a beneficial bath to purify them
of all stain and to prepare them to the beatific
vision.
My Love and my All, because of this smarting Pain,
I ask you to close the hell to all souls and to
keep the thunderbolts of the divine Justice irritated
by our mistakes! Make in sort, oh Jesus, that this
divine Justice calms itself, that it doesn't make
rain the divine curses on our earth, and that open
up the treasures of the divine Mercy to the profit
of all. My Jesus, between your Arms, I place the
world and all human generations, and I pray you,
oh my soft Love, by your versed Blood, not to refuse
the forgiveness to anyone and to grant to each the
salute of his/her/its soul. Don't exclude anybody,
oh Jesus!
My Love, Jesus, your enemies pursue in their atrocities.
With a diabolic ferocity, they take your infinitely
holy Feet, contracted by the big Pain felt at the
time of the nailing of the Hands, and they pull
them so much that are dislocated some your Knees,
your Coast and all Bones of your Chest. My heart
doesn't resist, my dear Good; I see your beautiful
eclipsed Eyes and veiled by Blood. Your livid Lips
contort themselves, your Cheeks dig themselves,
your Teeth collide, while your Chest pants. Oh!
my Love, how much I would take your place gladly
to save you so much Suffering! I want, on all your
Members, to give you for all one balm, a kiss, a
comfort, a repair,.
My Jesus, they put you a Foot on the other and drive
a nail there without tip. Saints Feet of my Jesus,
I give you a kiss, I adore you, I thank you and
I pray you, because of the extreme Pains that you
suffer and of the Blood that you pour, to contain
all souls in your infinitely holy Wounds.
Oh Jesus, don't disdain anybody! That your nails
nail our powers, so that they don't move away of
you; that they nail our heart, so that he/it is
always fixed to yours; that they nail all our feelings,
so that they don't adhere to no taste that comes
of you. Oh my Jesus crucified, I see you all gory
as if you had swum in a bloodbath, this Blood that
asks continually for the souls. By the power of
this Blood, oh Jesus, I ask you that no soul run
away of you!
Oh Jesus, I approach of your tortured Heart. I see
that you are not able to some anymore, but the love
shouts even stronger: & laquoSouffrances, Sufferings,
more Souffrances!» My Jesus, I kiss you, I sympathize
with you, I adore you and I thank you for me and
for all. Jesus, I want to push my head on your Heart
to feel what you endure during your painful Crucifixion.
Ah! if he/it had not already been enacted that a
spear will transfix you the Heart, the flames of
your Love himself frayeraient a path and would make
it explode!
These flames call the souls filled of love to establish
their home in your Heart. Oh Jesus, by your infinitely
precious Blood, I ask you for the holiness for these
souls. Of grace, don't let them leave your Heart
ever. Multiply the vocations of the souls victims,
so that they continue your Life on the earth. Oh
Jesus, that the flames of your Heart burn me and
consume me, that your Blood embellished me, that
your Love holds me still nailed to the Cross for
the suffering and the repair.
Oh my Jesus, after having nailed you the Hands and
the Feet, the executioners return the Cross to clinch
the nails, coercive thus your adorable Face to touch
soil. And you, you give a Kiss to this soil covered
with blood of your Blood. By this Kiss, you kiss
all souls and the dregs to your Love, sealing their
salute. Oh Jesus, let me take your place, and while
the executioners clinch the nails, make so that
these strokes also wound me and nail me entire to
your Love. My Jesus, while the thorns penetrate
more and more in your Head, I want to offer you
all my thoughts, so that, as loving kissing, they
comfort you and ease the bitterness of your thorns.
Your Language is nearly attached to your Palace
because of the bitterness of the gall and your ardent
thirst. To stem your thirst, oh my Jesus, you would
like that all hearts of the creatures overflow with
love. But, as you don't receive this love, you burn
more and more. My soft Love, I want to send you
streams of love, to lessen the bitterness of the
gall and your ardent thirst.
Oh Jesus, I see that to every movement that you
make, the Wounds of your Hands tear themselves more
and the Pain becomes more intense. My dear Good,
to compensate you of this Suffering and to calm
you, I offer you the holy works of all creatures.
Oh Jesus, how much you suffer in your infinitely
holy Feet! All Movements of your infinitely sacred
Body seem to reverberate in them and there is not
anybody close to you to sustain you and to ease
somewhat the bitterness of your Sufferings! My soft
Life, I would like to unite the steps of the creatures
of all generations and to send them to you all,
so that they come to comfort you in your hard Pains.
Oh my Jesus, as he/it is tortured your poor Heart!
How to comfort you in so many Sufferings? I will
dive in you, I will immerse my heart in yours, my
desires in yours. I will unite my love to yours,
so that, by your fire, is burnt the heart of all
creatures and destroyed all profane loves. Your
sacred Heart in will be comforted, and me, from
now, I promise to remain nailed always at your infinitely
in love Heart by the nails of your Desires, your
Love and your Will. Oh my Jesus, I want to be crucified
in you. Don't permit that I open myself the least,
so that I can like you and to repair for all and
to calm the Suffering that you procure the creatures
by their mistakes. My good Jesus, I see that your
enemies raise the heavy wood of the Cross and let
it fall in the hole foreseen to this effect. And
you, my soft Love, you are suspended between sky
and earth. At the moment solemn, you turn toward
the Father and a weak Voice you tell to him: &
holy laquoPère, I loaded all sins of the world;
doesn't have mistake that has been poured on me.
Therefore, don't unload anymore on the men the curses
of your divine Justice, but make it on me, your
Son. Oh Father, allow me to bind all souls to this
Cross and, by my Blood and my Wounds, to get the
forgiveness for all.
& laquoÔ Father, see to what state I am reduced!
Because of this Cross, according to these Sufferings,
lead in all a real conversion, the peace, the forgiveness
and the holiness. Cut court to your fury against
the poor humanity, against my children; they are
blind and don't know what they make. See to what
pitiable state I am reduced because of them. If
you don't pity on them, that softened you at least
my soiled Face of spits, covered with Blood, livid
and swollen because of the numerous slaps and the
numerous strokes that I received. Mercy, my Father!
It was I most beautiful of all, and now, I am quite
disfigured; I became the abjectness of all. To all
price, I want to save the poor créatures!» My Jesus,
is he/it possible that you like us so much? Your
Love grinds my heart. Oh! I would like to visit
all creatures and to show them your Face if disfigured
because of them, to move them of compassion towards
you. Thanks to the Light that your Face transmits
and to the charming Strength of your Love, make
understand them that you are and that are the creatures
who dare to offend you, so that they prostrate before
you, adore you and glorify you.
My adorable Jesus crucified, the creature always
irritates the divine Justice while letting come
out of his/her/its mouth of horrible blasphemies,
the imprecations, the maledictions and the bad conversations.
Ah! all these voices deaden the earth and, discerning
until in the Heaven, overwhelm the divine hearing.
Oh! as the divine Justice feels pushed to throw
his/her/its curses on the earth! Oh! as these horrible
blasphemies provoke the divine fury against the
creatures! But, oh Jesus, by your supreme Love,
you face these dissonant voices and, of your almighty
and creative Voice, you shout: & laquoMiséricorde,
Graces and Love for the créatures!» And to pacify
the Father's indignation, you tell to him: &
laquoMon Father, look at me, don't listen to the
voices of the creatures, but mine; it is I that
satisfy for all. I ask you to look at the creature
in me. If you look at it out of me, that he of her
will be some? She/it is weak, ignoramus, capable
to make the pain only. She/it is filled of all miseries.
Mercy, mercy for the poor creature! Me I answer
for her by my bitter returned Language by the gall,
dry by the thirst, burnt by the Amour.»,
My Jesus saddened, my voice, melted in it yours,
wants to face all these offenses, to all these blasphemies,
to be able to change all human voices in voice of
blessings and praises. My Jesus crucified, before
your big Love and your big Suffering, the creature
doesn't give up. On the contrary, you scornful,
she/it commits mistake after mistake, making the
enormous sacrileges, of the homicides, the suicides,
the duels, the fraud, the deceptions, the cruelties
and the treasons. Ah! all these bad works weighed
the Arm of your celestial Father, that, capable
to sustain the weight of so many mistakes, is about
to make fall the destruction on the earth. And you,
oh my Jesus, to subtract the creature to the divine
Fury, you stretch the Arms toward the Father, you
disarm it and prevent that his/her/its Justice follows
its course. And for the touch of compassion towards
the miserable humanity, you tell him of your most
persuasive Voice: & laquoMon Father, look at
these torn Hands and these nails that transfix them.
In these Hands I feel the atrocious Sufferings that
I procure all these bad works. You are not happy,
oh Father, of my Sufferings? Am I incapable to satisfy
you? Yes, my dislocated Arms will always be the
chains that will hold hurried on me the poor creatures,
so that they don't escape to me, with the exception
of those that will leave me by strength. My Arms
will be the chains in love that will keep you, Father,
to stop you from destroying the poor creatures.
On the contrary, I will attract you more and more
close to them, so that you pour on them your Graces
of miséricorde!»
My Jesus, your Love is a soft enchantment for me
and push myself to make what you make. Therefore,
with you I want to prevent, at the cost of any suffering,
that the divine Justice follows its course against
the poor Humanity. By the Blood that sinks your
Hands, I want to calm the fury of this Justice.
Permit that I deposit in your Arms the sufferings
and the tearings of all men, of all afflicted hearts
and oppressed. Allow me to deposit all creatures
in your Arms, so that all come back to your Heart.
Permit that, by the power of your creative Hands,
I stop the progress of so many bad works and that
I divert all people from to make the pain. My agreeable
Jesus crucified, the creature wants to drink until
the bottom the dregs of the mistake and short like
a madwoman on the way of the pain; she commits mistake
after mistake, disobeys your Laws and rebel against
you. And as to make you a supplementary spitefulness,
she/it wants to go to hell.
Oh! as is indignant the supreme Majesty! And you,
oh my Jesus, to calm the divine Father, you make
him to see your holy torn Humanity, dislocated,
horribly tortured; you show him your transfixed
Feet, twisted by the atrocity of the Sufferings.
And I hear your Voice, more touching than ever that,
by the strength of your Love and your Suffering,
wants to defeat the creature and to triumph over
the paternal Heart: & laquoMon Father, look
at me of the head to the feet: there is not any
healthy part in me; I don't have a place anymore
where to make to open me of other wounds and to
procure me of other Sufferings: if you don't lull
to this spectacle of love, what be able to ever
calm you? Oh creatures, if you don't give up owing
so much love, what hope remained to me him to bring
you to the conversion? My Wounds and my Blood will
always be the paths that will make come down from
the Sky to the earth of the Graces to repent, of
forgiveness and compassion for tous!»,
My Jesus, crucified Lover, I see that you are not
able to some anymore. The horrible tension that
you undergo on the Cross, the continuous grinding
of your Bones that falls apart more to every small
Movement, your Fleshes that tear themselves more
and more, the ardent thirst that consumes you, the
interior Pains that water you and, with all it,
the human ingratitude that, like an impetuous wave,
penetrate until in your transfixed Heart, oppress
you so much that, not resisting the weight of so
many martyrdoms, your infinitely holy Humanity is
about to die out. Being delirious of love and Sufferings,
she/it asks for help and mercy! Done Jesus crucify,
is he possible that you that govern all and deals
life to all, do you ask for help? Ah! as I would
like to penetrate in every drop of your Blood and
to pour mine to relieve each of your Wounds, to
pacify and to make less painful the sting of every
thorn. I would like to penetrate in every interior
pain of your Heart to relieve your bitterness. I
would like to give you life for Life. If it was
possible to me, I would like to open you of the
Cross to put me to your place. But I see that I
am not anything and are not able to anything, being
too petty. Oh Jesus, give me your own being. I will
take life in you, and I will give you to yourself.
So I will satisfy my most ardent desires.
Oh Jesus tortured, I see that your infinitely holy
Humanity is close to die out, no for yourself, but
to accomplish our Redemption. You need divine help
and you throw yourself in your Father's Arms, asking
him for help and help. Oh! as the divine Father
softens to look at the horrible Suffering of your
Humanity, the terrifying destruction that the mistake
made on your infinitely holy Members! To satisfy
your ardent Desires of love, he/it tightens you
on his/her/its paternal Heart and gives you the
necessary help to accomplish our Redemption. And
while he/it tightens you, you feel in your Heart
to repeat itself/themselves more strongly the strokes
on the nails, the bites of the whips, the tearings
of your Wounds, the stings of the thorns. Oh! as
the Father is hit some! As he/it is indignant to
see that all these Pains you are inflicted until
in your Heart by souls that you are dedicated! And
in his/her/its Suffering, he/it says: & laquoEst
him possible, my Son, that not even the souls elected
by you all are with you? On the contrary, he/it
seems that these souls come in your Heart to sadden
you and to procure you an even more painful death.
And what is worse, all these Sufferings that they
procure you are covered with hypocrisy. Ah! Son,
I cannot contain my indignation anymore before the
ingratitude of these souls that afflicts me more
that all other creatures ensemble!»
But you, oh my Jesus, triumphant of all, you even
defend these souls, you dam up by the immense love
of your Heart the waves of the bitterness and injuries
that they procure to you and, to pacify the Father,
you tell to him: & laquoMon Father, look at
my Heart: that all these Sufferings satisfy you
and that more they are cruel more they are powerful
on your Father's Heart to get them Graces, Light
and Forgiveness. My Father, don't reject them, they
will be my defenders who will continue my Life on
the earth. & raquo
My Life, oh my Jesus crucified, I see that you continue
to agonize on the Cross because, all to accomplish,
your Love is not yet satisfied. Me also, I want
to agonize with you. And you all, angels and holy,
come on the Calvary mount to contemplate the excesses
and the madness of a God's love! Together, let's
kiss his/her/its bloody Wounds, let's adore them,
let's sustain his/her/its torn Members, and let's
thank it of the accomplished Redemption. Let's throw
a look on the afflicted Mother, that feels as many
Pains and deaths in his/her/its immaculate Heart
that she/it sees some at his/her/its Son God. His/her/its
own clothes are impregnated of Blood. The Calvary
mount is quite enameled some. All together, let's
take this Blood, let's ask the Mother afflicted
to unite to us, let's divide between ourselves the
whole world, and let's go help all people. Let's
help those in danger so that they don't perish,
those that fell so that they stand up, those that
are about to fall so that they don't fall. Let's
give this Blood to all blinds, so that was resplendent
on them the Light of the Truth.
In particular, let's go among the fighters, let's
serve them heedful sentries and, if they are about
to be reached by the enemy's bullets, let's receive
them in our arms to comfort them. And if they are
abandoned of all, if they are desperate by their
sad fate, let's give them this Blood, so that they
resign themselves and that is eased them the atrocity
of their sufferings. And if we see some that are
about to fall in hell, let's give them this divine
Blood, that contains the Graces of the Redemption,
and let's pull them to Satan! And while I will hold
tight Jesus on my heart to defend it and all to
repair, I will tighten all these people on your
Heart, so that all get the Grace of the conversion,
strength and the salute.
Enter time, I see, oh Jesus, that Blood flows to
streams of your Hands and your Feet. The angels,
crying, make circle around you, admiring the prodigies
of your Love. I see your soft Mom with the foot
of the Cross, transfixed of Pain, your dear Marie
Madeleine, your beloved Jean, all taken by an ecstasy
of stupor, love and pain! Oh Jesus, I unite to you,
I tighten myself on your Cross, I take all drops
of your Blood and I pour them in my heart. When
I will see your angry Justice against the sinners,
then, to pacify you, I will show you this Blood.
When I will want the conversion of obstinate souls
in the mistake, I will show you this Blood and,
because of him, you won't reject my prayer, because
I will have the pledge of your own Blood in my hands.
And now, my crucified Good, in the name of all past,
present and future generations, with your Mom and
with all angels, I prostrate before you and I tell
to you: & laquoNous adores you, oh Christ and
we bless you, because you purchased the world by
your holy Croix!»
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus crucified obeys to the executioners; he accepts
with Love all abuses and the pains that they inflict
to him. Because of the big Love that Jesus felt
for our souls, he found in the Cross his/her/its
daybed. And us, in all our pains, we rest ourselves
of it him? By our patience and our love, can we
say that we prepare a bed in our heart for Jesus?
While Jesus is crucified, he has there so much in
him no part internal that external that feels a
special pain. And us, do we keep crucified us with
him, at least by our main senses? When we take pleasure
to a vain conversation or to another similar entertainment,
then Jesus remains nailed to the Cross. But if this
same taste, we sacrifice it by love for him, then
we open Jesus and we nail ourselves ourselves. Do
we keep still our intelligence, our heart and all
our to be nailed by the nails of his/her/its holy
Will? While he/it is crucified, Jesus looks with
Love at his/her/its executioners. And us, by love
for him, we look with love at those that wound us?
My Jesus crucified, that your nails are driven in
my heart, so that he has there in me no beating,
no affection, no desire that feels the stings of
these nails. And that the blood that my heart will
pour is a balm that relieves all your Wounds.
Of noon to 13h Well crucified, I see you on the
Cross as on your Throne of triumph, conquering all
thing and all hearts, and to attract them to you
in such a way that all feel your Power suprahumain.
The nature, horrified by your state, prostrates
before you and, in silence, waits for Words of you,
to return you honor and to make recognize your domination.
The sun, while crying, withdraw his/her/its light,
capable to support to see you in this state. The
hell feels terror and, silent, waits. All is silence.
Your Mom grief-stricken and your supporters are
mute and petrified to the painful view of your Humanity
torn and dislocated. Silent, they wait for a Speech
of you! Your Humanity, that lies in an ocean of
Pains and in the atrocious Sufferings of your Agony
on the Cross, is silent. One fears that of a Breathing
to the other you die!
And what of other? The treacherous Jews and your
pitiless executioners that, until all lately, offended
you, ridiculed you, called you impostor and malefactor,
the thieves whom you blasphemed, all are quiet now;
remorse invades them, and if there is even some
insult that they try to make you, it dies on their
lips. But discerning in your heart of hearts, I
see that your Love overflows and torments you more
more that your other Sufferings. You cannot contain
it. Constrained by this Love, you speak like this
God that you are, you raise your dying Eyes skywards
and you exclaim of a strong and moving Voice: &
laquoPère, forgive to them, because they don't know
that that them font!»
And, again, you withdraw in the silence, dived in
extraordinary Sufferings. Done Jesus crucify, so
much love is he possible? Ah! after so many Sufferings
and abuses, your first Speech is one of forgiveness
of it: you excuse us before the Father of so many
sins! This Speech, you make it descend in all heart
after the mistake, and it is you the first to offer
the Forgiveness. But many reject this Forgiveness.
And then your Love becomes madman bus, burning of
ardor, it wants to give to all Pardon and the Kiss
of peace! To this Speech of forgiveness, the hell
trembles and recognizes you for God, the nature
and all men are stunned, and they recognize your
Divinity, your inextinguishable Love. Silent, they
wait to see how far it will go. And it is not only
your Voice, but also your Blood and your Wounds
that shout at every heart after the sin: & laquoViens
in my Arms that I forgive to you; the seal of my
Forgiveness is my Blood. & raquo OH my agreeable
Jesus, repeat this Speech to all sinners. Implore
for all Mercy divine. Wall lamp to all infinite
merits of your infinitely precious Blood. For all,
continue to calm the divine Justice. Give your thanks
to the one that, being in the situation to forgive,
feels incapable to make it.
My Jesus crucified, during these three hours so
bitter of agony, you want all to accomplish, and
while, silent, you are on this Cross, I see that
in your heart of hearts, you want to satisfy the
Father in all things. You thank it instead all,
you satisfy instead all. For all, you ask for forgiveness
and, for all, you implore the Grace that they don't
offend you more ever. And to get all it of the Father,
you sum up before him all your Life, of the first
instant of your Conception until your last Breath.
My Jesus, infinite Love, also let me sum up all
your Life with you, with your inconsolable Mom,
with Jean saint and with the holy women. My soft
Jesus, I thank you for the numerous thorns that
transfixed your adorable Head, of the versed drops
of Blood because of them, of the strokes received
on them, of Hair that one pulled to you. I thank
you for all the although you made and all the although
you got us by your Prayers. Thank you for lights
and the good inspirations that you gave us. Thank
you for all times that you forgave our sins of pride
and self-esteem.
I ask you for forgiveness in the name of all, oh
my Jesus, for all times that we crowned you of thorns,
for all drops of Blood that you made ourselves pour
your infinitely holy Head, for all times that we
didn't answer your inspirations. Because of all
these Pains suffered by you, I pray you, oh good
Jesus, to get us the Grace of more to commit sins
ever in our thoughts. I want again to offer you
everything that you endured in your infinitely holy
Head to give you all this glory that the creatures
would have given to you if they had made good use
of their intelligence. & laquoLouez the Lord
all peoples, celebrate it all countries! Strong
is his/her/its Love for us, forever his/her/its
Truth. Glory to the Father,... & raquo (Ps.
118)
I adore, oh my Jesus, your infinitely holy Eyes,
and I thank you for all Tears and the whole Blood
that they poured, for the stings cruel of the thorns,
the abuses, the derisions and the shames supported
during all your Passion. I ask you for forgiveness
for all those that use their view to offend you
and to offend you, and I ask you, because of the
Pains suffered by your infinitely sacred Eyes, to
give us the Grace that more no one offends you by
bad looks. I offer you everything that you endured
by your infinitely holy Eyes to give you all this
Glory that the creatures would have given to you,
if their looks had only been fixed on the Sky, on
the Divinity and on you, oh my Jesus.
I adore your infinitely holy Ears. I thank you for
everything that you endured while, on Mount Calvary,
the scoundrels overwhelmed you the Ears by their
screams and their mockeries. I ask you for forgiveness
in the name of all for all bad conversations, and
I pray you so that the ears of all men open up to
the eternal Truths, to the calls of the Grace, and
that more no one offends you by the sense of the
hearing. I want again to offer you everything that
you endured in your infinitely holy Hearing, to
give you the whole Glory that the creatures would
have given to you, if of this organ they had made
a holy use. I adore your infinitely holy Face and
I give him a kiss, oh my Jesus, and I thank you
for everything that you endured because of the spits,
the slaps and mockeries, and for all times that
you you are let tread to the feet by your enemies.
I ask you for forgiveness in the name of all for
all times that one dared to offend you, and I ask
you because of these slaps and these spits to make
so that all recognize, rent and glorify your Divinity.
Oh my Jesus, I want to go everywhere in the world,
of the orient to the west, of the noon to the septentrion,
to unite all voices of the creatures and to change
them in as many acts of praise, love and worship
towards your divine No one. I want again, oh my
Jesus, to bring you the heart of all creatures,
so that you filled each of your Light, your Truth
and your Love. That every heart is filled of compassion
towards your divine No one. And while you will forgive
to all, I ask you to make so that more no one offends
you, even at the cost of my blood. I finally want
to offer you everything that you endured in your
infinitely holy Face, to give you the whole Glory
that the creatures would have given to you if no
one had offended you.
I adore your infinitely holy Mouth and I thank you
for your first cries, for the milk that you sucked,
for all Words that you said, for the blazing Kissings
that you gave to your a lot of Saint Mother, for
the food that you took, for the bitterness of the
gall and the ardent thirst from of which you suffered
on the Cross, for the Prayers that you raised toward
the Father. I ask you for forgiveness for all slanders
and the conversations bad of the creatures, and
for all blasphemies that they utter. I want to offer
your holy Conversations in repair of their bad conversations,
the mortification of your Taste in repair of their
greeds and all offenses that they make you by the
bad use of their language. I want to offer you everything
that you endured in your infinitely holy Mouth,
to give you the whole Glory that the creatures would
have given you so no had dared to offend you by
the sense of the taste and by the abuse of the language.
Oh Jesus, I thank you for all in the name of all,
and I address you a hymn of eternal and infinite
acknowledgments. I want, oh my Jesus, to offer you
everything that you endured in your infinitely holy
Person, to give you the whole Glory that you would
have given all creatures if they had conformed their
life to her yours.
I thank you, oh Jesus, for everything that you endured
in your infinitely holy Shoulders, for all strokes
that you received, for all Wounds that you you are
let open on your infinitely sacred Body, for all
drops of Blood that you poured. I ask you for forgiveness
in the name of all for all times that by love of
the comfort we offended you by illicit pleasures.
I offer you your painful flogging to repair all
sins committed with our senses, by love for the
sensitive pleasures, for the natural satisfactions.
I offer you everything that you endured in your
Shoulders to give you the whole Glory that the creatures
would have given to you if, in all things, they
had tried to be pleasing you to you only and to
take refuge to the shade of your divine Protection.
My Jesus, I kiss your left Foot and I thank you
for all Steps that you made during your deadly Life
and for all times that you got tired to go in search
of souls. And I offer you, oh my Jesus, all my actions,
all my steps and all my movements, in the intention
to make you repair for all and for all. I ask you
for forgiveness for those that don't act in a right
intention. I unite my actions to all those that
you accomplished in your infinitely holy Humanity
so that they are divinisées and to give you the
whole Glory that you would have given the creatures
if they had acted saintly and with honest goals.
Jesus, I kiss your right Foot and I thank you for
everything that you endured for me, especially in
these hours where you were suspended to the Cross.
I thank you for the atrocious pain that you caused
the nails in your Wounds that tore themselves more
and more because of the weight of your Body. I ask
you for forgiveness for all rebellions and the disobediences
of the creatures and I offer you the pains of your
infinitely holy Feet in repair of these offenses,
to give you the whole Glory that the creatures would
have given you so in all things they had been submitted
you. Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy left
Hand and I thank you for everything that you endured
for me, for all times that you calmed the divine
Justice while satisfying for all! I kiss your right
hand and I thank you for all the although you made
and that you continue to make for all, in particular
for the Works of the Creation, the Redemption and
the Sanctification. I ask you for forgiveness in
the name of all, for all times that we lacked recognition
for your Kindness. Forgiveness for our numerous
works made without a right intention. In repair
of these offenses, I want to offer you the whole
Perfection and the Holiness of your Works, to give
you all this Glory that the creatures would have
given to you if they had answered all your Kindness.
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely sacred Heart
and I thank you for everything that you endured
and wanted for every creature, and for the goodwill
of which you burned by Love for them. I ask you
for forgiveness for our numerous bad desires, our
affections and our bad tendencies. Forgiveness,
oh Jesus, for the numerous souls that make to pass
the love of the creatures before your Love. And
to give you the whole Glory that they refused to
you, I offer you everything that made and continuous
to make your infinitely adorable Heart.
Reflections
and convenient
Of noon to 13h,
Jesus, elevated on the Cross, remains suspended
without touching the earth. And us, do we try to
live detached of the world, the creatures and everything
that tastes the earth? All must compete to form
the cross on which we must spread and to remain
suspended like Jesus, far from everything that is
earth, so that the creatures don't become attached
to us. Suffering Jesus doesn't have another bed
that the Cross, of other relief that his/her/its
Wounds and the abuses. And, by love for Jesus, we
manage to find rest in the suffering? All the things
that we make and let's live, let's contain them
in Jesus' Wounds, let's soak them in his/her/its
Blood, and we won't find a comfort that in his/her/its
Sufferings. So that his/her/its Wounds will be ours,
his/her/its Blood will act continually in us to
wash us and to embellish us. And so we will get
any Grace for us and for the salute of the souls.
Having Jesus' Blood in our heart, if we commit a
mistake, we will ask Jesus not to keep us soiled
in his/her/its Presence, but to wash us of his/her/its
Blood and to keep us with him. If we feel weak,
we will ask Jesus to give a portion of his/her/its
Blood to our soul, so that his/her/its Blood gives
us strength and courage.
The soft Jesus prays for his executioners and even,
he excuses them. And us, do we make ours the please
Jesus to excuse the sinners continually before the
Father and to get for them, by our prayers, his/her/its
Mercy, even for those that would have offended us
personally?
While we pray, let's act and let's walk, let's not
forget the poor souls that are about to return the
last sigh. Let's carry them in manner of help and
comfort the Prayers and Jesus' Kissings, so that
he/it purifies them and makes them take their takeoff
skywards. My Jesus, it is in your Wounds and in
your Blood that I want to draw strength to be able
to reproduce in me your own Life. And so I will
be able to get for all, by my prayers, the although
you made. (To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Of 13h to Second 14h
Speech:
& laquoi, you will be with me to the Paradise.
& raquoMy Love crucified, while I pray with
you, the strength of your attractive Love and your
Sufferings maintains my fixed look on you, but my
heart breaks to see to stand you so much. You are
tortured by the love and the Pain, and the flames
that burn you the Heart are so intense what are
reducing you in ashes. Your Love is stronger than
it died even and, giving free course to this Love,
you look at the thief in your right and you steal
it at the hell: you touch him the heart by your
Grace and he/it becomes transformed quite. He/it
recognizes that you are God and, all contrite, he/it
tells to you: & laquoSeigneur, remember me when
you will be in your Kingdom. & raquo And you,
you answer himwithout hesitating: & very laquoAujourd'hui,
you will be with me in the Paradis!» You make the
first triumph of your Love of it thus. But I see
that you don't only steal the thief's heart, but
that you make in the same way for many dying. You
place at their disposal your Blood, your Love, your
Merits, and you use of all your Stratagems and divine
Tricks to touch their heart and to steal them at
the hell. But here your Love is also, antagonized!
How many cutting refusals! How many times one doesn't
trust you! How much yield to the despair!
I want, oh my Jesus, to repair for all those that
despair your divine Mercy at the time of their death.
My soft Love, inspire to all reliance in you, in
particular to those that are in the embraces of
the agony. And by this Speech that you told the
thief, grant them Light, strength and help so that
they can die saintly and can fly off skywards. In
your infinitely holy Body, in your Blood, in your
Wounds, place all souls, oh Jesus. Because of the
merits of your precious Blood, don't permit that
even only one soul is lost! That your accompanied
Voice of your Blood repeats to all: & laquoAujourd'hui,
you will be with me in the Paradis!»
Third Speech. Jesus tells Marie: & laquoFemme,
here is your fils!» and to Jean: & laquoVoici
your Mère!»
My Jesus tortured, your Sufferings increase more
and more. Ah! on this Cross, you are the true King
of the Pains. In the middle of so many Sufferings,
no soul escapes to you: you give to each your own
Life. But your Love sees itself upset and despised
by the creatures. One doesn't worry about it. And
as he/it cannot pour out himself/itself, he/it becomes
more intense. He/it procures you some unspeakable
tortures. In these tortures, he/it searches for
what he/it could give other to the man to defeat
it. And he/it makes you say: & laquoTu sees,
oh soul, how much I liked you; if you don't want
to have mercy of yourself, have at least mercy of
my Amour!» Voyant that you don't have anything anymore
to give to the creatures, having given them everything,
you turn your imploring Look toward your Mom, it
that, as you, feels crucified because of your Sufferings
and the love that torture it. Mother and Son, you
get along; and then you breathe satisfaction and
comfort while knowing that you can give your Mom
to the creatures. While associating Jean to the
whole human kind, you tell Marie of a Voice filled
of tenderness: & laquoFemme, here is your fils!»
and to Jean: & laquoVoici your Mère!» And, in
a soft Heart to Heart, you pursue: & laquoMa
Mother, I confide you all my children. All the love
that you feel for me, feel it for them! That all
your Considerations and all your maternal Tenderness
are for my children. You, you will save them to
me tous!» And your holy Mom accepts.
I want here, oh my Jesus, to repair the offenses
that are made to your a lot of Saint Mother, the
blasphemies and the ingratitudes of so many people
that don't want to recognize the big Kindness that
you granted to all, while giving us Marie as Mother.
How can we thank you for one so big Kindness? We
will make it, oh Jesus, while offering you your
Blood, your Wounds, the infinite love of your Heart!
Oh a lot of Virgin Saint, what is not your shock
while hearing the Voice of the good Jesus that gives
you to each of us as Mother!
We want to thank you, oh blessed Virgin, and to
thank you as you deserve it, we offer you your Jesus'
very acknowledgments. Oh soft Mom, be our Mother,
take care of us and do permit never that we offended
you the least. Always hold us tight on Jesus. Of
your Hands,bind us to him, so that we can never
separate any more him. For all, I want to repair
the offenses that are made to your Jesus and you,
my soft Mom!
Oh my Jesus, while you are dived in so many Sufferings,
you plead more again the reason of the salute of
the souls. Me, I won't be indifferent to it. As
a dove, I will fly on your Wounds, will kiss them,
will relieve them, and I will immerse myself in
your Blood to be able to exclaim me with you: &
laquoÂmes, Jesus âmes!», I want to sustain your
transfixed Head and aching to repair and to implore
your Mercy, your Love and your Forgiveness for all.
Reign in my intelligence, oh my Jesus, and heal
it according to the thorns that pierce you the Head.
Don't allow any failing to enter in my intelligence.
Majestic front of my Good, I give you a kiss; attracts
all my thoughts to contemplate you and to understand
you. Infinitely soft eyes of my Jesus, although
covered of Blood, look at me, look at my misery,
look at my weakness, look at my poor heart, and
make so that I can feel the admirable effects of
the divine Look.
Ears of my Jesus, although overwhelmed by the abuses
and the blasphemies, you stay all the same attentive
to listen to us. Hear my prayers and don't disdain
my damages. Yes, oh Jesus, listen to the supplications
of my heart. He/it will calm himself/itself when
you will have filled it of your Love. Face infinitely
beautiful of my Jesus, show you to me, so that of
all and all I detach my poor heart: that your Beauty
makes me to me solely éprendre of you and is held
still delighted in you. Infinitely sweet mouth of
my Jesus, speak me. That resounds always your Voice
in my ears and that the power of your Speech destroys
in me everything that is not Will of God, everything
that is not Love.
Oh Jesus, I stretch my arms toward your Neck to
kiss you. And yourself, stretch yours toward me
to kiss me. Of grace, oh my Good, make so that this
embrassement of love is so narrow that no human
strength can clear us one of the other. Thus, I
will push my face onyour Heart, and, confidently,
I will give you a kiss on your Lips and you you
will give me your Kiss of love. So you will make
me breathe your infinitely soft Breath, your Love,
your to Want, your Sufferings and all your divine
Life.
Infinitely holy shoulders of my Jesus, always strong
and constant in the Suffering by Love for me, give
me the moral strength, the constancy and the heroism
in the suffering by love for you. Oh Jesus, of grace,
don't permit that I am fickle in the love: sharing
with me your Immutability.
Flaming chest of my Jesus, give me your flames:
you cannot contain these flames and my heart looks
for them with anxiety by the intervention of your
Blood and your Wounds. These are the flames of your
Love, oh Jesus, who torments you the more. Oh my
Good, share them with me. It he/it doesn't touch
you of compassion to see a soul as poor of your
Love? Infinitely holy hands of my Jesus, you that
created the Sky and the earth, reduced you to the
immobility! Oh my Jesus, continue your creation:
your creation of love.Create in all my to be a new
life, the divine Life. Pronounce your creative Words
on my poor heart and return completely he as yours.
Holy feet of my Jesus, do never let me only, but
make so that I always run with you and that I don't
make only one step far from you. Jesus, by my love
and by my damages, I want to relieve you of the
Pains of which you endure in your infinitely holy
Feet.
Oh my Jesus crucified, I adore your infinitely precious
Blood. I kiss your holy Wounds one by one, wanting
to lavish them all my love, my worships and my most
ardent damages. That your Blood is for all souls
light in darkness, comfort in the suffering, strength
in the weakness, forgiveness in the mistake, help
in the temptations, protection in the dangers, support
in the death. And that he/it is the wings that will
transport the souls of this earth skywards.
Oh Jesus, it is yours that I come! In your
Heart I want to make my nest and my home. Of the
inside of your Heart, oh my soft Love, I willcall
all people to you. And if someone wants to approach
to offend you, I will expose my chest and I won't
permit that one wounds you. On the contrary, I will
lock this person in your Heart in, I will speak
him of your Love and I will change his/her/its offenses
in Love. Oh Jesus, never ever permit only I come
out of your Heart. Nourish me of your flames. By
your Life, give me life, so that I like you as you
want it so ardently.
Fourth Speech: & God laquoMon, my God, why you
have me abandonné?»
Oh suffering Jesus, while, tight on your Heart,
I surrender while counting your Sufferings, I see
that a convulsive tremor invades your infinitely
holy Humanity. Your Members struggle as if they
wanted to detach themselves one of the other. And
during these convulsions, you shout with strength:
& God laquoMon, my God, why you have me abandonné?»
TO this scream, all tremble, darkness becomes thicker,
your petrified Mom becomes pale and feels very badly!
My Life! my All! my Jesus! what do I see? Ah! you
are all close to the death! Your Sufferings, that
were always you faithful, are about to let you.
After so many Sufferings, it is with an immense
Pain that you see that a lot of souls are not incorporated
to you. On the contrary, you see that many will
be lost and you feel the painful separation of with
them. And as you must satisfy the divine Justice
even for these souls, you feel the death of each
and the very pains that they will suffer in hell.
And you shout strong to all: & laquoNe doesn't
abandon me. If you want more Sufferings, I am ready,
but you don't separate of my Humanity. It is it
the Pain of the pains, the Death of the deaths.
The whole remains I would be nothing if I was saved
your separation of with me! Of grace, mercy for
my Blood, for my Wounds, for my Death! Don't abandon
me pas!»
My Love, how much I am distressed! You are out of
breath! Your Head infinitely holy tomb already on
your Chest! Life abandons you! My Love, I feel to
die with you! I also want to be to shout with you:
& laquoÂmes, âmes!» I don't want to detach me
of this Cross, of your Wounds, to procure you of
the souls. And if you want it, I will descend in
the heart of the creatures, I will surround them
with your Pains so that they don't escape to me.
And if it was possible to me, I would like to get
before the door of the hell to make to move back
the souls that present themselves of it and to bring
them to your Heart.
Oh my Jesus, you agonize and you are quiet. And
me I cry over your death next. I sympathize with
you, I tighten your Heart on mine, I give him a
kiss and I look at it with the whole tenderness
of which I am capable. And to give you a bigger
relief, I make mine the divine Tenderness, and it
is with her that I want to sympathize with you.
I want to change my heart in a stream of sweetness
and to pour it in yours to ease the bitterness that
you feel because of the loss of the souls. He/it
is extremely painful, your scream, oh my Jesus;
more that the Father's abandonment, these are the
souls that move away of you that make to escape
of your Heart this painful lament: & God laquoMon,
why have me you abandonné?» OH my Jesus, increase
in all Thanks, so that no one gets lost. That my
repair is to the profit of the souls that should
get lost, so that they are saved.
Oh my Jesus, by this extreme abandonment that you
feel on the Cross, I ask you to give your help to
the numerous souls magnetizes to that you ask to
have for mate your Abandonment, what you make while
giving them the sensation to be deprived of your
presence, to be dived in darkness--you that yet
carry them so tight on your Heart. Oh Jesus, that
the sufferings of these souls bring a lot of souls
close to you and relieve you in your Pain.
Reflections
and convenient
To the good thief, Jesus forgives with so much love
as it is immediately that he takes it with him to
the Paradise. And us, do we pray for the soul of
the numerous dying who have need of a prayer, so
that for them closes itself the hell and open up
the doors of the Sky? Jesus' Pains on the Cross
increases, but forgetful of himself, he/it constantly
prays for us. He/it gives us all, including his/her/its
a lot of Saint Mother, making of her the most precious
grant of which arranged his/her/its Heart. And us,
do we know all to give to Jesus?
In all that we make--prayers, actions, etc.--have
ourselves still the intention to absorb the cool
love in us, to be able all to give back to Jesus
then? We must absorb the love to give back it, so
that everything that we make carries Jesus' print.
When does the Lord give us the devotion, light or
the love, us know to serve noch to us for the many
other, to encourage their conversion? Or let's keep
ourselves egoistically for us only these Graces?
Oh my Jesus, that every small spark of love that
I feel in my heart becomes a fire that consumes
the heart of every creature and drives it to your
Heart. What use do we make of the big grant that
he/it made us his/her/its Mom? Do we make ours Jesus'
love, his/her/its Tenderness and all that he/it
made, in order to satisfy his/her/its Mom? Can we
say that our divine Mother finds us of it the contentment
that she found in her/its divine Son? Are we always
united to her as faithful children, obeying to him
and imitating his/her/its virtues?
To be able to give to Marie the contentment that
he gave his/her/its Son, let's make ours the love
that Jesus felt towards his/her/its Mother, the
glory, the tenderness and all sharpness of love
that he gave to him continually, and let's say to
him: & laquoJ'ai in me Jesus and, to make you
happy and so that you can find in me what you found
in Jesus, I give you all. Besides, beautiful Mom,
I want to give to Jesus all contentments that he/it
found in you and, for that to make, I want to enter
in your Heart and to take your Love, all your Tenderness
and all your maternal Cares to give them to Jesus.
Soft Mom, that your maternal Hands are the soft
chains that result from me linked to you and to
Jesus. & raquo
Jesus doesn't save himself/itself in anything. Us
magnet of a supreme Love, he/it wants to save us
all and, if it was possible, he/it would like to
pull to the hell all souls, even while undergoing
all their pains. However, he/it sees that a lot
of souls try to detach itself/themselves of his/her/its
Arms. Then, capable to contain his/her/its Pain,
he/it exclaims: & God laquoMon, my God, why
you have me abandonné?» And us, can we say that
our love towards the souls is similar to the one
of Jesus? Can we say that our prayers, our pains
and all our actions, even smallest, are united to
the Actions and Jesus' Prayers to pull the souls
in the hell? How do we sympathize with Jesus in
his/her/its immense Pain? If our life could consume
itself in a continual holocaust, it would not be
sufficient to sympathize adequately to this Pain.
Every small action that we make in union with Jesus,
every small pain that we live in union with can
serve him to pull souls of Satan's claws so that
they don't fall in hell. If we are united to Jesus,
we have in hands his/her/its own Power. And if,
on the contrary, we don't make our actions in union
with him, they won't serve to not to prevent was
that that a soul to go to hell. My Love and my All,
hold me tight on your Heart, so that I feel how
much the sinner afflicts you while detaching itself/themselves
of you, and that so I can make my part to bring
back it to you. Oh Jesus, that your Love burns my
heart, so that I can feel the love that you have
for the souls. When I endure some bitterness, then,
oh Jesus, give free course to your Justice on me
and take the satisfaction that you want. But the
sinner, oh Jesus, that he/it is saved, and that
my pains are a tie that attaches it to you, and
that my soul has the consolation to see your satisfied
Justice.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Third
hour of agony on the Cross Died of Jesus
Oh my Crucified moribund, whereas I kiss your
Cross, I feel the fire that burns all your infinitely
holy Person. Your Heart beats strong so that,
raising you the Coast, it torments you in an
agonizing and horrible manner. All your sudden
infinitely holy Humanity a transformation as
it makes you hardly recognizable. The Love of
which your Heart is inflamed, you cannot contain
it. He/it burns you and dries you entire. Your
Torment is not only the one of the bodily thirst
caused by the effusion of your Blood, but well
more the one of your ardent thirst of the salute
of our souls. By the water that you would like
to drink, you would like to put us all in safety
inside you. Gathering your strengths very weakened,
you shout: & laquoJ'ai soif!» Ah! this Speech,
you say it of all your divine Heart: & laquoJ'ai
thirst of your will, of your affections, of
your desires, of your love. There is not any
water more cool and softer than you can give
me that your soul. Of grace, don't let me burn.
I am thirsty! Not only I feel to burn my Language
and my Throat, but I also feel my Heart and
my Viscera to dry up. Mercy for my thirst, pitié!»
And in the delirium of this thirst, you give
way to the Father's Will.
Ah! my heart cannot live anymore while seeing
the cruelty of your enemies that, instead of
water, give you the gall and vinegar. And you,
you don't refuse them! Ah! I understand, it
is the gall of our numerous mistakes and the
vinegar of our passions non mastered that you
receive, and that, instead of restoring you,
burn you more. Oh my Jesus, here is my heart,
my thoughts, my affections, all my to be, so
that you quench and give a comfort to your burnt
and full Mouth of bitterness. Everything that
I have, everything that I follow, all is for
you, oh my Jesus. If my pains were necessary
not to be able to save would be that that only
one soul, here I am. I am ready to all to suffer;
to you I offer myself internally. Make of me
what will please to you more. want to repair
the Pain of which you endure because of the
souls that get lost. I want to repair the Pain
that give you the souls that you invite to share
your Sadness and your Abandonment and that,
instead of offering you these sufferings like
relief for your smarting thirst, turn you the
back and, so, makes you to suffer more.
Sixth Speech: & laquoTout is consommé!»
My
Good, you are about to die. The immeasurable
ocean of your Pains, the fire that consumes
you and, more that all, to Want it supreme from
the Father who wants that you die, doesn't make
me to hope more that you can continue to live.
How will I live without you? Strengths miss
to you, your Eyes veil themselves, your Face
changes and cover himself with a deadly paleness,
your Mouth is half-opened, your Breath is out
of breath and intermittent: there is not hope
that you can resuscitate yourself anymore. To
the fire that burns you, be added a cold sweat
that bathes you the Forehead. Your Muscles and
your Nerves contract themselves more and more
because of the bitterness of your Pains and
the Injuries of the nails; your Wounds tear
themselves again. And me, I tremble and feel
to die. I look at you, oh my Good, and I see
to take down of your Eyes your last Tears, forerunner
signs of your death, while to big pain you make
hear a Speech again: & laquoTout is consommé!»
Oh my Jesus, you already exhausted quite. You
don't have anything else. The Love arrived to
its term. And me, did I consume myself entire
by love? What acknowledgments should not I make
you, what should not be my gratitude towards
you? Oh my Jesus, I want to repair for all,
to repair our lacks back from love and to comfort
you of the affronts that you receive on behalf
of people while you consume yourself of love
on the Cross.
Sixth Speech: & laquoEntre your Hands, oh
Father, I put back my Esprit!»
My Jesus crucified, you are some to your last
Breathings, your infinitely holy Humanity becomes
stiff, your Heart doesn't seem to beat more.
With Marie Madeleine, I kiss your Feet and I
would like, if it was possible, to give my life
to resuscitate it yours. And I see, oh Jesus,
that you open your moribund Eyes and watch around
the Cross as if you wanted to make your last
adieu to all. You look at your dying Mom who
has neither Movement nor Voice anymore, are
so much big his/her/its Pains, and you say:
& laquoAdieu, Mom, me I leave, but I will
keep you in my Heart. Take care of our children.
& raquo You look at Marie Madeleine who
cries, the faithful Jean and, by your Looks,
you tell to them: & laquoAdieu!» With Love,
you look at your enemies and, by your Looks,
you tell to them: & laquoJe forgives you,
I give you the Kiss of peace. & raquo TO
your Look, nothing escapes. Of all, you take
leave. You forgive to all. Then you gather all
your strengths and you shout a strong Voice:
& laquoPère, between your Hands, I put back
my Esprit!» And, diminishing the head, you expire.
My Jesus, to this scream, the nature is all
upset and cry over your death, his/her/its Creator's
death! The earth trembles and, by his/her/its
tremor, it seems to cry and to want to shake
the souls to bring them to recognize you as
the true God. The veil of the Temple tears itself,
some deaths revive, the sun that up to here
cried your Pains, withdrew with fright his/her/its
light. To this scream, your enemies kneel, hit
themselves the chest and say: & laquoVraiment,
this one is the Son of Dieu!» And your Mother,
petrified and dying, endure harder Pains than
the death. My dead Jesus, by this scream you
also put us us between the Father's Hands, so
that he/it doesn't reject us. Therefore, you
not only shout strong of your bodily Voice,
but by all your Pains and all your Blood: &
laquoPère, between your Hands, I put back my
Mind and all âmes!» OH my Jesus, with you, I
also surrender between the Father's hands. Give
me the Grace to die completely in your Love,
in tone to Want. I pray you of ever to permit
me, nor in this life nor to my death, to leave
your infinitely holy Will.
And I want to repair for all those that
don't perfectly give way to your infinitely
holy Will, losing thus or weakening in them
the precious fruit of your Redemption. What
the Pain of your Heart is not, oh my Jesus,
do your Arms run away to see so many creatures
who and only count on themselves? Mercy for
all, oh my Jesus, mercy for me. I kiss your
crowned Head of thorns and I ask you for forgiveness
for my numerous thoughts of pride, ambition
and clean love, and I promise you that every
time that he/it will come me a thought that
is not all for you or that I will be in an opportunity
to offend you, I will immediately shout: &
laquoJésus and Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
Oh Jesus, I kiss your beautiful Eyes again bathed
of Tears and all table settings of Blood coagulated,
and I ask you for forgiveness for all times
where I offended you by bad or immodest looks.
I promise you that every time that my eyes will
be carried to stop to the things of the earth,
I will immediately shout: & laquoJésus and
Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely sacred Ears,
overwhelmed by so many abuses and horrible blasphemies,
and I ask you for forgiveness for all times
that I listened or makes listen to the words
that move away you. I also ask you for forgiveness
for all bad conversations made by the creatures.
I promise you that every time that I will be
in the opportunity to hear unbecoming conversations,
I will immediately shout: & laquoJésus and
Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy, livid
and gory Face, and I ask you for forgiveness
for the numerous contempts, affronts and abuses
that you receive us, vile creatures sinners.
I promise you that every time that will come
me the temptation not to give you the whole
glory, the love and the worship that had to,
I will immediately shout: & laquoJésus and
Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely sacred,
dry and full Mouth of bitterness. I ask you
for forgiveness for all times that I offended
you by my bad conversations, for all times that
I contributed to fill you of bitterness and
to increase your thirst. I promise that every
time that will come me the thought to maintain
the conversations that could offend you, I will
immediately shout: & laquoJésus and Marie,
I recommend you my âme!»
Oh my Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy Neck,
where I see the marks of the chains and ropes
that tyrannized you again. I ask you for forgiveness
for our numerous attachments to the creatures,
attachments that increased the chains and the
ropes around your infinitely sacred Neck. I
promise you that every time that I will feel
uneasy by attachments, the desires and affections
that are not for you, I will immediately shout:
& laquoJésus and Marie, I recommend you
my âme!»
My Jesus, I kiss your infinitely holy Shoulders
and I ask you for forgiveness for the numerous
illicit satisfactions, the numerous sins committed
with the five senses of my body. I promise you
that every time that will come me the thought
to procure me of the pleasures or satisfactions
that are not for your Glory, I will immediately
shout: & laquoJésus and Marie, I recommend
you my âme!»
My Jesus I kiss your infinitely holy Chest and
I ask you for forgiveness for the numerous coldness,
indifferences, tepidness and ingratitudes that
you receive some creatures. I promise you that
every time that I will feel to get cold my love
for you, I will immediately shout: & laquoJésus
and Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
My Jesus, I kiss your infinitely sacred Hands.
I ask you for forgiveness for all our bad or
indifferent works, our numerous actions guided
by the clean love, the vanity or the human respect.
I promise you that every time that will come
me the thought not to act only by love for you,
I will immediately shout: & laquoJésus and
Marie, I recommend you my âme!»
Oh my Jesus I kiss your infinitely holy Feet
and I don't ask you for forgiveness for the
numerous made without right intention, the numerous
streets frequented to make the pain. Forgiveness
for the numerous souls that move away of you
to go in search of the terrestrial pleasures.
I promise you that every time that will come
me the thought to move away me of you, I will
immediately shout: & laquoJésus and Marie,
I recommend you my âme!»
Oh Jesus, I kiss your infinitely sacred Heart.
I want to lock me in him in and there to lock
all souls purchased by you in, so that all are
saved, without any exception. Oh Jesus, lock
me in your Heart in and close the doors of it,
so that I can only see you. I promise you that
every time that will come me the thought to
want to come out of this Heart, I will immediately
shout: & laquoJésus and Marie, to you I
give my heart and my âme!»
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus burns thirst. And us, do we burn love
for him? Do our thoughts and our affections
always have for goal to stem his/her/its ardent
thirst? Thirsty Jesus, capable to support the
thirst that burns it, said,: & laquoTout
is Jesus consommé!» is sacrificed itself entire
for us. And us, in all thing, we endeavor to
be consumed continually of love for him? All
Actions, Words and Thoughts of Jesus carried
it toward the total sacrifice of himself. And
do we, each of our actions, words and thoughts
push ourselves them to consume us of love for
him?
Oh Jesus, my soft Life, that your moribund Breath
penetrates in my poor heart so that I can receive
the print of your total Sacrifice. On the Cross,
Jesus accomplishes in all thing the Father's
Will and expire in an Act of perfect abandonment
to this infinitely holy Will. And us, do we
accomplish in all thing God's Will? Do we abandon
ourselves perfectly to sound to Want without
asking us if he/it comes of it to us of the
good or the pain, happy to find us abandoned
only in his/her/its infinitely holy Arms? Are
we always disposed to die to ourselves by love
for Jesus? Can we say that although we live,
we don't live by ourselves, that is to say that
we died to all to live only of Jesus' Life?
Is it that everything that we make, let's do
think, let's do want, let's do like, do attract
of it to us Jesus' Life so that die in him our
words, our steps, our desires, our thoughts?
Oh my Jesus, that my life is a continual death
by love for you, and that all death that I undergo
either a life that I give to all souls.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
Then
you expired, the whole nature cried over your painful
death, you thankful for his/her/its Creator. The
angels, by thousand, fly around the Cross and cry
over your death. They adore you, you our true God,
and accompany you to the limbs, where you surrender
to fill joy so many souls that, since centuries,
want you ardently.
My dead Jesus, I don't know how to detach me of
your Cross, and I don't satiate myself to kiss your
infinitely holy Wounds that tell me with oratory
how much you like me. To see your horrible rips,
the depth of your Wounds, so deep that they discover
your Bones, I feel to die! I would like to cry so
much on these Wounds that I would wash them of my
tears. I would like so much to like you that I would
heal you entire by my love and that I would restore
to your hardly recognizable Humanity his/her/its
original Beauty. I would like to open up the veins
to fill yours of my blood and to bring back you
to life.
Oh my Jesus, that cannot make the love? The love
is Life! And me, by means of my love, I want to
give back you life. And if my love is not sufficient,
give me your own Love, and by means of this Love,
I will be able to all. Yes, I will be able to give
back Life to your infinitely holy Humanity.
Oh my soft Jesus, even died, you want to testify
me your Love and to give me a shelter in your sacred
Heart. Advanced by a supreme strength, a soldier,
to ascertain your death, tears you the Heart of
a stroke throws, you there opening a deep Wound.
And you, my Love, you pour the last drops of blood
and water that your blazing Heart contains. Ah!
how many things tell me this Wound opened by the
love! And if your Mouth is mute, your Heart speaks
to me and says to me: & laquoMon child, after
having given everything, I wanted, by this stroke
of spear, to open in my Heart a shelter for all
souls. My open Heart, will shout continually to
all: & laquoVenez to me if you want to be saved.
In me you will find the holiness, the relief in
the tribulations, strength in the weakness, the
peace in the doubts, the company in the solitude.
& laquoÔ souls that like me, if you want to
like me indeed, stay always in this Heart. It is
here that you will find the true love to like and
of the ardent flames to burn you and to consume
you of love. All is concentrated in this Heart:
it is there that are the sacraments, the life of
my Church, and the life of all souls. & laquoEn
him, I also feel the profanations that make himself
against my Church, the schemings of his/her/its
enemies, the arrows that they shoot him, my children
that they walk on the spot. Because there is not
an offense that my Heart feels. Therefore, my child,
that your life is in my Heart. Defend it, repair
all offenses against him, drive all people there.
& raquo
My Jesus, since by Love for me, you you are let
wound the Heart by a spear, then, of your Hands,
wound my heart, my affections, my desires and all
myself. That there is not anything in me that is
wounded by your Hands in love. I unite to the Pains
distressing of our dear Mom, that, while seeing
that one tears you the Heart, défaille of Pain and
love. As a dove, she/it flies in your Heart to occupy
the first place, to be there the first Repairer,
the Queen, the Mediator between you and the creatures,
there. With my Mom, I also want myself to fly in
your Heart in order to see how she/it repairs the
offenses of the creatures there. Oh my Jesus, in
your Heart injured, I will find Life, so that, no
matter what I will make, my actions will find life
there. I won't give anymore of life to my thoughts,
but if they want life, I will take your Thoughts.
My will won't have anymore of life, but if it wants
life, I will take your Will. My love won't have
anymore of life, but if it wants life, I will take
your Love. Oh my Jesus, all your Life I belong:
it is your Will. My dead Jesus, I see that your
disciples hurry to deposit you of the Cross. Joseph
and Nicodème that, until now, were your disciples
in secret, hey well, with courage, without fearing
whatever it is, now want to give you a honorable
burial. They take the hammers and pincers to accomplish
the sacred and so sad déclouement, while your Mother,
grief-stricken, spreads her maternal Arms to receive
you on his/her/its Breast. My Jesus, while they
open you, I want to help your disciples to sustain
your infinitely holy Body. By means of the nails
that they remove you, nail me entire on you. With
your holy Mother, I want to adore you, to kiss you,
then to lock me in your Heart in for more ever to
take some.
Reflections
and convenient
After his/her/its death, Jesus wanted, by Love for
us, to be wounded by a spear. And us, do we let
wound us in all things by Jesus? Or do we let wound
us by the creatures, by the pleasures, by the attachment
to ourselves? Coldness, the obscurities, the internal
and external mortifications are the injuries that
the Lord presents to our soul; if we don't receive
them of God's Hands, we get injured ourselves, and
our injuries activate our passions, our weaknesses,
our self-esteem and all our pains. So, we receive
them on the contrary, as injuries arranged in us
by Jesus, he/it will put his/her/its Love, his/her/its
Virtues and his/her/its Resemblance, there, what
will make us deserve his/her/its Kissings, his/her/its
Caresses and all Stratagems of the divine love.
These injuries will be the voices that will call
it and will force it to stay continually with us.
Oh my Jesus, that your spear is the guard that forbids
me all injury coming from the creatures.
While leaving the Cross, Jesus is deposited in his/her/its
Mom's Arms. And us, do we deposit in our Mom's Hands
our doubts, our anxieties, our fears? Jesus rested
on the Breast of his/her/its holy Mother. And us,
do we make rest Jesus in us while making disappear
our fears and our agitations? My Mom, of my heart
removes of your maternal Hands everything that could
stop Jesus from resting in me. (To finish with the
prayer of acknowledgments.)
Jesus, the first to receive you on his/her/its breast,
once you have been cleared of the Cross, was your
Mother grief-stricken. Your transfixed Head rested
mildly in his/her/its Arms.
Oh soft Mom, don't disdain to have me in your company
and make that with you I can accomplish my last
duties towards my beloved Jesus. My Mother full
of sweetness, he/it is true that you surpass me
in the love and in the gentleness to touch to my
Jesus, but me, I will endeavor to imitate you better
of my to please to him in all. Therefore, as you
make him your Hands so finely, I also want myself,
of my hands, to extract all thorns that surround
his/her/its adored Head, and I want to unite my
deep worships to yours.
Oh celestial Mom, your Hands remove Blood coagulated
of Jesus' Eyes, these Eyes that, one day, gave Light
to everybody and that, now, are darkened and extinct.
Oh Mom, I unite to you; give to these divine Eyes
a kiss together and let's adore them deeply! I see
the Ears of my Jesus soaked of Blood, crushed by
the slaps, torn by the thorns. Let's give, oh Mother,
our worships to these Ears that don't hear anymore
and that suffered so much, to awaken the souls deaf
and obstinate to the calls of the Grace.
Oh soft Mom, I see that your Face is bathed of Tears
while seeing Jesus' Face, the grief-stricken. I
unite my pain to her yours. Together, let's remove
him the mud and the spits that have it to this deformed
point, and let's adore this Face of divine Majesty
that made itself éprendre the Sky and the earth,
and that, now, don't give anymore signs of life!
Oh soft Mom, let's give a kiss together to Jesus'
divine Mouth that, by the suavity of his/her/its
Speech attracted so many souls to his/her/its Heart!
Oh Mother, it is with your own Mouth that I want
to kiss his/her/its livid and gory Lips. I adore
them deeply.
Oh my soft Mom, with you I want to give some kissings
to my Jesus' adorable Body, reduced entire in an
awful Wound. As you, I use my hands to put back
the pieces of Flesh that hang his/her/its Body in
place. Let's adore this infinitely holy Body deeply.
Let's kiss, oh Mother, these creative Hands, that
made so many prodigies for us, these transfixed
Hands, contorted, now cold and stiffened by the
death! Oh soft Mom, let's contain in their infinitely
holy Injuries the fate of all souls. To his/her/its
resurrection, Jesus will find them placed there
by you, and no won't be lost. Oh Mother, in the
name of all and with all, let's adore these precious
Injuries together.
Oh celestial Mom, there you are giving some Kissings
to Jesus' Feet. As they are distressing the Injuries
of these divine Feet! The nails removed a part of
the Flesh and Skin and the weight of the infinitely
sacred Body tore them in a horrible manner! Let's
give a kiss together to these Injuries and let's
adore them deeply. In them, let's contain all steps
of the sinners so that, when they walk, they hear
Jesus' Steps behind them, and that so they don't
dare to offend it. I see you, oh soft Mom, to fix
the look the Heart opened of the adorable Jesus.
Of grace, bury me in this sacred Heart. And as I
will possess the Heart and the Life of my Beloved
thus, I will remain there hidden until the eternity.
Give me your Love, oh Mom, so that I can like Jesus
as you. Give me your Pain so that, as you, I can
suffer and can plead for all, and to repair all
offenses made at this Heart!
Oh Mom, you that prepare Jesus for the burial, it
is of your own Hands that I want to be buried with
him, so that I can revive with him. So either him.
And now, it is also yours, oh Mother in love, that
I want to give my filial tribute. I sympathize a
lot with you and, by means of all effusions of love
of my heart, I would like to unite all palpitations,
all desires, the whole life of the creatures and
to deposit them before you as as many love acts.
I sympathize with you for the extreme Pain that
you endured while seeing crowned Jesus of thorns,
tortured by the strokes and the nails; also while
seeing these Eyes that don't look anymore at you,
these Ears that don't hear your Voice, this Mouth
that doesn't speak to you anymore, these Hands that
don't caress you anymore, these Feet that won't
follow you anymore, anymore. I would like to offer
you the Heart of this same overflowing Jesus of
love, to sympathize with you as you deserve it and
to give a relief to your Pains so cruel.
Reflections
and convenient
Jesus is buried. A stone closes the tomb and stop
the Mom from continuing to watch and to admire his/her/its
Son. And us, do we know how to conceal us to the
looks of the creatures; is we indifferent to that
that all forget us? In the holy things, we are in
a holy indifference, us opposing to nothing of that
that God waits for us? Is our look buried in Jesus'
Look, so that we didn't look at anything, except
Jesus and what emanates it? Is our voice buried
in Jesus' Voice, so that if we speak, we only spoke
with Jesus' Language? Are our steps buried in those
of Jesus, so that when we walk, the only print that
we let either the one of Jesus' Steps? And is our
heart buried in the one of Jesus, so that we didn't
like and wanted what likes only and want his/her/its
Heart? My Mom, when, for the good of my soul, Jesus
conceals himself/itself to me, give me the Grace
that you had when you were deprived of his/her/its
Presence, so that I can give him the whole glory
that you gave to him when one deposited it in the
sepulcher.
Oh Jesus, I want to ask you with your own Voice.
And as your Voice penetrated the Heaven and reverberated
in the voice of all, in particular in mine, that
my voice penetrates until the Heaven to give you
the glory of your own Voice. My Jesus, my heart
palpitates, but I won't be happy if you don't make
it palpitate with yours. With your Palpitations,
I will like as you you like. I will give you the
love of all creatures, and we will only hear a scream:
& laquoAmour, Amour!» OH my Jesus, make you
honor: in everything that I make, put the print
of your Power, your Love and your Glory there.
(To finish with the prayer of acknowledgments.)
APPENDIX.
MARIE'S DESOLATION
Word
of présentationLa devout Luisa auteure has the
Hours of the Passion of other writings, of which
the first is a meditation on the Desolation of
the a lot of Saint Virgin Marie after the Death
of Notre-Seigneur followed. It is she & laquoméditation
on the Affligée», theme on which wrote the hundreds
of authors and on which, every year, in the evening
of the Good Friday, the people gathered to the
church owing a representation of the Virgin Marie
afflicted to the foot of MountCalvary, listen
of the sacred speakers making homilies filled
of compassion towards God's Mother, afflicted
deeply and collapsed, private of his/her/its supreme
Good already dead! It is one of the most tender
topics that, at the time of this lugubrious solemnity,
moves all hearts.
The manner not to express itself/themselves of
Luisa on this topic meets in no book and doesn't
get along at any preacher. The topic is called
a manner all news, according to a particular inspiration.
The essential consists in what the a lot of Saint
Marie wants to move away of the tomb where lies
his/her/its Treasure, it being God's Will, but
that she is quite incapable to make it. To surmount
this inexpressible opposition between will to
move away of the tomb and his/her/its inability
to make it, the a lot of Saint Marie only finds
a means: to stay spiritually in the tomb with
Jesus, to take in her the Body tortured of Jesus,
to reproduce in her, Member for Member, Wound
for Wound, the whole Passion of his/her/its divine
Son and all his/her/its divine Damages.
The a lot of Virgin Saint makes all spiritually
it and even the tomb. There is the essential of
this meditation. As for the terms in which all
is expressed, we think that without a particular
inspiration, such an intimate and compassionate
work could not have seen the day. One penetrates
in the deepest fibers of the maternal and supernatural
pains of the sorry Virgin.
The apostle holy Paul says that it is necessary
for us to take Christ and to don of it to us.
It is precisely what one recovers at the a lot
of Saint sorry Marie. One contemplates it internally
enclosed of Christ with all his/her/its Pains,
his/her/its Bitterness, his/her/its Anguishes,
his/her/its Injuries and his/her/its Damages.
By continuation, the soul wants to don itself
of sorry Marie herself, to don itself/themselves
then by it of the Beloved immolated because of
our sins.
TO THE VERY HOLY MARIE SORRY
& laquoElles costs to me too much, the souls,
they cost me the Life of a Son God. And me, as
Corédemptrice and Mother, I bind them to you,
oh Cross. & raquo Suffering mom, here is that
you have to the ultimate sacrifice to give the
burial to your Son Jesus. Completely resigned
in the Vouloirses of the Sky, you bustle close
to him. Of your own Hands, you deposit it in the
Sepulcher. And while you arrange his/her/its Members
and that you are about to make him your last adieu
and to give him your last Kiss, you feel your
Heart to pull itself/themselves of your Chest!
The love nails you on his/her/its Members, and,
by the strength of the love and the Pain, you
feel to die out with your Son extinguishes!
Poor Mom! How will you make without Jesus whom
your Life was, your All? And yet, to Want it of
the eternal wants it thus. You are up against
two insurmountable powers: your Love for Jesus
and to Want it divine. Your Love nails you so
that it prevents the separation, and to Want it
divine imposes itself and wants this sacrifice.
Poor Mom, how will make you? As I sympathize with
you! Of grace, angels of the Sky, come to sustain
it by the Members stiffened of his/her/its Jesus,
otherwise she/it will die her also!
But, oh prodigy, while you seem extinct with Jesus,
I hear your trembling Voice and interrupted of
sobs that say: & laquoFils, oh Beloved Son,
it is the last relief that I have to ease my Pains:
to pour out me on the Wounds of your infinitely
holy Humanity, to adore them, to kiss them. And
now, it as, one removes it to me. To Want it divine
wants it thus. And me, I resign myself. But knows,
oh Son, that even though it is what I want, I
am incapable of it. To the only thought to make
it, strengths miss to me and life flees me. Of
grace, oh Son, so that I can have strength to
do the bitter separation, allow me to let me all
buried in you and to take your Life in me, your
Pains, your Damages, and everything that you are.
Ah! only an exchange of Lives between you and
I can give myself strength to accomplish the sacrifice
to separate me of toi!»
Mom grief-stricken, you lean your Head on the
one of Jesus, you give him some Kissings, and
you lock your Thoughts in his in. Oh! as you would
like to resuscitate his/her/its Intelligence with
her yours, for so to give him Life for Life! Mom
grief-stricken, I see you giving some Kissings
to the Eyes extinguished of Jesus. Oh! as you
suffer from noting that Jesus doesn't look anymore
at you! How many times, while looking at you,
these divine Eyes transported you of joy and made
revive your Heart! Now that he/it doesn't look
anymore at you, you feel to die. You exchange
your Eyes with those of Jesus and you take for
you his/her/its Tears, the bitterness that he
procured the offenses of the creatures, their
abuses and their contempts.
Mom grief-stricken, I see you giving some Kissings
to his/her/its infinitely holy Ears. You call
it and tell to him: & laquoMon Son, is he/it
possible that you don't listen me anymore, you
who to each of my happy calls, would run? Do I
now, cry, do I call you, and don't you get along?
Ah! the love greatly felt is a cruel tyrant. You,
you were for me pleased that my own Life. And
now, how could I survive so many pains henceforth?
Oh son, I let my Hearing in her yours and I take
for me what your infinitely holy Ears endured.
Only your Pains and your Pains can give back me
life. & raquo And while you say it, the pain
and the squeezings that you feel at the Heart
are so big that you lose the voice and rests of
it without movement. My poor Mom, my poor Mom,
as I sympathize with you! How many cruel Deaths
you don't undergo!
Suffering mom, to Want it divine imposes itself
and puts you in action. So you look at your Jesus'
infinitely holy Face, you give him some Kissings
and exclaim: & adored laquoFils, as you are
disfigured! Ah! if the love didn't indicate to
me that you are my Son, my Life and my All, I
would not recognize you. Your original Beauty
turned into deformities; the pink complexion of
your purple Cheeks changed itself in blues; Light
and the Grace that your beautiful Face, that filled
joy those that admired it transmitted, are changed
themselves in paleness of death!
& laquoAh! Beloved son, to what pitiable state
you have summer reduces! What horrible devastation
made the sin on your infinitely holy Members!
Oh! as your inseparable Mom would like to restore
you your Beauty first! I want to exchange my Face
with yours and to take for me the slaps, the spits,
the contempts and everything that you endured
in your holy Face. Ah! Son, if you want myself
in life, give me your Pains, otherwise me mourrai!»
Your Pain is such, oh Mom, that it paralyzes you,
interrupts you, and that you are as extinct by
your Jesus' Face. Poor Mom, as I sympathize with
you! My holy angels, come to sustain my Mom. His/her/its
immense Pain floods it, it chokes, and he has
neither life nor strength.
But, agonizing these waves of sufferings, to Want
it divine gets back in life. You give some Kissings
on Jesus' Mouth and, that making, you feel your
Lips to become bitter because of the gall that
filled his/her/its Mouth of bitterness. While
sobbing you tell to him: & laquoMon Son, tell
a last Speech to your Mom. Is he/it possible that
I cannot hear your Voice anymore? All Words that
you told to me when you were in life, hey well,
as as many arrows, wound me the Heart of Pain
and love.
& laquoMaintenant that I see you mute, your
arrows move in my Heart, give me continual deaths
and say to me: "You won't hear it anymore! You
won't hear his/her/its soft Accent anymore, the
melody of his/her/its creative Speech, that created
in you as much paradise as he/it pronounced Words!
" Ah! my paradise is finished and I won't have
anything else anymore that of the bitterness!
Ah! Son, I want to exchange my Language with her
yours. Make me feel what you endured in your infinitely
holy Mouth, the bitterness of the gall and your
ardent Thirst. Also make me feel your Damages
and your Prayers. As, by means of your Language,
I will hear your Voice, my pain will be more tolerable.
Your suffering Mother will be able to live by
the means of your Peines!»s
Mom tortured, I see that you hurry, because those
that are around you want to close the sepulcher.
Then you take Jesus' Hands in yours, you kiss
them, you tighten them on your Heart, and you
make yours their Injuries. Then, fixing the look
his/her/its Feet and seer the cruel torture that
the nails gave to them, you make yours these Wounds
and these very Feet, to run by means of them after
all sinners and to pull them to the hell.
Mom anguished, I see that you address your last
adieu to the Heart transfixed of Jesus. It is
here the last assault that your maternal Heart
undergoes, whereas you feel it to pull itself/themselves
of your Chest by the vehemence of your Love and
your Pain. He/it feels the need to make his Jesus'
infinitely holy Heart, his/her/its Love rejected
by so many creatures, his/her/its Pains, his/her/its
Injuries, as well as his/her/its numerous unrealized
ardent Desires because of the ingratitudes of
the creatures. You look with astonishment at the
big Injury of this Heart, you give him some Kissings,
you touch Blood of it and, as if you had acquired
Life of it, you feel strength to achieve the bitter
separation. And after having kissed your Jesus,
you permit that one closes the sepulcher!
Suffering mom, I pray you, while crying, not to
permit at present that Jesus is subtracted to
my looks. Wait that first I lock myself of it
him to take his/her/its Life in me in. If you
cannot live without Jesus, you that are the immaculate,
the Saint, the Happy of Graces, me, I can it again
well less, me that am the weakness, misery, an
abyss of sins. Of grace, suffering Mom, let not
me only. Take me with you. But deposit me first
entire in Jesus. And empty me completely, so that
I can put entire Jesus in me, as you put it in
you.
Begin at home the maternal office that Jesus gave
you on the Cross. That my extreme poverty makes
impression on your maternal Heart and, of your
maternal Hands, lock me entire in Jesus in, and
shut in entire Jesus in me. Lock in my intelligence
Jesus' Thoughts in, so that no one else thought
doesn't enter in me. Lock Jesus' Eyes in mine
in, so that nothing can ever escape my look; his/her/its
Hearing in mine, so that I always listen it and
that in all things I accomplished his/her/its
to Want infinitely holy; his/her/its Face in mine,
so that, admiring this Face if disfigured by Love
for me, I like it, I sympathized with him and
repair it; his/her/its Language in mine, so that
I speak, pray, and sign by means of Jesus' Language;
his/her/its Hands in mine, so that all movement
that I will make and all work that I will accomplish
take life of the Works and Jesus' Movements; his/her/its
Feet in mine, so that all step that I will make
brings life, the salute and strength to the creatures.
Mom grief-stricken, permit than me also I give
some kissings to his/her/its Heart, that I touch
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